At the brink of life and death, the one holding my hand without regard for her own safety is... Su Xiaomeng.
What is she doing it for?
At that moment, Chu Jiao really wanted to ask Su Xiaomeng.
But soon, she understood, realizing clearly that the biggest difference between her and Su Xiaomeng lay here.
Su Xiaomeng does things from the heart.
As for her, Chu Jiao, she lives by the opinions of others.
She wants the admiration, the adoration from others, weighing the pros and cons of anything before her, calculating the gains and losses...
But Su Xiaomeng doesn't.
She feels at ease doing what makes her comfortable, and so she does it.
All the gazes, all the remarks from others, have nothing to do with her.
She doesn't live for anyone, doesn't live for anyone's expectations.
Chu Jiao cried incessantly, with tears and snot streaming down her face.
Too much regret in her heart, too much guilt...
