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After repeated practice after practice, the sports festival was now less than a week away.
As planned, the class announced the dummy participation list to the classmates, and submitted the official participation list to Chabashira-sensei. After submitting it, Hirata and Karuizawa apologized to their classmates. There was no student who did not accept the apology from the two class leaders.
And today too, class C was sweating in preparation for the sports festival.
"100 meters, time 12.35 seconds?"
The students who were likely to achieve good results in the sprints, including me, were timing their 100-meter times.
Sudo's time was 11.80 seconds and Hirata's was 12.55 seconds, which meant I was the second fastest in my class.
With this time, he will probably be able to take first place as long as he doesn't come up against Shibata.
"That's pretty fast."
Karuizawa, who was timing me, called out to me.
"My specialty is long distance. You're missing an order of magnitude in distance."
"No, if the distance was increased by an order of magnitude it would turn into a marathon."
"I prefer the marathon."
I'm pretty sure there was a marathon event in volume 8 of the original work.
The marathon will be the event where I can shine the most at this school.
"I hate marathons."
"Karuizawa doesn't like exercise in the first place."
"Well, I don't like it though."
While I was talking to Karuizawa, we took a 10-minute break, so I decided to just chat.
Suzune and Airi are watching us, but since neither of them like Karuizawa, they probably won't come near us.
"But you're a jockey in a cavalry battle."
"Because I was the smallest."
"Try not to get hurt."
If you think about it carefully, I wonder if it's a good idea to have girls participate in horse-riding battles.
Some schools don't hold horse-mounted battles because they are dangerous, but this school can't help but feel a bit outdated.
As a national school that touts meritocracy, one would expect them to come up with more original competitions.
"Wh, what? Are you worried about me...?"
"Of course. What would you do if your pretty face got hurt?"
"C-cute...!?"
As Ayanokoji also said in the original text, Karuizawa has a beautiful appearance. In other words, she is cute.
However, because of the bullying she experienced in middle school, she probably never received any compliments on her appearance from her classmates.
That's why she gets nervous when someone compliments her appearance.
"D-don't tease me!"
"I'm not kidding you. Be more confident in your appearance."
"But... I..."
Karuizawa's expression becomes gloomy.
Maybe it reminded me of my middle school days.
To say any more would be to reopen old wounds in Karuizawa.
But I'll say it anyway to give her a little more confidence.
"Look, I don't know what they said to me in middle school, but it's true that you're cute."
"Y-you really think so...?"
"I do. To begin with, I only talk to cute girls."
Of course, that's a lie. I want to be friends with girls as long as we have the same hobbies, regardless of appearance.
However, the only anime fan in my class is the professor...
"What is that? That's gross."
Karuizawa chuckled.
In the original work, she was a very serious heroine, but in this world, no thanks.
"Even Hirata would have turned down the role of your boyfriend if you were ugly."
"That's not possible."
"No?"
Even if Karuizawa looked like Jaiko or Hanazawa-san, Hirata would still accept her.
I absolutely hate that, though.
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"What's with you suddenly showing up here?"
It was 8pm. The sports festival was coming up soon, so I was planning to take it easy today without doing anything with anyone, when Karuizawa came into my room.
It seemed she had gone shopping after school, and unlike me in my loungewear, Karuizawa was still in her school uniform.
"Actually, I have something to discuss with you, Kamisato-kun... or should I say, to tell you..."
"what?"
Since he had a troubled look on his face, I decided to respond seriously.
We had made Karuizawa smile during practice, so who is making him look gloomy again?
"I was shopping at Keyaki Mall after school, but a girl from class D started bothering me..."
Karuizawa began to talk about the details of the trouble.
One day after school, while out shopping at Keyaki Mall with Sato's group (something he rarely does), Karuizawa himself bumped into a girl from Class D and got entangled.
From Karuizawa's perspective, it looked like the girl from Class D had bumped into him on purpose.
Apparently Miyake, who happened to be passing by, intervened and prevented the situation from becoming a serious problem.
"I see. The girl who bumped into you wasn't Manabe, was she?"
"Yeah, it was a girl I didn't know."
"I see."
"...Maybe Manabe-san asked you to do something to harass me?"
Karuizawa muttered with a worried look on his face.
"No, that's not true."
"How can you say that for sure?"
"From what I've gathered, Manabe doesn't have many friends. The few friends he has are the girls he was in the same group with during the special exam."
"Who do you get them from?"
"That's a trade secret. So there's no way a girl who isn't even a friend would listen to what Manabe has to say."
This information was obtained from Ibuki.
Manabe has an arrogant attitude and is apparently annoying to most girls.
"I, I see..."
"It was probably a sudden act of harassment. I don't think Karuizawa was the target."
"Is that your guess, Kamisato-kun?"
"That's right. However, I heard that Ryuuen often harassed the B class as well."
"...So, instead of Class B, our class has become the target?"
"Maybe. The D-class is under Ryuuen's dictatorial control. Ryuuen may have given some instructions."
This is just a guess.
In the original story, Karuizawa becomes a target of Ryuuen after cooperating with Ayanokoji, but he should be off their radar at the moment.
"So I don't have to worry too much about that?"
"ah"
Karuizawa feels relieved after hearing my guess.
"If Karuizawa is ever targeted, I'll protect it as I promised, so don't worry."
"Uh, yeah..."
Karuizawa's cheeks instantly turned red.
I'm sure his likability has increased a lot now.
Karuizawa looked down for a few seconds, then raised her face, placed his hands on her chest, and weakly began to speak.
"Oh, please protect me...?"
Immediately afterwards, I felt like I had been hit by an electric shock.
Too cute. That was unfair.
If my experience level had remained the same as before I was reincarnated, I would have hugged her.
"Oh, yeah..."
"That's a promise."
"I, I know..."
Why am I upset?
As expected of the main heroine.
It was incredibly destructive.
"Well then... I'm going home now..."
"Understood"
Karuizawa also said the same thing, and perhaps feeling embarrassed, she started getting ready to go home with a blush on her cheeks.
I follow him to the entrance and stare at Karuizawa's back as he puts on his loafers.
The moment she bent over, her pink underwear was visible.
Karuizawa is fashion-conscious, and even her underwear is fashionable.
"Oh, good night..."
"It's not even nine o'clock yet."
"I-it's fine!"
"Don't get so angry."
"I'm not angry!"
"Yes, yes. See you tomorrow."
"...Yeah"
This time, I made a mistake.
I just saw Karuizawa off, even though she was neither my girlfriend nor my sex friend.
"Huh? Karuizawa-san?"
"K-Kushida-san?!"
Kushida saw Karuizawa leaving my room.
(Oh no! I messed up!)
Normally, I would have gone out into the hallway first and checked to make sure no one was there before letting Karuizawa leave the room.
However, I was so excited about Karuizawa that I neglected to do so.
As a result, I ended up being seen by the person I least wanted to be seen by.
"Why is Karuizawa-san in Kamisato-kun's room?"
But there's no need to panic. I've already thought about how to respond in a situation like this.
"Ah, actually, I was asking for your advice about Hirata-kun."
"Hirata-kun?"
"Yeah. Actually, things haven't been going well for us lately... That's why I was asking for advice from Hirata-kun and Kamisato-kun, who is his best friend in class."
As expected of Karuizawa.
That's a more natural response than the answer I had in mind.
"So that's how it was."
"Just to be safe, please keep it a secret from Hirata-kun, okay?"
"of course"
"Why are you here, Kushida-san?"
He was definitely trying to go up to Ayanokoji's room.
The only question is whether Kushida will answer honestly.
"I have some business to take care of, Ayanokouji-kun."
"To Ayanokoji-kun?"
"Yeah"
"Now that I think about it, Kushida-san and Ayanokouji-kun have been getting along well lately. Perhaps?"
"That's not true. Ayanokouji and I are just friends."
Ayanokoji was once again told with certainty.
I'm glad the person wasn't there.
"I see. Sorry for asking such a strange question."
"Well, I'm sorry I doubted you."
"It's totally fine. It's only natural that people would be suspicious if you were going in and out of a boy's room at this time of night."
I think I can get through this somehow.
Next time, I'll treat you to something in Karuizawa.
"Well then, I'm heading back to my room. Thanks for today, Kamisato-kun."
"Yeah, get along well with Hirata."
"I know. Bye bye Kushida."
"Yeah, see you tomorrow."
Karuizawa then got into the elevator and returned to his room.
"Then I'll go back to my room."
"wait a minute"
The moment I turned around, Kushida grabbed me by my jacket.
Normally this would be a thrilling moment, but right now it scared me.
"...What is it?"
"Actually, I had something to take care of, Kamisato-kun."
"For me?"
"Yes, would you like to come with me to Ayanokouji-kun's room?"
"...Understood"
So that means Ayanokoji has something to tell me.
Maybe my secret operations have been discovered.
Feeling my heart pounding, I went up to Ayanokoji's room.
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When I got back to my room, I immediately headed to the bathroom.
After washing my entire body thoroughly in the shower and coming out of the bathroom, I saw my naked body reflected in the mirror in the sink in the changing room.
There's a certain amount of confidence in the style.
But there's something ugly about my body that ruins it all.
A fresh scar on his left side.
The blade that cut me has left me traumatized for the rest of my life.
"If you see something like this, you're definitely going to be drawn to it."
I muttered that, but no one has any plans to show me their naked bodies.
But if there's a possibility, it's just one.
Someone who will praise you for a job well done when you complete what you are instructed to do.
Someone who said I was cute even though I was treated like a pest.
Someone who worried about me getting hurt over just a sports festival.
Someone who reacts cutely to my gestures and actions.
His name is Kamisato Ayumu.
He is my classmate.
As soon as I entered school, I began to parasitize on Hirata in order to protect myself.
The results were excellent, and I achieved a top-caste position that was unthinkable since my middle school days.
I had a boyfriend who was popular in our grade, and not a single classmate dared to oppose me.
Of course, I tried to avoid being overbearing so as not to provoke resentment among my classmates.
I know that with just a little trigger, a person from the top caste can fall to the bottom of the caste system.
Although she made Hirata her fake boyfriend, she had been interested in Kamizato since the beginning of her school days.
At first, I thought he was an unusual handsome guy who got along well with gloomy students like Horikita and Ayanokoji.
That impression of him changed about two weeks after he enrolled.
He suddenly started explaining to us about the S system.
I became very interested in him because he had information that no one else in the class knew.
After that, he continued to help his classmates with their test studies and achieved good results in special exams, and his popularity with me soared.
So I made an effort to get in touch with him.
As a result, I ended up shifting my host from Hirata-kun to Kamizato-kun.
There are a few reasons, but the main reason is that he saw me as a girl.
Hirata and I have been fake lovers for over four months, but he has never made a move on me.
Of course, I don't think Hirata is the type of person who would do something like that.
But I'm a woman of marriageable age too.
In order to appear as his lover in public, I tried various things, such as hugging him or holding his hand.
I tried my best, but Hirata-kun never once saw me as a member of the opposite sex.
However, Kamizato-kun was different.
He sees me as a girl.
He tells me to my face that I'm cute.
Even today he told me I was cute many times.
I think it's simple.
It's amazing how she changes her host just because someone complimented her appearance.
When I first entered school, I didn't think I needed youth or friends.
The important thing is to protect yourself.
However, spending time with my classmates brought back memories.
The fun student life before being bullied.
I got greedy.
Protect yourself and have a fun school life.
And then---a life with a lover.
Kamizato-kun has several close female friends.
Horikita, Sakura, Ichinose, Tachibana-senpai from the student council, and Hasebe, who has been the subject of recent rumors.
All of them are top class beautiful girls.
"There's no way I can win."
Everyone is prettier and has more style than me, that's fine.
There's no way I can beat Horikita and the others.
So I made sure to follow Kamisato-kun's instructions faithfully.
To make him see that I am a competent person, I have become his dog.
If this were someone of the same sex, I would just look like a lackey.
But that's okay.
What's important is that you feel you need me.
If I do that--- maybe it will turn me, with my old wounds, into a woman.
"...Hmmm..."
When I noticed, a liquid that wasn't hot water was overflowing down there.
When I scooped it up with my finger, it was colorless, transparent, and viscous.
"Oh no, me again..."
Since I became aware of him, I have comforted myself many times.
"Hmm... hmm... ahh..."
Every time he thrusts his fingers in and out, a lewd squelching sound echoes around.
Masturbation.
This too reminds me of my trauma.
I have endured every form of bullying imaginable, including sexual ones. Luckily I was never raped, but I was forced to masturbate in public.
At that moment, I honestly cried uncontrollably.
So I never masturbated myself.
But lately I've been doing it at least once every two days.
"Haaah... hmm... ahhh..."
When I was forced to do it in public, I was punched and kicked, so I only have painful memories.
So I didn't know.
I never knew that playing with that area while thinking about a girl I'm interested in would feel so good.
I never knew masturbation could feel so good.
"Ahh... I'm coming, I'm coming...!"
Even though I had just taken a shower, my crotch and thighs were getting dirty with love juice.
I don't care about that and roughly thrust my fingers in and out to bring me to climax.
"Nnaaaaahhhhh!"
Immediately afterwards, I climaxed violently.
My legs got tangled and I ended up leaning against the sink.
"Hmm... haah, haah..."
Breathing heavily, he slowly raised his head.
In the bathroom mirror, I could see myself with a lewd expression on my face.
"Ha, haha... I can make a face like that..."
What would he think if he saw a face like this?
Will it make me feel inferior?
I would be happy if you did.
She gladly offers up her virginity.
With parasites.
With ugly scars.
The inside is ugly too.
I wonder if he would embrace me like that?
With these questions in mind, I went back to the bathroom to wash off my lower body, which was covered in love juice.