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Chapter 13 - Chapter 13: In the Small Hours

The next morning came softer than the last.

 

The sky was a faded watercolor of gray and gold, pale light bleeding through clouds still heavy with last night's rain. Autumn leaves clung stubbornly to the trees outside, rattling like brittle paper every time the wind pressed its cold fingers against the windows. The air was sharp enough to bite if you stood still too long.

 

Inside Hope Haven, the day began with a sleepy chaos that seemed almost deliberate—like a dance choreographed by children who knew they only had so much time before the day's magic slipped away. Socks, mismatched and tangled, dragged across cold tiles, leaving tiny scuff marks on the floor. The sharp, shrill whistles of Mrs. Carter floated through the air, guiding the kids like a conductor with a baton, her voice warm but firm:

 

"Come on, everyone! Shoes on! Breakfast time! Let's go, go, go!"

 

The children groaned and protested with sleepy protests, their voices muffled by blankets and the muffled clatter of a thousand tiny feet. Elias stood near the rickety kitchen counter, wrapped in a threadbare sweater, clutching a chipped mug of lukewarm coffee—its bitter aroma lingering like an old secret.

 

Someone banged against the wall — Liam, probably — followed by a triumphant laugh and a scolding Elias couldn't quite make out.

 

It was loud. It was messy. It was completely ordinary. And somehow, it felt sacred.

 

Elias hold his chipped mug of lukewarm coffee cradled between his hands, feeling the hum of life all around him.

 

But when Mira caught his eye from across the room — half-hidden behind a curtain of tousled hair, her face bright despite the early hour — something in him stuttered.

 

He turned toward her like gravity itself had shifted.

 

She smiled — not wide, not showy — but slow and sure and devastatingly certain.

 

Like she knew him. Like she had always known him.

 

Mira moved through the chaos easily, ferrying plates and jackets, tying scarves with quick, practiced hands. She belonged here in a way that didn't demand attention.

 

She simply was — steady, stubborn, alive.

 

Elias watched her, feeling something small and sharp bloom under his ribs.

 

Mira bumped her hip lightly against his as she passed, carrying a tray of toast, the aroma of butter and cinnamon curling in the air.

 

"You're thinking too hard again," Mira said, suddenly appearing at his side. Her voice a gentle tease, eyes twinkling with mischief

 

Her bump made him slosh coffee over his hand.

 

"I can hear the gears grinding," she teased.

 

Elias shook his head, chuckling under his breath.

 

"I'm not used to this much noise before noon," he said, half-lying.

 

Half-true.

 

Mira grinned, holding a tray of toast and balancing it precariously on one hand.

 

"Get used to it, city boy." She said, her tone playful but carrying a hint of something deeper.

 

She tossed something at him — he caught it on reflex.

 

An old puffer jacket. Faded navy, with a missing button and fraying cuffs. It smelled faintly of cedar, old wood smoke, and cinnamon.

 

Elias stared at it like it might bite him.

 

"This doesn't match anything I own," he deadpanned.

 

Mira gasped dramatically, clutching her chest like he'd wounded her.

 

"Tragic," she said, eyes sparkling with mischief.

 

"But I guess you'll survive."

 

Before he could answer, she pulled a knitted beanie down over her messy hair, strands escaping in every direction.

 

The sight of her — bundled up, bright-eyed, wild — hit him harder than he cared to admit. She looked like autumn itself — fierce, stubborn, burning out beautifully before the cold could take her.

 

"Come on," she said, shouldering her battered backpack.

 

"Field trip day."

 

Elias blinked.

 

"Field trip?"

 

Mira nodded toward the front door, where the kids were already wrestling each other into coats and boots, shrieking over who got to ride shotgun in the battered old van Mrs. Carter was digging out from under a tarp.

 

"Mrs. Carter's idea," Mira said breezily.

 

"But I'm claiming it as mine because it makes me look cooler."

 

Elias couldn't help the half-smile tugging at his mouth.

 

This girl — this impossible girl — kept handing him pieces of himself he hadn't even known were missing.

 

He shoved his arms into the puffer jacket, which was two sizes too big and swallowed him whole. It felt like a hug he hadn't realized he needed.

 

Warm. Real.

 

A tether back to something simple and good.

 

"Where are we going?" he asked, slinging the too-long sleeves up past his wrists.

 

Mira leaned in then, closer than she had any right to be.

 

Close enough that he could feel the warmth of her breath against his cheek. Close enough to smell the faint traces of cinnamon and soap on her skin.

 

"To find magic," she whispered, voice low and reckless like a secret dared into the cold morning air.

 

And somehow — God help him — he believed her.

 

Elias followed her toward the door without asking again.

 

Because when Mira said magic, he knew she didn't mean castles or fairy tales.

 

She meant something better. Something truer.

 

Something hidden in cracked sidewalks and worn-out shoes and people who still dared to hope even when hope didn't come cheap.

 

He pulled the jacket tighter around himself as they stepped outside into the chill.

 

The cold bit at his face. The wind howled low against the corners of the building. The world smelled of smoke, damp leaves, and the sharp promise of change.

 

Elias slid a glance at Mira as they walked.

 

At the way her breath clouded the air in soft white bursts. At the way she shoved her hands deep into her pockets but still smiled like the cold couldn't touch her.

 

He didn't say anything. He didn't have to.

 

Some things — the best things — didn't need words. Some things were just felt.

 

Like the way his hand itched to find hers. Like the way his heart kicked against his ribs every time she laughed. Like the way the world, even bruised and battered as it was, seemed just a little brighter with her in it.

 

"Come on," she called over her shoulder, her boots crunching through a drift of leaves.

 

"Adventure doesn't wait for slowpokes."

 

Elias grinned, tucking his hands deeper into his borrowed jacket, and hurried after her.

 

Ready for once to believe. Ready for once to chase something he didn't know how to explain.

 

Something messy. Something reckless. Something alive.

 

****

 

They walked through the city in a ragged, laughing parade.

 

Sam marched at the front, tall and serious, clutching his battered library card like a soldier carrying a flag into battle. His jacket was zipped all the way up to his chin, and he barked occasional commands at Liam, who blatantly ignored them.

 

Mikey clung to Elias's hand with fierce loyalty, swinging their arms with wild, uncoordinated enthusiasm. Every few steps, he would look up at Elias with a huge, gap-toothed grin like Elias was some kind of superhero who'd just stepped off a comic book page.

 

Rosie trailed behind the others, head down, nose buried in a weathered paperback. She floated through the morning mist like a ghost woven from quiet and stubbornness, ignoring the world in favor of whatever far-off land she was currently adventuring through.

 

And Liam — oh, Liam — darted ahead like a firework on two legs, his laughter sharp and wild in the autumn air. Every few seconds, he would glance back at Elias and Mira, mischief practically radiating off of him, clearly plotting something bigger than either of them would be prepared for.

 

The crisp autumn air buzzed with restless energy. Golden leaves cartwheeled across the cracked sidewalks, clinging to their boots and coats.

 

The sun had finally broken through the heavy clouds, streaking the gray sky with gold and silver. Even the battered concrete and rusted lampposts seemed touched by it, softened, almost holy in the way light sometimes is when you're too tired or too hopeful to fight it.

 

Elias, somehow, had become the group's unofficial pack mule. Two backpacks slung over one shoulder. Mikey's scarf trailing like a banner from his other hand. And clutched carefully in his left arm — an art project Mikey had created from popsicle sticks, glue, glitter, and what appeared to be an entire box of googly eyes.

 

"This is very important and probably magical," Mikey had informed him solemnly.

 

And so Elias carried it, without complaint, without hesitation, like it was a priceless artifact.

 

They arrived at the library—an old stone building sagging under the weight of ivy and history. Its heavy wooden doors groaned as they opened, releasing a rush of musty air mixed with the scent of paper, dust, and the faint hint of lavender from a nearby sachet.

 

The kids scattered like dandelion seeds, each finding their corner of the treasure trove.

 

Sam made a beeline for the nonfiction section, frowning in deep concentration. Rosie found a sunlit corner and tucked herself into it so tightly she looked like part of the furniture, already halfway lost in a thick novel about far-off kingdoms. Mikey promptly set up an elaborate "castle" of books near the story rug, defending it with fierce claps of his hands whenever anyone got too close. And Liam — of course Liam — snuck up behind Elias and stole his phone out of his jacket pocket with a magician's grace.

 

"Oi!" Elias snapped, spinning around just in time to see Liam waving the phone like a trophy, grinning mischievously.

 

Mira clapped a hand over her mouth to muffle her laughter as Liam whooped in victory, sprinting toward the comic book section and waving the phone like a captured flag.

 

"Smart boy," Mira said approvingly, barely containing her amusement.

 

"Future criminal mastermind," Elias muttered darkly, trying not to grin as he gave chase.

 

It took fifteen minutes, two bribes (a slightly smushed muffin from the library café and the promise of first dibs on picking the afternoon movie), and a solemn pinky-swear on Elias's part before Liam finally returned the phone, albeit with a cheeky grin and a wink.

 

Elias made a show of stuffing it deep into the inner pocket of his coat this time. Liam just smirked knowingly and went back to flipping through an old Spider-Man comic.

 

Mira had watched the whole thing with a look Elias couldn't quite name, something soft and sharp all at once, threaded with pride and a glint of sadness. When their eyes met across the rows of worn shelves, something tugged hard and helpless in his chest.

 

Something reckless. Something alive.

 

Mira crossed the narrow aisle toward him, her boots scuffing softly against the faded carpet.

 

"You're good at this," she said, voice low, almost private.

 

Elias shrugged awkwardly, adjusting Mikey's art project under his arm.

 

"They're easier than investors," he said, half-joking.

 

Mira's smile was small but real.

 

"They're easier," she said, "because they don't care about your name or your money."

 

Her hand brushed against his sleeve — a fleeting, unconscious touch — but the jolt of heat it sent up his arm was anything but small.

 

"They care about you," she finished, her voice like something meant to be whispered against bare skin in the dark.

 

The words hit deep. Deeper than he wanted them to.

 

Elias swallowed around the sudden tightness in his throat.

 

He wanted to say something real. He wanted to reach out, to tell her she was wrong, that he didn't even know who he was anymore.

 

But all he managed was a crooked, wordless smile.

 

Mira just nudged his shoulder lightly — easy, casual — and tilted her head toward the shelves.

 

"Come on," she said, grinning.

 

"Help me find something Rosie'll actually smile over."

 

He followed without hesitation. They wandered the library's quiet aisles together, their steps falling naturally in sync. The space between them shrank with every row they crossed, like the universe itself was conspiring to press them closer. Once, their hands brushed when they both reached for the same book — an old, battered copy of The Little Prince — and the world seemed to pause.

 

A breath caught between two heartbeats. A moment sharp and sweet and terrifyingly tender.

 

Mira smiled — shy, dazzling — and tugged the book free.

 

"Perfect," she said, slipping it into the crook of her arm.

 

But her fingers lingered against his for a heartbeat longer before pulling away.

 

And Elias — God help him — let her.

 

Because for once, he wasn't afraid of feeling too much. He was only afraid of not feeling enough before it was too late.

 

They spent the rest of the afternoon sprawled on the wide, crumbling library steps, watching the kids dart and dance in the golden light. Someone — probably Mrs. Carter — had produced a sack of cinnamon rolls from a mysterious bakery Elias hadn't even noticed on the walk over. The warm pastries steamed in the cool air, their sugary scent curling around them like a spell.

 

Elias peeled the sticky paper from his roll, licking cinnamon from his fingers.

 

Mira perched beside him, cheeks pink from the cold, laughing as she argued passionately that Batman was the worst superhero because "money doesn't make you a hero, it makes you a narcissist with gadgets."

 

Elias fought valiantly for Iron Man's honor.

 

Sam tried (and failed) to mediate the debate with cool logic. Mikey declared them both wrong because "everyone knows real heroes have magic swords and dragons." Rosie just rolled her eyes without looking up from her book. And somewhere in the golden light, between the crumbling stone and the scent of cinnamon and the wild, living noise of the kids — Elias realized something he couldn't unlearn:

 

He was happy.

 

Not the brittle, empty happiness he wore at galas. Not the hollow triumph of a closed deal.

 

This was different.

 

Messy. Unearned. Whole.

 

He didn't know what came next. Didn't know how much time he had — with her, with this, with himself.

 

But for the first time in his life, he wasn't counting the minutes.

 

He was living them. And he wasn't ready to let go.

 

Not now. Not ever.

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