The whole month maaz stayed in the hospital, this time was so hard for rafia and jiya after losing Azaan, Zayn and aima support Rafia a lot but no one can fill Azaan's void, even the company wasn't stable in maaz's absence, Rafia and jiya spend days and nights in hospital taking care of maaz, but after a whole month when he gets back home, he wasn't healthy completely but he was doing better he was in his own mansion where Helena takes care of him properly, he insisted his mother and sister to go back home and rest because he knows they are also having hard time. It was midnight and maaz was sitting on his bed and doing some work on laptop when Helena entered with a glass of milk and spoke in a gentle motherly voice "you aren't healthy enough to work this late, sweetheart" maaz slightly smiled at her words while typing before set the laptop aside, maaz took a few sips of milk but his gaze kept drifting towards Helena and she noticed it, she sat down on the bed and spoke "what do you want to ask my son" as soon as she asked maaz put the glass aside and spoke "I want to ask you if you know something about Ella, I mean Ayzal tell something about her" her expressions serious before replying "Ella... The same girl-" she doesn't have have to continue because maaz nodded eagerly already knows she was talking about the same girl, she shook her head and spoke "no... But if you don't know anything about her then how did you invited her in your reception" maaz sighed and looked down "she came to my office out of nowhere before our reception so I invited her there I was thinking that... Maybe... Just maybe I could make Ayzal happy with it but..." And tears welled up in maaz eyes he avoided his gaze with Helena, she also smiled in pain before spoke "do you think ella has to do something with Ayzal... You mean she knows about Ayzal?" Maaz shook his head holding his tears "no but I know one think that she is something really messed up between them and it is the reason why Ayzal left me" Helena didn't replied his stood up and patted his shoulder "have some rest my child" and she left leaving maaz alone in his thoughts....
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Maaz started going to the company regularly he stabilize everything back but the thing was complete changed everyone noticed maaz wasn't the same he changed a lot he barely spoke he never showed up in front of anyone, but whole year he never lose him, he tried to find Ella but got no trace at all, like she was hiding from him. The news that Ayzal ran away was already everywhere but it does affect maaz he love her endlessly..... Sometimes maaz ask Zayn about misunderstandings between Ella and Ayzal but he always brush it away like nothing happened but it made him believe more that Ayzal ran away because of Ayzal.
Meanwhile Ayzal she also lost her spirit, her life compressed completely she goes office come back home play with ramish or talk to her best friend she never interact with anyone and it makes her best friend so concern for her, maniha tried couple of times to bring her spirit or joy back but failed. Ayzal realised that she still loves maaz she always did but now she wasn't lying to herself, she never say it out aloud but in her prayer she whispers only one name she cry day or night hoping she would have talk to him or maybe stop until Ella make any move, she wasn't awake if maaz knows about her past or not, sometimes she wants to go back in time when she was child when maaz told her he loves her and she said she loves him too innocently while knowing the deep meaning.
Right now in Canada maaz returned back to his mansion, when he entered he saw his mother he was little surprise to her at his hour but he was happy, he rarely smile. Rafia stood up and pulled her son in her embrace and spoke "how are you, dear" she asked while caressing the beard on his face, she always have issues with his beard but maaz he was trying his best to do everything that can make his happy and give him his Ayzal back and maaz replied "good" his answer seems empty like usual then he asked as he sat down on couch with his mom "where is jiya?" Rafia shrugged her shoulders before replying "with max" maaz looked at her with disappointed look, she knows how much he hate when she left jiya hang out with boys then she spoke "leave it I'm here to talk to you about something important" maaz nodded and she continued "maaz I know how hard it was for you lose your father and then Ayzal disappeared god's knows where" she takes every word carefully like she is stepping on bomb, maaz gaze drifted down on floor his expression sad and grief, as she continued "dear I don't want you to give up on your life like this... I can't see you alone and sad like this" she let him process before continuing, but maaz nodded while looking down she hesitate "so... I want you to... Remarry" and maaz head snapped towards her, his throat tightened and she saw something like anger in his eyes, he stood up abruptly and she also stood up, before he spoke gritting his teeth "don't you dare to say that.. don't you ever dare" she tried to place her hand in his arm but he swatted it away "this conversation over right here, but only Ayzal has right to be my wife" his voice was trembling with grief and longings and he left towards his room.
Maaz pov
My mother's words shake my whole world, it's been 2 years and i was waiting for patiently I sleep with the hope of having her by my side next morning and wake up by the hope of winning her back at the end of the day, in my room tears rolled out of my eyes, I silently kneel on the floor before prostrating on floor, my tears fall on floor and I mumbled "Allah..." My voice trembled while I kept mumbling "Allah" I don't know how to put my pain in words because words aren't enough I forgot how to complain, I kept repeating the same words for like a few mins before sitting down straight but tears never stop, I wiped my tears before speaking "Allah I'm coming to you to complain, to tell you how weak and alone I'm... I'm not going to stop until you give me buttercup back" and he stopped up with the motive to tell Allah every pain and complain.
if time forgets my name one day,
if stars dissolve and skies undo,
there'll be a space the world can't fill…
because it once belonged to you.
Love you honeybees
Ignore my mistakes please