Charline finally found her weaknesses or more like she found an eye candy and that was someone whose beauty was enhanced by crying she couldn't hold back and went as far as taking pictures she looked like the most obsessive fan as she complimented Auther on how pretty he was making him hide behind Carter like a scared cat with a pitiful and helpless expression that would make anyone want to protect him even though it was all a lie Carter had never been in such a situation and all he could think about was how his peaceful days are over with a drama king who wouldn't back down and Charline who became obsessed with Auther , he knew that she'll never let him go that easily so he let Auther rest at his place that night . Carter was already tired and just wanted to throw the two outside so as to get some peace and quite for a while.
"He is so pretty but I'm sure you will look prettier if you try master just this once do it for your dearest kid here," Charline gashed at the photos she had taken as she tried to convince the cold looking man infront of him to do what he would call childish, immature and more like torture to him he gave Charline a glance before telling thst she would have to do with the couch for the night before motioning for Auther to follow him towards his room.
He lay his head to rest his head but not even a second passed before he heard the chattering behind him and the berage of questions flowing from author's mother like a rapid made his headache more as he tried to not listen to the youth he closed his eyes and made sure to just focus on keeping away the sounds from Author and tried to get his sleep as he heard Auther ask about telling his parents about him making his blood run cold as he stood up abruptly he never wanted to get involved in that family again so he stopped him before he even dialed a single digit took the phone and told him to sleep after all he had already informed Kevin of him not going to work but would replace someone during the early night shift then add his working time too after all he knew someone had to work late because of him.
"Don't ever talked to your family about me and so you know I only allowed you to stay here because of Charline don't try anything funny with me and more importantly don't talk about me to that family I can let you stay here but don't ever bring them here and one more thing Charline has a kind heart so don't take advantage of her to get closer to me, goodnight. " Said a drowsy Carter as he closed his eyes but failed to notice the disappointed look on Auther's face or maybe he noticed but just never cared.
"Don't you want to go back home to mom and dad after all they still like you and want to see you and so you know they still miss and love you and want to see you so much. "The more he talked the more he sounded disappointed and if one heard his, words it felt more like he was trying to convince himself than convincing Carter who was lying there as if sleep had already taken over him but he answered back not caring what would happen after all from Auther's voice he had already noticed that he was only trying to convince himself with those words even a deaf person could easily understand without knowing the truth so he answered him honestly and briefly as possible to him.
You never know what goes in a persons mind but I know that they used to love me but not anymore and I know you know it if possible I know that they don't know that we are in the same university because they would never let me be near you or your siblings and don't try to convince yourself of it because I know because you look like me you were never treated well at home I've heard such things from the gossipy relatives you know best so just live for yourself just as I'm doing because it will be less painful and more bearable to live please, believe it just know that the world has his own system and don't love the people who won't give you love because it will hurt more now go to sleep I'm tired. " he faced the wall so as not to see or feel the expression on Auther's face he wanted him to be happy and not seek approval to those who would never give it to him let alone care he never wanted him to suffer because of him after all he knew deep down that the world was never kind to anyone, he stopped his train of thoughts, as he felt an arm wrap around his waist accompanied by small sobs as he heard those sobs he felt his heart hurt so he faced him and hugged him back it was an instict so he just let it be as he continued to draw small nothing behind him to enable him to be at peace.
"Then can you love me and be with me a little longer I've missed you you know, after since we were born you were the only one who cared for me can you not leave me again you know that you are my everything in this world please I beg you don't leave me again its so hard to live without you in this lonely and dark world. "His sobs grew louder and what surprised him even more the way he answered instinctively without even his mind processing a sing thing.
" I promise to be there with you till the end, just let it be the two of us, till the end so don't leave me too you are my everything after all too. "He really wanted to take back what he said but he himself never knew how his mouth moved and said those words as if he had said it before but he never recalled such a thing maybe it was from the memories hidden deep inside and that made him think to himself how he loved the person lying in his arms now that being the usual him is impossible and his body would just move without his knowledge just to protect him.
"So what were we like in childhood , were we happy don't worry if you don't want to talk about it you can tell me when you are ready I'm not forcing you just sleep we'll talk tomorrow I know you are tired. " Auther smiled truthfully upon hearing that question he was happy atleast his brother loved him deep down even though he, was cold to him at the beginning maybe he might open up more to him or maybe they might return to how they were as children and yes they were happy so happy that the world could not describe it they were everything to each other and that's what always made him keep living even if the memories started being blured atleast he could still remember the Happy laughter, the hugs and the goodnight kisses and the promises of I will protect you even if I forgot he remembered those words and etched them in his heart and soul as, he waited for his brother to come back that is until he could no longer wait anymore and went looking for him himself after all he missed him like crazy.
Don't worry were happy so happy that people sometimes wanted to separate as but were inseparable that is until you were taken away. "He had the softest smile he had never seen it seems like the memories they had were that good and that look that says the memories he remembered were that good but what made him more baffled was that he was happy because he never felt it deep down after he woke up around ten or twelve years back so he was never worried about anything but he remembered since forever that he liked being alone because it gave him peace after all silence was his haven and his happiness.