JAY POV :
I woke up , when I think that must be 5 am in the morning I saw keifer was sleeping beside me ....
His one arm was below me which I have been using as a pillow and one arm was thrown over my stomach...
His face was pressed against my shoulder...
We were looking quite intimate in this moment, but I quickly tried to get up from bed ....
I extracted myself from his embrace and start walking to washroom ....
Today I washed my hair , because i don't Remember the last time I washed it....
Though keifer , says nothing I myself feel ashamed because I am so dirty...
I quickly take a shower , washed my hair and changed the clothes ...
I went back to bed and saw keifer , was still sleeping..
I smiled at the way he was sleeping, I went up to him and kissed his forehead ....
I went outside in the balcony and saw that the weather was still dark and cold because of the rain....
The grill was wet because of rain water ....
I smiled thinking about my birthday which is 1 day later , but my mind keeps on going back to the real relationship between Fernandez and Watson....
Though I am not a real Fernandez and that shouldn't matter to me ....
But maybe in the future , I'll be a real Watson....
What the fuck !!!!!
I extracted myself from thoughts and then realized what I really have think about...
Me being a Watson in future ....
Though I was blushing , I took a deep breathe and calm myself ....
I mistakenly has woken up this much early , so I went back to bed to sleep but my mind keeps on going back to one thing , one slang , one line , one sentence.....
Some truths are not meant to be said to some particular person ....
Is keifer hiding something which is way more bigger than the serina secret ????
Is there something that I am supposed to know , but the people aside me are hiding it ????
I have a thousand of questions to ask .....
But I could only get answer from one ....
Mark keifer Watson....
I looked down at him , and saw that he was still sleeping peacefully ....
I kissed his forehead and slept beside him , as I pressed my face against his chest ....
He quickly wrapped his arm around me and said in his deep, husky sleepy voice "jay , some secrets are not meant for you "
Though I want to protest and ask him the reason why they're not meant for me , I couldn't bring myself to say just one more word ....
I took a deep breathe and said "I know keifer "
He kissed my forehead, smiled and said "I love you "
I smiled and replied "I love you too "
EVENING
after I again slept, I wake up around 2 pm and found keifer is just beside me ....
His one arm as always was below me , providing me support as his other hand fingers lazily run circles on my stomach ....
I looked at him , as he noticed that I had woke up he kissed my forehead and said "morning , sleepy head "
I smiled a bit and said "both terms are wrong , it's not morning and am not a sleepy head "
He rolled his eyes , and said "I know , just be happy with my idioms "
I smiled at his childish side and said "keifer , I am hungry cook me food "
He smiled at me , and said "offcourse wifey , I'll bring food for you what do you wanna eat ?"
I thought for a second and said "whatever "
He thought for a second and said "how about i make a special dish of mine , for you today "
I was a bit confused but nodded .....
He smirked and said "Wait for 30 minutes I'll make it as quick as possible "
I nodded as he went downstairs....
30 MINUTES LATER :
now I am hungry , really hungry that much hungry that I am scared if keifer will come In front of me , I wish I'll not eat him ....
He then entered a room with , a tray and a jar filled with orange juice ...
He put it on bed and said "butler keifer is present in your work my lady "
I smiled at his flirtatious tone and said "mark keifer Watson, do you talk with everyone like this or I am special ?"
He thought for a second and said "no , wifey you're the only one I have served as a butler "
He gently took my hand and kissed it ....
I smiled, as I looked at food tray , the main course....
It was a yellow liquid but with a lot of vegetables....
I looked at him in a confusion and said "what is this ?"
He smiled a bit and said "vegetables curry a delicious dish from Japan "
I smiled as I took a bite, his whole face was fixed on my face , as if he was waiting for my reaction ....
My all the senses waked up as soon as I drink the curry , it was warm and fuzzy giving that warm feeling from inside you ....
Though , i must admit keifer cooking skills are like Eman's
But a little bit better .... for me it is better , I don't know and care about others .....
I looked at keifer , who was smiling while looking at me ...
I looked at him and smiled widely and said "keifer from where have you learned this "
He smlied though his smile was a bit sad , he took a deep breathe and said "every month during the 2nd Sunday, lunch our family used to have the food together the name of the ritual was the place that you can call your own "
He smiled bitterly and then added "and during that time, my mom used to make this dish , I loved it so much that one day I fighted with mom , because I wanted to learn it and she wouldn't teach me because of my young age "
He took a deep breathe and added "but in the last , she gave up and taught me this "
My all hunger vanished ...
I put the tray aside and hugged him and said "it's okay, I love you "
He hugged me and said "I love you too jay "