Jay's POV ~
The whole night went fine , during dinner I ate silently while mama and uncle Jim kept talking about their marriage
I didn't know what marriage meant so I asked "mama what is marriage and why are you and uncle Jim doing it ?" And she just laughed and replied "My dear Jay , marriage is a kind of ritual or something adults do so that the two adult are bounded together until their last breath and that is why Jim and I am doing it , you don't need to understand it completely right now and when you will grow up you are gonna understand it yourself . Alright honey pie" why is she even doing it if she can't explain it herself "okay mama"
We all quickly finished our dinner and went to sleep but mama didn't sleep with me she was gonna sleep with uncle Jim "he is a mama stealer" I said angrily , even though I was scared the whole night but I still managed to sleep and woke up near 11 with a splash of freezing cold water on my face and heard "wake up brat for how long are you gonna sleep?" said by uncle Jim , I was shocked and freezing but I still kept quiet I heard him mutter "spoiled burden" slowly . I felt like crying but I didn't because then he would get more angry
I came out of the room after changing my clothes for the first time as Aries always did it for me , I miss him where did he go ?
As I came out obviously mama wasn't at home she left for work early morning while uncle Jim sat on the couch watching some weird movie on TV and was pure adult there was a lot of swearing ,kissing scene and IDK why but people so I just covered my ears and turned away and went to the kitchen hoping to find something to eat but there was nothing to eat everything was raw so I couldn't possibly eat that so I quickly ran to uncle Jim to ask for food but he just replied "brat get out of the way and if you wanna eat something cook for both of us" I said "but I am only four IDK what and how to cook" but that made him more angry and he grabbed my wrist tightly and pulled me towards him saying "are you talking back to me , oh now I will teach you why you shouldn't ever talk back to an adult" and he grabbed my hair tightly and slapped me I started to cry but I couldn't do anything to him he is 100 times bigger than me , he threw me on the ground and kicked me on the stomach while pulling out a belt from his jeans and then he started to beat me with that , every time the belt touched my skin I screamed and cried loudly which only made him more angry and he did not stop until he was tired he sat on the couch and then kicked me aside so he could watch TV without any disturbance.
I kept crying but it was of no point no one was gonna help me so I stood up crying from pain but kept my voice low otherwise he would get angry again before going in the room I heard him laugh with happiness after giving me so much pain I just walked in my room locking the door , I sat on the floor and my tears started to flower from my eyes again . I don't even know for how long I cried and fell asleep on the floor.
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(guys as this book is my fanfic so according to my book Jay lived with her mother and stepfathers till she was 15 And a half so there is no gay boyfriend and only Cyrus and Jay isn't a virgin she sleeps with a secret man that no one knows about 'and I mean no one not even her whole family , Percy , the girls and the whole section e including Keifer' then she slept with Cyrus and then with Keifer in the future someday .
and because of all this trauma jay learned not to cry ever easily for example she doesn't cry when she got to know about her engagement with Yuri and only cried 2-3 time because of keifer when he revealed the plan as she got a habit of thinking that 'it already happened nothing would change from crying' and she never cried once in front of section e and her family)