LightReader

Chapter 3 - CHAPTER THREE — First Steps Back

The Milanello training ground was quieter than usual. The summer sun spilled across freshly trimmed grass, but only a handful of players had returned from their vacations. The air smelled of fresh turf mixed with nervous anticipation. For Luca Bellini, this was the beginning of something new — a chance to prove himself among the giants.

Luca walked along the concrete path to the manager's office, his boots clicking steadily with calm purpose. In his hands, he carried only a small bag and a familiar quiet confidence. Though the squad was far from complete, the weight of expectation felt heavy on his shoulders.

Inside the office, Coach Carlo Ancelotti looked up from a stack of papers and gave Luca a nod.

"Bellini, good to see you back. How was Siena?"

"Hard work," Luca replied simply. "But worth it."

"Good. Milan's a different beast. You ready?"

Luca smiled slightly. "I want to be."

Ancelotti stood and extended his hand. "That's the spirit."

---

Exiting the office, Luca passed a few players already warming up on the pitch — some veterans, a few youth prospects. The usual banter was muted; many teammates were still away. He spotted Gennaro Gattuso stretching by the sideline and nodded. Gattuso returned a quick grin but said nothing. Luca knew the rough-edged midfielder was a man of few words.

As Luca walked toward the locker rooms, a tall figure approached, moving with an easy stride and a relaxed smile. It was Ricardo Kaká — freshly arrived from Brazil, full of energy and warmth. The boyish brightness in Kaká's eyes was impossible to miss.

"Knew you'd be first to report," Kaká joked, clapping Luca on the shoulder.

"Someone's got to set the example," Luca said with a small laugh.

Kaká grinned. "I like that. We're going to get along."

Luca felt a spark — a feeling he'd rarely experienced among teammates before. A bond forming, quietly but unmistakably.

---

Over the next days, Luca found himself making a conscious effort to break from his usual solitary habits. Invited to lunch by teammates, he began sharing stories — though carefully, never too much at once. His usual disciplined, quiet nature softened just enough to let others in.

One afternoon, Kaká pulled him aside. "Come on, Luca — let's get some fresh air. You need to relax."

They left the training ground together, walking through the narrow streets of Milan toward a small café favored by locals. There, they sat with two others — a midfielder and a winger — and talked about everything but football. Music, family, the small annoyances of life.

Luca felt an unfamiliar ease. For years, he'd lived inside his own head, writing down mistakes, planning improvements. Now, laughter came easier. Conversations flowed.

---

Coach Ancelotti called Luca in for a private talk one morning.

"You're talented, Luca. But football isn't only skill or mental toughness. It's people. You need to trust your teammates — on and off the pitch."

Luca nodded. "I'm working on it."

Ancelotti smiled. "Good. We're building more than a defense; we're building a team."

---

Despite these steps forward, Luca still held his closest friendships sacred. Especially Sofia — his childhood friend. He thought of her often but kept his feelings quiet, uncertain if it was fear or respect that held him back.

Yet, even with the growing friendships around him, he hadn't forgotten the slow rhythm of his own heart.

---

One afternoon, after a light training session, Kaká and Luca walked through a nearby park. Kaká was animated, talking about Brazilian football legends and life back home.

"You should come visit Brazil sometime," Kaká said, smiling wide. "I'll show you the real passion for the game."

Luca laughed. "I'd like that."

As they walked, Kaká asked, "What about Sofia? The one you always talk about?"

Luca hesitated. "She's… important. But this? This is new for me."

Kaká nodded knowingly. "Take your time, brother. Life's not just about what's on the pitch."

---

Back at the training center, Luca continued to write in his notebooks, but now the pages included more than tactical notes. He jotted down moments from conversations, laughter, and new connections.

His system was still the foundation — honest review, pattern tracking, emotional reset — but now with an added layer: people.

---

He knew the road ahead wouldn't be easy. But for the first time, Luca wasn't walking it alone.

---

Later that evening, after dinner at the training complex, Luca lingered outside under the warm Milanese sky. The sun had dipped low, casting long shadows over the pitch. A couple of younger players kicked a ball near the goalposts, laughing as they tripped over themselves.

Kaká walked out with two cups of espresso.

"You don't sleep, huh?" he asked, handing one to Luca.

"Not until I've written everything down."

"About training?"

"About the game. About myself. Mistakes. How I felt."

Kaká raised an eyebrow. "You write feelings?"

"Only so I can clear them out."

The Brazilian leaned on the railing next to him. "That's serious."

Luca took a slow sip of the espresso. "It's the only way I know how to keep moving forward. The page doesn't lie."

Kaká nodded thoughtfully. "We do it differently in São Paulo. We talk. We pray. We dance."

Luca smirked. "I don't dance."

"You will," Kaká said with a grin. "Eventually."

---

The next day, Luca joined a group heading out to the city. They weren't going far — just into the Navigli district for lunch and to walk around. He wouldn't have done this last year. But he knew what Ancelotti meant when he said "you have to live the team."

They stopped by a small bookstore on the canal. While some of the others browsed magazines, Luca drifted to the sports section. There it was — a worn biography of an old Milan defender from the '80s. He flipped through it slowly.

Halfway through, he stopped on a quote:

> "You must know your limits to break them. The game is played in centimeters and seconds, but the mind sees everything first."

He thought about writing it down in his notebook. But instead, he closed the book and simply remembered.

---

By the end of the week, more players were trickling in. The dressing room slowly filled with noise and energy. Competition returned. So did the cameras.

Luca didn't mind. He trained hard, talked more, even laughed now — though always with control. He never tried to be the loudest voice in the room, but his presence was starting to be felt.

He was beginning to understand: leadership didn't mean shouting. Sometimes it meant consistency.

One morning, Kaká burst into the locker room with two newspapers in hand.

"You made the cover again, Captain Cold," he said, tossing one onto Luca's bench.

Luca glanced down. His face, calm and unreadable, stared back at him beneath the headline:

> "The Wall Returns: Bellini's New Era Begins."

"I didn't ask for that," Luca said.

"No one does," Kaká said. "But if they're talking about you, it means you're doing something right."

---

That evening, Luca met up with some old friends from school — including Sofia — for gelato near the Duomo. She was still as sharp as ever, teasing him the moment he arrived.

"Still trying to look mysterious in all the interviews?"

"I'm just quiet."

"You're worse now," she grinned. "You talk more to newspapers than to me."

He laughed. It felt easy, but deep down, something still made him cautious. He didn't want to break what they had.

Sofia walked beside him, sipping her gelato, talking about her studies — anatomy this, pharmacology that. Luca listened. Really listened.

And for a moment, football didn't exist. Just two people walking in their hometown, pretending nothing had changed.

---

Back at home, Luca opened his notebook again. The entry for the day was short:

> "First full week back.

Kaká — warm energy. Already feels like a brother.

Sofia — same smile, same strength. Don't overthink.

Keep steady. Be real."

He closed the book and leaned back against his headboard. The window was open, and the faint hum of the city rose into the room like music.

He wasn't there yet.

But he was on the right path.

More Chapters