It was a very very weird feeling. The act of experiencing someone's 18 years of life in only a split second, it felt rather a long time but short at the same time, I don't know, I can't really explain it properly. From her first word, to her first walk, to her first doll, until her memories of reading some bl and yaoi manga... da hek? damn what a reveal to me, I didn't expect that, down to every experiences she have gained, I experienced it all as if it was me from the start.
After such long yet short memory journey, it really took all my mental strength away , though it wasn't as much worse as the me in the past always experienced from the lack of sleep and too much screen time.
Though somethings weird, why didn't I experience the graduation ceremony, did the spell fail nearly at the end? The only last thing I've experienced is in our school days 1 month before our graduation.
After such thought I decided to find the charger, of her phone... but I guess I can just call her phone mine now cause I'm her now right? I tried casting a very tiny bit of a flame on my finger to have some a bit of light and found some drawer with a big mirror on top of it, probably where she does her makeover.
I then charged my phone after finding the charger on top of the drawer and then turned it on quickly.
After it turned on, I then inputted the password "0711" into my phone like I always knew it from the very beginning and then saw the date...
It was the 4th of April , Friday. The day I gave my letter to my crush containing my will to court her and also the most nerve-wracking and most embarrassing day of my life. I still remember how my lips were trembling and stuttering as I hand her over the letter, I don't even know if she understood what I said back then , maybe my voice was too low or because of something else.
Even though i received her reply after 4 days, it still hurts how she gave back the letter putting an answer of a "No, sorry NO" and what's even more, she asked her friend to give the letter back to me instead. I don't really know what to think back then and nearly cried. Oh well past is past now though, even though I still didn't moved on from that sh*t.
And- wai- oh? why is the world spinning oh ah sh*t, it seems all those things I did really hit my body back , ugh so... sleepy...
The last thing I remembered was my head hitting the soft pillow ang then closing my eyes beginning to sleep.
"...!"
"...!"
"...!!!!"
Seems like someone's caller her-oh wait, that should be me now.
I tried opening my very sleepy eyes and saw the dim light of the sun preparing to rise in a few minutes.
"Wake up, go and take a bath now or else you'll be late"
Oh it's her mom, or my mom now? I don't really know let's not think too much about it.
I tried getting up and proceeded to take a bath as quickly as I can, even though I got the chance to see my crush's full naked body, it seems it didn't have much of an impact to me ever since I inherited all of her memories, was that a bad thing? or a good thing...
Anyways, after eating my breakfast and arriving at school through riding a mini bus, in the room, I met the small very boyish lesbian friend of my crush and she proceed to talk to me.
"...!"
"You're here!"
I also responded to her call and then started chatting with her like it was natural to me from the very beginning, I guess I should be thankful to the memory magic I did.
After a session of chatting, through all the things that have shocked and shook me since yesterdays events and predicaments, this is the one thing I'm most shocked at, I saw my former self walk inside the classroom with a blank and sad expression, trying to walk confidently to my former seat without looking at the place where I'm at, or should I say, the place where my crush seat is?
It was the weirdest thing to look at, the very body that you have used for 18 years, although the only time you can see yourself is in the mirror which also only happens sometimes, is now here, completely separated from you, it's not a mirror or a mirage either, it's a real complete entity that is, you.
Because of that, it reminded me of the past nearly 2 years of just looking at my crush pathetically from my seat, always daydreaming of being with her laughing together and smiling at each other. How pathetic...
Though through this , I arose one very important and confusing question, if that's really me in there sitting minding his own business looking through the phone, then why am I in here? how can I be in my crush's body if my former body is till in here? I mean the fact that I traveled to before graduation is also weird but this...
Or did just my soul travel through time instead? and possessed her? if so, then where's the sould of the original body of this?
Such questions and similar more crossed my mind during that time, I tried asking the magic book I made yesterday night which is invisible to others to find an answer, but it still didn't give an answer.
As I was looking at the invisible magic book while acting like playing my phone, I saw my former self taking a glance at me many times.
I mumbled : "Ah, I really am pathetic..."