If...
If when my parents met, my father hadn't been married; if when my father wanted to divorce George's mother, he hadn't faced obstacles; if when I was born, I hadn't contracted polio...
If, he too had used countless "ifs" to excuse the world, to excuse his unfair fate, to excuse those who caused his tragedy. If all those "ifs" could truly come true, he thinks he wouldn't have come to this point, step by step.
He had envied Tang Yanqing, envied any ordinary man in this world. Even without the Ford family background, without being the global chairperson of the Fude Group, without wealth, without intelligence... at least having a healthy childhood, a complete family, normal growing years, a lover he could love and who would love him back, that would be a lifetime of comfort.
But he had none of that.
The many "ifs" he worked so hard for, not a single one turned into reality.
Even such a humble desire, it seemed, Heaven pretended not to hear.
