I woke up sometime later. I don't know how long I was out, but it was pitch black when I regained consciousness. It felt like I was tied down or something. I definitely thought I felt rope around my midsection, but my whole body felt somewhat numb and it was difficult to move so it was hard to tell. It felt like someone had stuffed my body in a bag and was carrying me around. I tried to open my eyes, but nothing happened. As panic started to envelop me, i lost consciousness again. I came to a while later, but with a bit more awareness this time. I still couldn't see, but I definitely felt like there was less room than before. I tried to find a way out before realizing that I was in some sort of liquid. Did they put me in a bag under water or something? Fed me to a huge shark? Maybe it just chomped me in half and these are my fleeting moments before I bleed out... well... at least I don't have to go back to work again. I blacked out once again soon after that, actually relieved that someone answered my prayers and I was taken away before I had to go to work again. Too bad I couldn't have been taken to a cute farm off the grid or something to spend the rest of my miserable life reading books, but at least ill never see Lizzy again.
I was very shocked when I woke up again. I thought for sure I had died, but if so, how was I thinking right now? Am I a ghost? But wait? If im a ghost, then how come I cant get out of this blasted sack?! I tried to move around but found soon after that I couldn't, there wasn't any more room. In frustration, I kicked out, my foot meeting the fleshy feeling of the sack. Hold on... my foot? Okay so I wasn't chomped in half. All my limbs are here... im definitely in some sort of liquid, how am I breathing? Suddenly my body started shaking, a loud noise coming from the other side of the sack. I reached to cover my ears, but before I could I felt my body being squeezed. A bright light suddenly hit me and I was instantly blinded. I heard a man comment in a cheerful tone "She is a big one, nice and plump!" How dare he! I know im fat but crap, you don't gotta rub it in... shortly after, I felt someone slap my ass and I let out a screech. "That hurt, you asshole!" Or, thats what I meant to say. Unfortunately, my mouth wouldn't respond to my thoughts and what came out was simply more wails. I suddenly became very aware of what was going on... I was... a baby again? What the fuck?!
My vision cleared shortly after, well, to some extent. I was a newborn after all. I realized that it wasn't a sack I was in, I was in my mother's womb, the slap was the doctor making sure I was responsive. I literally was reborn. God, I thought for sure id died and id never have to work again... but here we go again. ' In 16 short years ill have to work again. Yay. Thats very funny God, nice prank' I thought with a sarcastic eye roll. The doctor used some sort of tool to clear my nose so I could breathe better and gave me a little bath that, I will never admit to anyone, actually felt kinda nice. I was soon bundled up in a warm blanket and placed on my mother's chest. After a few moments I heard a sweet voice cooing a name "Sienna". I raised my eyes to look up at the source of the voice, realizing that 'Sienna' was my new name, and realizing that this woman wasn't my original mother. Of course, I wasn't reborn... I was reincarnated. Oh god, at least the last life was predictable... what have I gotten myself into?!
I soon relaxed; however, as the woman was sweet. She was caring and was quite gentle with me. I felt somewhat bad that I caused her so much concern when I refused to breastfeed. I was a grown fucking woman! Im not sucking on someone's titty! Christ! She of course called on the doctor in a panic. After hearing what the doctor had to say, I realized that not only was I reincarnated... I was transported to a whole different world at the same time. Fuck! "Try again. She is a very healthy baby girl, but without your milk, she will die. We are playing around with potential substitutes, but nothing worth trying yet. Please, just try again. This world is cruel to young pups. Her wolf will never surface is she doesnt get the proper nutrition" of course, my mother tried again. I refused again. After a moment, she picked me up and rocked me in her arms. Her voice shook softly as her eyes filled with tears and she spoke in a soft voice "Please, baby. You need to eat, the doctor said mummy will lose you if you don't. Please baby, just a little bit, I know it will be a little weird at first, but I promise, it will be okay soon. Mummy loves you, please just eat" her red cheeks growing brighter as tears slowly dropped elegantly from her eyes as she spoke. I didnt know someone could cry so beautifully. She was a pretty woman, with gorgeous dark hair and green eyes. She had a caring aura about her, like all she had in her heart was love. She wasn't fat, but she was somewhat curvy. A softness about her that could only come from the love of a mother. Her face was full of freckles, but it was beautiful. Even with tears staining her face, she had an elegance about her as well. I hated seeing her cry, so the next time she tried, I gave in and uncomfortably took in my fill of milk.
The days passed slowly. After awhile (I had no concept of time, I couldn't see a clock or really move) we were able to leave. This woman must be a single mother. Not once did I see a husband visit, no men actually except the doctor. Weird. Id fallen asleep as my mother carried me out of the hospital, so once id woken up, we were already at her house. She held me up in pride " Look baby, this is your new home!" I took in the room slowly, my attention caught by the expensive looking furniture and the gorgeous decor. It was huge! Even my mother looked tiny in this place. "Don't worry baby, I know its somewhat small, but this is just the sun room, the rest of the house is bigger!" I looked up at her in awe. Bigger?! Holy shit! Is she rich?! Was i reincarnated as a wealthy woman's daughter?! I held onto her finger as she carried me through the house, which seemed like it would put a castle from my old world to shame. Every room was breathtaking and bigger than the last. Finally she got to a room that was by far the biggest in the whole building. A large wooden bed with golden decals swirling around the frame with the most comfy looking mattress ever, a matching chest at the end of the bed, a full body mirror to the side, a small love seat and a huge walk in closet on the far wall. Goodness gracious, please let this be my room! I looked at the area with stars in my eyes but was soon met with disappointment as I heard my mother say "This is mummy's and daddy's room" Dang it! I wanted this room... wait, so she does have a husband? Well, where is my room then? My mother soon turned to a room that was just as extravagant as hers but with a crib instead of a bed. Besides that, and a rocking chair in the corner, this room was the same as hers. "Sienna, baby, this is your room. Im sorry its not bigger. We can expand it once you're older. Don't worry" ...Expand? Good lord, woman! Im shocked by how big this room is already, just tell me i don't have to work ever and I will be the best daughter you will ever have! She carefully put me down in the crib and I pouted in protest, as I wanted to see more of this place, but the second i tried to protest, I fell right asleep. Damn this frail little baby body! Fuck!