Spamming me
With messages like—
"Would you like to fuck?"
...For the 18th time
I said no,
It's two in the night
And where I live,
I can't seduce in this light
Pre-Chorus
Did he stop?
Absolutely not
Text me when you're sober
When you realize it's over
Why even drink,
When you know you'll just sink
Into this mess again—
A long-distance labyrinth
Calling me up
Saying shit like—
"Be my slut"
...For the 20th time
Pre-Chorus
Did he stop?
God, fucking not
Text me when you're sober
When you finally get it's over
Why even drink,
When you know you can't think
Past your own damn thirst
In this one-sided universe
Would you mind...
Not being in my life anymore?
Even if you're a thousand miles away—
It still feels like war
I needed love,
Not the steps of it
I needed trust,
Not you busting it
I needed you,
Not the semen of it
I'm tired
What the fuck is this?
Blocked you from everywhere
Gonna sleep now,
And wait for someone who cares