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Chapter 13 - Chapter 12

The morning light spilled through the thin curtains in Angela's room, catching the dust in slow spirals as she blinked awake. For once, she hadn't woken to shouting or the slam of a door. The house was quiet, but not in that hollow, aching way it usually was. There was a softness to it this morning, like a pause instead of an absence.

She lay still for a moment, listening. The muffled clatter of a spoon against ceramic drifted in from the kitchen.

Her mother was up.

Angela sat up slowly, rubbed the sleep from her eyes, and pulled her notebook out from beneath her pillow. She hesitated, then opened it. A small square of paper fluttered out.

She picked it up.

In shaky handwriting, it read:

"I read it all. You made me feel something I forgot I could. Thank you."

There was no signature, but she knew.

Angela stared at the note for a long time, her chest tightening. It wasn't an apology. It wasn't a grand gesture. But it was something. A beginning.

She walked into the kitchen to find her mother at the stove, stirring a pot of oatmeal. There were two bowls on the table. Two spoons. Two folded napkins.

"Morning," her mother said, not turning around.

"Morning," Angela replied, voice cautious.

They sat across from each other. The oatmeal was plain but warm. Angela took a bite and waited for the usual tension to return, but it didn't.

Her mother cleared her throat. "There was this writing group I used to go to. A long time ago. Before you were born."

Angela blinked. "Really?"

She nodded. "It was at the community center. I stopped going when... well, life got in the way."

Angela wasn't sure what to say. But something told her not to let the moment pass.

"Maybe you could go again."

Her mother looked at her. "Would you come with me?"

Angela froze. She hadn't expected that.

But she nodded. "Yeah. I think I would."

The following week, they went. The community center was just a few blocks away, its faded green paint peeling in some places, but welcoming all the same. Inside, the writing group gathered in a circle of mismatched chairs. Most of the attendees were older, a few middle-aged, one or two teenagers.

Angela felt out of place.

Until one woman, maybe in her sixties, smiled and said, "We always need new voices."

Her mother introduced herself with a shaky voice. Angela only said her name. That was enough for now.

They listened to others read their work. Poems about grief, short stories filled with quiet beauty, letters never sent. It was raw and gentle all at once.

At the end, the group leader handed them small notebooks.

"Write one thing you feel today. Just one."

Angela stared at the blank page for a moment, then wrote:

Hopeful.

Her mother peeked at it and smiled.

Back home, Angela noticed things beginning to shift in small, almost imperceptible ways.

Her mother asked about her day more often.

Angela found the fridge stocked more consistently.

Sometimes, they'd sit in the same room in the evenings—not talking, just being near each other without tension thick in the air.

Angela began writing more. Not just about pain. About moments. About small joys. About the way Gabriel laughed too hard at his own jokes. About the old woman in the writing group who wore three bracelets that jingled every time she turned a page.

She wrote a piece called **"The Things That Stay."

Her mother read it one night and left a sticky note on the page.

"I hope I become one of them."

Angela cried quietly in her room after that. But not from sadness.

One evening, her mother knocked softly on her door.

"I wrote something."

Angela sat up. "Yeah?"

Her mother walked in with a notebook of her own. She sat on the edge of the bed and opened to a page.

Her voice was uneven, but she read:

"To My Daughter, Who Waited"

I gave you silence When you needed sound.

I gave you distance When you needed arms.

I gave you anger, When I should've offered softness.

But you waited. And I see you now.

Angela didn't say anything at first. She reached out and gently closed the notebook.

Then she leaned her head against her mother's shoulder.

They sat like that for a long time.

No more needing to fill the quiet.

Spring arrived quietly. The air softened, trees budding with cautious green.

One Sunday, Angela and her mother took a walk. Just the two of them.

They didn't talk about the past. Not directly. But Angela could feel something loosening, like old knots slowly coming undone.

Her mother pointed out a bird nest in a tree, then asked, "Do you think you'd want to read something new at the end-of-year showcase?"

Angela laughed. "I don't know if I'm that brave again."

"I think you are."

Angela looked at her mother, really looked at her. There were still shadows under her eyes. Tiredness that didn't go away with one good week. But there was something else, too.

Softness.

Willingness.

Angela smiled. "Maybe. We'll see."

They kept walking. The breeze was light. The sky open.

And for the first time in a long time, Angela felt like home wasn't just a place she survived.

It was slowly becoming somewhere she could begin.

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