Okay.
I've done the most dangerous thing an author can do:
I said you could ask me anything.
And you took that very seriously.
I gathered questions not only from the comments here but also from the other platforms where I post the fanfic. And, to my surprise (and slight concern), I also received several questions privately.
Some were normal.
Some were clever theories.
And some… I was definitely not prepared for.
But I love this community, so I selected the most interesting, the most repeated, the most chaotic, and the ones that clearly wanted to put me on the spot.
So, without further ado, let's begin.😁
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🐺 Will we have more stories about Azra'il's other lives❓
Yes. Many.
Azra'il has a history so long that I could literally live off writing spin-offs of her in other universes. In fact, I really do plan to release an Azra'il fanfic in the Harry Potter universe.
Imagine her at Hogwarts. Imagine the chaos. Imagine her looking at Voldemort as if he were a minor administrative problem.
But don't ask me when that will be out.
Writing one fanfic already consumes my sanity, my time, and my emotional stability. Writing two at the same time is already a test of mental endurance. If I start a third now, my translator will officially abandon me.
So yes, there will be more lives.
I just don't know when. And maybe that's more frightening than any spoiler.
⏳ How will you handle the 7-year time skip❓
I'll be brutally honest:
I still have no idea.
I'm in a huge internal conflict. Because the time skip is important in the canon, but Azra'il's presence completely changes the equation.
If I keep the freezing, I need to justify why someone like her wouldn't prevent it.
If I prevent the freezing… I completely alter the guild's future.
So, at the moment, I'm in the "internal negotiation with my own brain" stage.
I'll decide when the Tenrou arc is so close I can feel the readers breathing down my neck.
⚖️ When Azra'il is in a verse with a clear power system, will she only use the powers of that universe❓
Most of the time, yes.
Azra'il respects the system of the world she's in. She learns the rules, understands the limits, grows within that structure. Part of her experience is precisely adapting to the current universe.
But.
Azra'il does not belong to any single system.
She has existed in too many worlds to be completely contained by just one.
So, in extreme situations, when someone she loves is in danger, when the threat exceeds what is acceptable, or when there is simply no other way out, she may resort to abilities that do not belong to that verse.
And that's where the trouble begins.
Because her current body was not always made to withstand that kind of power.
She may have the memory. She may have the technique. She may have the experience.
But the body is new.
And the body has limits.
When she forces something that shouldn't exist in that world…
There are consequences.
Real pain.
Magical instability.
Cracks in her own body.
Possible permanent damage.
Sometimes the price is physical.
Sometimes it's mental.
Sometimes it's something worse, something that can't be undone.
Azra'il can break the rules.
But every time she does, she pays.
And the universe always collects with interest 😌
✨ Is there any magic from this universe that the protagonist actually uses❓ It seems like she only uses raw magic and swordsmanship. I guess body magic, if I had to say. But I think it would be fun if she used a magic from the universe. It doesn't even need to be one of the ancient magics. It would be funny if the protagonist used a weird or simple magic to such an extreme level that it became extremely powerful. Like, the protagonist uses drawing magic, but it could be funny and ridiculously powerful at the same time.
Azra'il is absurdly versatile.
She has control over Ethernano on a level that allows her to use various types of magic, including elemental magic with mastery. She could easily rival specialist mages.
But her style always ends up reverting to martial arts and swordsmanship.
This is a legacy from the world of cultivation. It's almost instinct.
She feels more "herself" holding a sword than casting a complex spell.
But I love the idea of giving her a simple and seemingly ridiculous magic from the Fairy Tail universe and having her elevate it to an absurd level.
Like… drawing magic that literally materialises scribbles.
Sewing magic that cuts through space.
Origami magic that becomes dimensional summoning.
If you have any weird ideas, I fully support them. Chaos is collaborative.
💔 When will Azra'il reveal her feelings for Erza❓
I plan for it to be at the end of the Tower of Heaven arc.
Because apparently I like to place romantic confessions in the middle of trauma, explosions, and chaos.
Could it be at a picnic? It could.
Did I choose a psychologically devastating arc? I did.
I promise it will be intense.
Perhaps beautiful.
Perhaps chaotic.
Perhaps with someone interrupting at the worst possible moment.
Because if it's too easy, it's not me writing 😌
💜 If Azra'il could relive a single life❓
Runeterra.
Without hesitation.
She misses Morgana a lot. Not just as a mother, but as a figure who truly saw who she was.
Azra'il has several significant lives, but Runeterra was one of the few where she allowed herself to form deep bonds without trying to escape her own past.
She misses the Crow Mother.
And that says a lot.
⚔️ Is Erza often jealous of Azra'il with other girls? Is Erza possessive or just politely territorial❓
Erza is.
Very.
She is possessive but tries to disguise it with dignity and a knightly posture.
Since they are not yet officially in a relationship, Erza feels she has no "right" to be jealous. So she internalises it.
But the feeling is there.
And when they finally get together?
Prepare yourselves.
The politely territorial Erza will transform into a declaredly territorial Erza.
She won't go around picking fights.
But she will make it very clear who is hers.
🌾 Is there any famous universe where Azra'il has lived that we wouldn't even imagine❓
Yes.
She has lived in Stardew Valley.
She was a farmer in Pelican Town.
Married to the best woman in the game.
And now I want a war in the comments.
Who is the best waifu in Stardew Valley?
I want discussions. I want passionate arguments. I want people defending their character as if it were a doctoral thesis.
🧬 Azra'il, being Futanari/Intersex, has biological characteristics of both genders in her current body. Okay author, but what we need to know is… does Azra'il have balls or not❓
I was not prepared.
I received seven or eight private messages specifically asking this.
Initially, the idea was for Azra'il to have male and female anatomy, but with internal testicles where the ovaries would be, in a more biological logic.
But after so many readers comparing her not having external balls to "clipping an angel's wings"…
I laughed.
I reflected.
And I thought: you know what?
What you ask for with tears, I shall grant with a smile.
So yes.
She will have external balls.
I love you lot.
And I fear you lot.
🏳️ How do you define the sexuality of Azra'il, Erza, Mirajane, and Lucy within the fanfic? Was the sexuality of these characters planned from the beginning or did it evolve as the story progressed❓
I consider Azra'il pansexual.
Some might find that strange, because in most of my stories, she has flirted with and been involved mainly with women. But this is much more a matter of the narrative context than of her own limitation.
Azra'il has lived numerous lives. In other incarnations, she has had relationships with people of different genders, male, female, both, or neither.
In fact, she herself has been born into bodies of different genders… and even as entities that simply didn't fit into any gender at all.
For someone who has existed in so many forms, gender is an almost irrelevant detail.
What really catches her attention is strength, talent, presence, personality. Connection.
If the person is also beautiful and attractive?
That's a nice bonus.
But it has never been the main factor.
For Azra'il, essence has always weighed more than a label.
As for Erza, in my fanfic, she is bisexual. She has loved Jellal; that remains valid. Nothing has been erased.
I decided to make Mirajane a lesbian. At least as far as I followed the manga/anime, I didn't see anything that directly contradicted this, so I embraced the possibility.
Lucy is bisexual too.
But with specific panic attacks when it involves a certain white-haired mage with a sweet smile.
🌈 Is there anyone in this story who is still heterosexual or are we officially in territory dominated by female tension?
Calm down.
Breathe.
Not everyone in Fairy Tail has become part of the rainbow revolution.
Gajeel and Levy are still going strong. I love their dynamic; I won't mess with that.
Gray and Juvia also remain, although, to be honest, I don't see Juvia as 100% heterosexual in my version. But that doesn't mean she stops loving Gray. Sexuality is more complex than a closed label.
And Natsu and Lisanna are in my plans. I like the idea of them together. There's an energy there that I find fun and cute.
So no, it's not a universe exclusively dominated by female tension.
It's a balance.
A balance slightly tilted towards drama between powerful women.
But a balance.
🔒 Will Erza find out about Azra'il's past lives? Will Azra'il tell Erza the truth? If Erza found out 100% of Azra'il's past lives… would she cry, fight, or kiss her first❓
I'll be honest: I haven't decided on that yet.
And it's not because I haven't thought about it.
It's because this decision is too big.
So far, the only person who has completely seen this side of Azra'il is Morgana. And it wasn't easy. It wasn't pretty. It wasn't light.
Azra'il doesn't hide her past just for narrative mystery. She hides it because it's the ugliest part of her. It's where the mistakes are. The deaths. The encounters and goodbyes. The worlds she destroyed or couldn't save. The decisions she would rather erase.
To show that to someone is to admit fragility.
And Azra'il hates feeling fragile.
With Erza, it gets even more complicated.
Because Erza isn't just someone important.
She is someone Azra'il loves.
And loving is already dangerous enough for someone who has lost as much as she has.
If Erza found out everything at once…
I honestly think she would do all three.
She would cry, not out of fear, but for the pain Azra'il has carried alone.
She would fight, because Erza hates being left in the dark, hates being excluded from the pain of those she loves.
And in the end… she would probably kiss her.
Not because it's romantic.
But because Erza is the kind of person who responds to pain with firmness. With presence. With "I am here."
The problem is not Erza's reaction.
The problem is whether Azra'il is ready to be seen completely… and to continue being loved afterwards.
And that's a question that even I don't have the answer to yet 😌
💥 Is there any canonical event that you intend to completely break❓
I've already broken several.
But the biggest canonical event that I need to break, out of moral and spiritual obligation, is:
Azra'il and Erza finally getting together.
That is the true legendary arc.
That is the true final boss.
But it will take time.
Because I am a declared fan of slow burn.
I like the tension.
I like the "almost."
I like seeing you all freak out in the comments.
So yes, it will happen.
But it won't be easy.
Nor quick.
🌀 Do you already have the ending defined or can it still change❓
No.
I do not have the ending defined.
I don't know exactly what I'm going to do in Edolas.
I don't know how it will end.
I have ideas. I have possibilities. I have imagined scenes. I have fragments.
But a set ending? No.
I write with a direction.
But I also leave room for the story to breathe.
And, to be honest, sometimes the characters decide things that I hadn't planned.
It's controlled chaos.
Sometimes more chaos than control.
🐉 Do you plan to adapt events from the 100 Years Quest… or create your own version? Do you already know how you would handle the Dragon Gods in your version of the story❓
First of all:
I don't even really know what Dragon Gods are.
Yes.
That's the answer.
You lot are here talking about supreme entities, absurd power scales, dragons that probably breathe apocalypse…
And I'm still trying to finish classic Fairy Tail.
I read up to the tournament.
After that, I got stuck in that infinite cycle of:
"I'll read it."
"I'll watch it."
"I'll look up spoilers."
"I'll pretend I know."
The result? I finished nothing.
So when you ask how I would handle the Dragon Gods, my reaction is:
"Are they big? Are they aggressive? Can Azra'il hit them?"
But seriously (or almost):
If I do adapt the 100 Years Quest, it won't be a direct copy. Because the mere existence of Azra'il already messes up the balance of the entire universe.
Imagine putting a millennial reincarnated entity in the middle of supposedly divine dragons.
It stops being "let's defeat the villain" and becomes:
"Okay, to what extent will Azra'il hold back before doing something questionably cosmic?"
Maybe I'll keep the essence.
Maybe I'll alter events.
Maybe I'll ignore half of it.
Maybe I'll create my own more problematic version.
But before anything else…
I need to finish classic Fairy Tail like a minimally responsible author.
Until then, I'm an author living dangerously.
🌸 Have you always liked yuri or was it the fault of a specific ship❓
I didn't grow up consuming much yuri.
In fact, for a good part of my adolescence, what mostly came my way were standard straight anime couples or BL. Yuri wasn't something I actively sought out, not because I didn't like it, but because it simply wasn't part of what reached me.
The turning point came because of a specific ship.
And the funniest part? It wasn't even from an officially yuri work.
It was a wuxia novel. The protagonist had a relationship with another female character that was simply… better written. More intense. Deeper. More full of tension and development than any of her romantic interactions with male characters.
And the entire fandom noticed.
It was that kind of dynamic that didn't need to be "official" for everyone to know there was something there.
The chemistry was absurd.
The subtext was screaming.
The emotional tension was a thousand times more interesting.
I started following the discussions, reading theories, seeing fanart… and when I realised it, I was already completely invested in that ship.
My first yuri fanfic was precisely about that couple.
After that, there was no turning back.
I started looking for GL works on purpose. I discovered Chinese yuri novels. I entered the territory of slow burn, of angst, of refined emotional suffering.
And since we're here…
I highly recommend "Clear and Muddy Loss of Love."
But I warn you:
it's slow burn.
it's intense.
it's full of political and emotional conflict.
it's refined suffering.
It's not a casual read.
It's the kind of thing you finish by staring at the ceiling in silence for a few minutes.
So yes, I wouldn't say I "always liked" it.
I was slowly corrupted by a well-written ship.
And I never looked back 😌
🧠 Is Azra'il your disguised self-insert❓
No.
Azra'il is the opposite of me.
If it were a comparison in LoL:
Azra'il is Vex.
I am Lulu.
She is sarcastic, melancholic, morally grey, full of cosmic trauma.
I am shy, have ADHD, like cute things, and would probably apologise to a villain before defeating them.
She is intensity.
I am cute chaos.
🛠️ Have you ever changed something because of a comment❓
Yes.
I gave Azra'il balls because of the readers.
I think that completely answers this question.
Collective influence works.
You lot are dangerous.
🐱 Do you identify more with Azra'il, with Erza… or with Mira❓
With Happy.
🌌 Can Azra'il encounter figures from other verses? Or is there a chronology that prevents this❓
The structure is quite clear:
Each verse is self-contained.
Each reincarnation is isolated.
Azra'il does not travel between worlds with the same body. She is born within them. Lives. Dies. Moves on.
And even in the very rare cases where she reincarnates in a world where she has lived before…
It is never in the same period.
If she lived there in period X, died, went through dozens of other lives and eventually returns, she reappears in period Y.
Always later.
The world has already moved on.
She does not meet the same people again.
Not as they were.
Not the way she knew them.
She does not relive old loves.
She does not resume old friendships.
She does not find the people she has already lost.
At most, she may find descendants. Echoes. Names that evoke something distant.
But never the same people.
Never the same connection.
So there are no direct encounters between verses.
What exists is something much crueler:
She can return to a world…
But the world never returns to her 😌
The only "beings" that truly traverse Azra'il's lives alongside her are the entities that inhabit her soul. Those that appeared in the early chapters, in her mental landscape. (Kurama, Phoenix, Part of Aurelion Sol, Sukuna, among other beings that inhabit Azra'il's soul)
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I want to sincerely thank all of you who sent in questions, whether in the comments, on other platforms, or in my private messages (yes, including those of you with the suspicious questions).
I am genuinely happy to see how much you care about the story, the characters, and even details that I never imagined would be discussed with such intensity.
You guys make everything more fun.
More alive.
More chaotic.
And I love that.
Thank you for following along, for commenting, for freaking out with me, and for being patient when I take a while to post because I'm struggling with the script, with time, or with my own questionable organization.
The End