Du Dingwei was not unwilling to talk about that magical experience, it's just that he was once ridiculed for being delusional, and even joked about it, many of whom were juniors, his own descendants.
No matter how Beisitian got these words, it must have taken some thought. He could see the sincerity, it was definitely not just to listen for fun and then comment, laughing at his delusions.
So facing an audience who truly wanted to listen, Du Dingwei now wants to recount it again.
"Our regiment's military doctor sacrificed at that time, with the artillery fire raging everywhere, nowhere was safe. We had two military doctors, both died in the process of transporting wounded soldiers, caught in the crossfire."
