Joshua:
Everything had shattered for me. I was sitting on the road holding my friend's dead body. He was gone. My mate was gone. I sat there feeling useless. I could not do anything for them.
Then I saw the curly hair Clementine. The crusader who not only saved herself and her squad mates but everyone she had ever been surrounded with. I began to wonder if I was ever going to be better than her.
It struck me when I watched Yorick, Haiden, and Troy step out of the subway station. It hit me hard, but I realized they had Oriana with them. Since she was not with them now, I suspected she was hiding in the subway. The Alphas seemed like they were back in their bodies. Their emotions looked raw.
I already carried Jack by then, and I slipped away from their sight. Once Mira and the others started to scream that I was gone, I went back into the subway station and locked the door from inside.
However, when I looked around, I did not see Oriana. She was supposed to be here.
