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Chapter 6 - I love Amelia, Dad.

The air in the grand hall hung heavy with the scent of lilies and a simmering tension that no one else seemed to notice.

It was as if a thick veil had been drawn over the revelry, keeping everyone oblivious to the turmoil in the heart of the palace.

Alpha Zack, his eyes filled with a weary sadness, studied the scene before him, His gaze rested upon the bustling crowd, the glimmering chandeliers, the joy of the revelers.

He could still smell the lingering fragrance of his late mate, a phantom scent that brought a wave of pain to his heart.

He felt the weight of responsibility that pressed heavy on his shoulders, a burden he had borne since the Luna's passing a year ago.

He had been too late. He had been been Amelia and her grandmother.

He had returned just in time to see his mate taken from him—a tragedy he had never been able to reconcile.

His love for her had been so deep, so unrelenting, that he'd been unable to imagine a future without her presence.

And then, he'd been forced to face a truth that gnawed at his soul—that her death had been a terrible omen, a harbinger of greater tragedy, a foreshadowing of the unpredictable future that lay before them.

His gaze turned to his second son, Daniel, the boy who was destined to take over the leadership of the Silver Moon Pack.

His eyes softened as he studied his son, his thoughts floating back to a forgotten moment, a moment from his past, a pivotal memory that would forever change their family.

Flashback

Daniel shivered as he watched his brother die. It was a brutal attack, the remnants of the war that had spread throughout the land, a war that had ripped their family into a million pieces, and that had stolen his brother's life.

He remembered the rage, the fury that had consumed him as he'd watched the enemy—a group of ruthless warriors, motivated by a hatred that defied all reason, a hatred that was a product of a misguided sense of justice.

Daniel had fought back, his wolf, Mike, a fierce and loyal companion that had stood by him through the darkest of times, a companion that had helped to guide him through this nightmare.

He felt a wave of sadness as he remembered the moment when he had stood before the grave dug for his brother, his heart filled with pain, his soul shadowed by a sense of loss.

He watched as Alpha Zack solemnly placed a single white rose at the head of the grave, his eyes filled with an indescribable pain, even as he maintained a stoic silence.

He recognized the pain and confusion in his father's heart— the pain of another lost child.

The future stretched back to the Alpha, a challenge that filled him with a mixture of fear and determination.

The throne, the weight of the pack, the destiny that seemed to be woven into their very souls— it all rested upon his shoulders.

End of Flashback

Now, as Daniel stood before him, his eyes filled with a mischievous gleam and a sense of joy that made him smile, the Alpha felt a twinge of guilt.

He missed Daniel's brother more than words could say.

He had been the elder son, the heir to the throne, the one who was always there, helping to guide his father, helping to shape his future.

He knew that Daniel felt the loss of his brother deeply.

He had lost a part of himself that day, and he knew it was going to take time for him to heal.

As he focused on his son, his heart yearned to provide comfort for him, but he knew that he had to face the future—a future that was both necessary and inevitable.

He returned to the present, a gentle wave of sadness washing over him as he looked at Daniel again. His mind began to race with thoughts, thoughts that were both necessary and troubling.

"Daniel, my son," he said, his voice filled with a gentle warmth, an attempt to alleviate the weightiness of the conversation they needed to have.

"It's time to discuss your future."

He had been waiting to begin this conversation with Daniel. He had spent the past few months watching his son, observing his reactions, his emotions, the way he interacted with the pack.

He was a capable leader, a strong wolf with a kind heart, a gentle soul. He had always been a model son, a perfect heir.

"Father, I understand that," Daniel replied, his voice holding both respect and a sense of hesitation. His heart ached with a desire to share the secrets that troubled him, secrets that had been weighing on his mind for weeks.

"I've been thinking about my future," he continued, his voice soft, a hint of nervousness in his tone. "I've been thinking about marriage."

The Alpha nodded, his eyes soft, his expression a mixture of understanding and expectancy.

He had been waiting for this conversation. It had been a long time since he had last discussed this topic with his sons.

Everything had changed since then. The world felt different—more fragile, more unpredictable. He needed to be careful, to consider the ramifications of every choice he made.

"The pack needs a Luna," he said, his voice gentle, but a hint of firmness underscored his words. "It needs a strong, a worthy woman to lead by your side. A woman to carry the legacy of the pack. A woman to grow the power of our family."

He felt a sense of pride as he thought of his sons' future.

He wanted to believe that he was a good father, but he knew there was nothing that could prepare them for the world that awaited them. He had made his own mistakes.

He couldn't allow them to make the same ones.

"I know, Father," Daniel said, a pause in his voice, a slight tremor that he tried to conceal.

"I've been thinking about it, but I'm not sure I'm ready. It's too soon. It feels... wrong."

He longed to tell his father about Amelia, about his feelings, but he was afraid to. He knew that his father would disapprove, that he would disregard his feelings, that he would judge him. The thought of his father's disapproval was.

He looked at his father, his heart heavy with the weight of his secrets.

He could feel his body trembling, his soul filled with the burden of his desires.

He had to tell him.

He had to break free from this prison of silence. The time was right. He needed to be brave.

"It's not that I'm not prepared, Father, It's just ...I'm not ready to choose someone who doesn't ... make my heart sing. I've met a woman—there's something about her, something that fills me with a hope that I thought I'd lost." He looked at his father, his gaze meeting his eyes— eyes that he knew were already filled with judgment.

"I'm not going to lie to you, Father. I'm not in love with anyone else. It's ... I'm in love with Amelia, and I need to tell you. I need to be honest."

The Alpha felt a wave of relief wash over him. He had seen the hints of longing in Daniel's eyes, the way he looked at Amelia.

He had sensed the tension, the confusion, the despair beneath the surface of his son's behavior. At least, someone finally said it.

"Daniel," He said, his voice filled with concern, "My son," he looked at Daniel, a gentle sorrow in his heart. "I know it's not conventional, it's not the way things are supposed to be, but I need you to be honest with me. Why do you love her? Why Amelia?"

Daniel looked at his father, a wave of despair in his heart.

He had been waiting for this moment, the moment when he could finally confess his feelings.

He could feel the tension in his body, the tremors in his voice as he spoke.

"It's hard to explain, Father, but there's something special about her. I know she isn't my destined mate. I know it would cause problems. I know it goes against all the rules but… she brings such a joy to my life. She's so kind. Her heart is pure. She has faced so much suffering, but she has remained kind, remained strong. I admire her so much. I love her."

The Alpha felt a wave of worry ripple within him.

He understood what his son was feeling.

He knew that love couldn't be controlled.

He knew how painful it was to find yourself loving someone who wouldn't be your mate— an unhealthy and untenable reality.

He knew that a love that was not based on the ancient magic, based on fate and destiny, was a tragic love.

He knew that the bonds of the pack, the laws of the pack, were rooted in the ancient magic.

"Daniel, you know that you already have a destined mate. Those bonds are unbreakable. It's our tradition, our destiny— what makes us a pack, what makes us a family. I love you, son, I want to protect you, but you have to understand the danger. A love that is not chosen by the moon is a dangerous love. There are consequences— consequences that we cannot ignore."

He wanted to believe that there was a way to make this work, to find a way to bridge the gap between their ancient traditions and Daniel's desire.

But there was a reason for the ancient traditions.

A reason why the packs had survived for centuries, why they had found a way to thrive in a world where they were often forced to live in the shadows.

"I know, Father. I understand. I'm just trying to explain that I don't think I can just turn my feelings off. This isn't something I can control. She is so important to me, her presence fills my life with light I never thought I'd feel again. I want to be with her, to take care of her, to protect her. I know it's difficult. I know it will be a challenge."

He could feel the urgency in his voice, a determination that he had never expressed before. He was willing to fight for

this— for a love that was as unconventional as it was real.

"Father, I know it might be difficult, but I need to be honest. I want to marry Amelia. Even if she won't accept me... I will still love her. I will still be there for her. I will always be there, by her side."

The Alpha nodded. His son had made his decision. He was a warrior. He was a leader. He would find his own way.

The future was uncertain— the shadows that loomed over them were ever-present. But he knew that Daniel would find his way, that he would find his destiny.

"Daniel," He said, his voice filled with kindness and a gentle sorrow. "You are a good son, and you have a good heart. I need you to be careful. Amelia is going through

her own difficult time. You have to be patient with her. You cannot force her to love you. But you can love her, even if she doesn't love you back."

"I understand, Father. I'm not going to give up on her." He felt a determination well within him.

He embraced his father. He knew the battle was only beginning.

He knew the world was going to be against them. But he also knew that he had to be strong, he had to fight for the woman he loved.

The night was still young, the party was raving on, but all he could think about was Amelia.

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Amelia's heart ached as she slipped through the door, the faint

glow of the moonlight casting long, shadowy figures across the walls of her home.

She felt utterly exhausted, dragged down by the turmoil of the night.

It had been such a long time since she'd felt so lost, so vulnerable, so terrified.

She slid onto her bed, her body weighted down by fatigue, a wave of despair threatening to consume her.

She closed her eyes, trying to block out the images that plagued her mind.

She thought back to when she'd left home for the first time, her heart filled with hope and a sense of independence— she had been so excited to finally be free.

Now, she felt trapped. She could feel the weight of the world crushing on her shoulders, the burden of her pain, her fear, her confusion, making it hard to breathe.

She had been brought up in a world built on traditional values, a world that had always told her that her destiny was to be a wife and mother.

She was supposed to find her mate, to fall in love and to live a beautiful life. But the world had changed. Her world had been thrown thrown into chaos.

"Jason... my mate, Jason." She whispered those words out loud, and she felt a wave of anger rush over her—an anger that she couldn't contain.

Flashback

"Mommy, Daddy, please wake up," her voice had broken, laced with heartbreaking sobs, a desperate plea to a world that had already moved on without them. But the cruel hand of fate had stolen them from her, leaving behind only the echoes of their love, the painful void carved into her heart.

She had been thirteen, a scared, fragile girl, when the war had consumed her family, leaving her and her grandmother clinging to the remnants of a life ripped apart.

Their refuge: the Silver Moon Pack, a sanctuary that had both welcomed and ostracized them, their acceptance a conditional gift, a testament to the Alpha's compassion and the chilling unpredictability of fate.

End of Flashback

"Why me?" She whispered, her words lost in the silence of

the room.

It couldn't be true.

It was all a mistake.

It was a nightmare.

Her heart pounded in her chest— an unnatural rhythm that echoed her confusion.

Her shoulders slumped, the weight of her emotions leaving her drained and defeated.

She was so tired.

She threw the covers off herself— the soft comforter that had provided a sense of comfort and security.

But the comfort didn't reach her soul.

A sense of despair threatened to engulf her.

She needed to get out of this room.

She needed to find a way to escape this nightmarish reality.

She needed to find peace.

She got to her feet, but the moment she stood, her body felt like it was heavy with lead, every muscle in her body aching with fatigue.

Her feet felt like stones, unwilling to move. She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath.

Her body seemed to weigh a ton.

She needed a hot shower.

She needed to wrap herself in her soft, comfortable robe. She needed to sleep.

Perhaps then she could escape the nightmares that haunted her soul.

But as she turned towards the bathroom, a new sound reached her ears, the sound of someone at her front door.

As she focuses on the front door, she realizes that this new reality of being a mate hasn't given her any peace. She takes a deep breath and forces herself to move. Her feet feel like they are made of lead.

She looks around the room, her eyes searching for a weapon, a way to protect herself. Just incase it was a thief. But there is nothing.

She can hear the sound of the doorknob turning.

Damn! She must have forgotten lock the door.

A chill runs down her spine as she waits, her heart pounding in her chest like a drum.

The sound of footsteps echoes through the hall. She listens intently.

A man appears in the doorway. His height takes her by surprise and for a moment she struggles to recognize him in the dim lighting. The only light in the room is the pale glow of the moonlight.

It's Daniel.

She immediately feels a sense of relief. Her shoulders relax slightly.

Her eyes meet his.

There's a look of concern in his eyes.

She can't help but feel a sense of gratitude for his presence.

At least he's still there for her.

"Amelia," he says, his voice soft and gentle, as if he's trying to calm her.

Her heart beats a little faster at the sound of his voice— it's comforting, familiar in a world where nothing feels comfortable.

She feels a twinge of shame that she was so fearful of him earlier, that she had tried to escape his presence.

"Are you okay? You look like you need a rest," he says.

It's obvious to her that she's not okay, but she wants to put that feeling aside for a moment.

"I'm fine," she says. "I just had a long night. The party was a little much for me. I can't believe it was so chaotic. And I felt so sick later…" She tries to sound casual.

She feels herself starting to tremble again. Her fear is returning.

She closes her eyes, taking a deep breath.

She feels a wave of embarrassment wash over her as she realizes she's staring blankly at the floor, unable to meet his eyes. She can feel the heat rising in her cheeks.

'I need to get myself together. I need to stop feeling like this.'

"No, you're not fine," he says, his voice calm, firm. He steps closer to her. She feels a sense of security when he gets closer— but it is mixed with a sense of anxiety. She wants to draw back. She isn't ready to confide in him.

"Why are you so afraid?" he asks, his voice filled with a compassion that makes it difficult to avoid his eyes. She knows he's trying to help but she's too full of fear to be honest with him.

"It's nothing I can't handle," she says. She can hear the weakness in her voice but she tries to push on.

She needs to escape this conversation, this intense gaze, this need to explain herself. 'I can't tell him. I'm too scared. He might not understand. He might not be able to help.'

Daniel doesn't say anything. He just stands there, his gaze on her face, waiting for her to open up. She wants to hide..

She wants to get away from him. She needs to get to her room.

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