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Chapter 6 - Chapter 5 — Too Small a Desk

Date: July 1988

Age: 6

Location: SD Negeri 4 Matur, Agam Regency

The school bell rang — a cracked, rusted cowbell struck against a crooked wooden pole.

It wasn't much of a bell, really — more like a loud clank of desperation. But it worked. It meant: come now, or you'll miss attendance.

Children poured into the dusty courtyard of SD Negeri 4 Matur, their laughter cutting through the morning mist like rooster crows. Their red-and-white uniforms were wrinkled, patched, and sun-faded — some inherited from older siblings. One boy wore mismatched shoes. A girl carried her books in a rice sack.

The air smelled of old paper, banana fritters, and chalk mixed with sweat. The blackboards hadn't been cleaned properly. Cracks ran across the walls like forgotten vines. One classroom still had a broken window sealed with cardboard and prayer.

In the middle of it all stood Rakha Yudhistira Halim, age six.

His shirt hung loose around his skinny frame. His sandals were still dusted with sugarcane soil, and his notebook was tied with string, handmade from paper scraps stitched the night before by his mother. He stood quietly, not with nervousness — but assessment.

His eyes scanned left to right, then again, calculating silently.

Three classroom buildings — wood and concrete mix, roofed with rusting zinc.Two water tanks, but only one with working flow.No library. No science lab. One cracked globe shared between all six grades.Teachers: Five total. One was absent already.Schedule posted: but the 9:00 lesson had yet to start, even though it was 9:17.

Curriculum… thirty years behind. Maybe more.

He didn't fidget like the other first-graders.He didn't ask where to sit.

He simply observed. Calm. Focused. Not trying to fit in, but to understand the system he was entering.

Two boys behind him giggled and pointed.

"Eh, si Rakha diam saja tuh. Sok pintar kali…"

Rakha heard them. He didn't turn.

Not because he didn't care — but because he had already processed the tone. Not cruelty. Not yet. Just uncertainty. Fear dressed in laughter.

He had seen it before.

From across the yard, Bu Leli, the homeroom teacher, waved him in.

"Nak Rakha, sini… ayo masuk," she called with a warm smile."Waktunya belajar huruf."

Rakha nodded, walking toward her. But as he stepped inside the small wooden classroom, he glanced once more at the frayed blackboard, the dull pencils, the crooked alphabet posters…

And he thought:

This isn't a place to learn what I don't know.This is a place to learn how to be patient with what I already do.

First Day, First Lesson

"Selamat pagi, anak-anak!" sang Bu Leli, the homeroom teacher. "Hari ini kita belajar alfabet!"

The children cheered. Some struggled to hold their pencils right. One girl started humming the ABC song too early.

Rakha sat still, his hands folded neatly.

When asked to read aloud, he did — clearly, fluently, then quietly corrected a typo on the blackboard.

When asked to draw a triangle, he drew five types — labeled each one, and wrote the angles beside them.

Bu Leli paused. "Nak Rakha… kamu sudah belajar ini sebelumnya?"

"Tidak, Bu," Rakha answered politely. "Saya hanya… membaca banyak."

Repetition… Repetition…

By the second week, boredom had become a burden.

Rakha finished exercises in minutes. He spent the rest of the time helping other students.

He wasn't arrogant. He didn't show off. But the questions in class became too slow, too basic — too repetitive.

He missed challenge. He missed discovery.

He missed… movement.

It was Friday afternoon when Rakha walked up to the teachers' lounge, his small backpack slung neatly over one shoulder, his steps measured.

He didn't knock timidly. He knocked respectfully — twice, then waited.

Bu Leli, his homeroom teacher, looked up from her chair, startled."Rakha? Is something wrong?"

The boy bowed slightly, polite as ever.

"Maaf, Bu. Boleh saya bicara dengan Kepala Sekolah?"

Her eyes narrowed, curious. "You want to speak with the principal?"

He nodded. "Kalau bisa hari ini."

The request alone caused murmurs among the staff.No first-grader had ever asked to meet the headmaster before — let alone formally request a one-on-one discussion.

Still, Pak Ramlan agreed.

The man was in his early fifties — round-faced, thick glasses, the kind of principal who greeted every child by name and handed out candy during Independence Day. He had worked in rural schools for over thirty years. He had seen it all — or so he thought.

Then Rakha walked into his office.

He sat across the wide wooden desk, feet dangling above the tiled floor, his hands folded neatly on his lap.

He didn't fidget. Didn't mumble. Just waited — poised like someone much older.

"Yes, Nak Rakha?" Ramlan asked, amused. "What brings you here today?"

Rakha looked him directly in the eyes. Calm. Focused.

"Pak… I'd like to request something," he said in perfect Bahasa."Can I enter an acceleration program?"

Pak Ramlan raised his eyebrows. "Acceleration? That's for older students — grade four, sometimes grade five."

"I understand," Rakha replied. "But I don't feel challenged in class. The material we're covering… I already understand most of it. My time could be used better. I want to learn faster — so I can help more later."

Ramlan leaned back in his chair. The boy wasn't arrogant. He wasn't trying to show off. His tone was clear — but sincere. Purposeful.

"You're saying… you're not doing this for yourself?"

Rakha shook his head.

"No, sir. It's not to race ahead. It's to be useful earlier. That's all."

The room fell quiet.

For a long moment, Ramlan just looked at him — not as a student, but as something more complicated. More deliberate.A child who knew he didn't belong in the system — and instead of complaining, came to fix it from within.

A week later, the school conducted quiet evaluations.

No announcement. No public pressure. Just three tests, spaced out over several days. One on math. One on reading and logic. One on science and general knowledge.

Rakha didn't just pass.

He dissected the test questions, marked the weak wording in one of them, and added a suggestion in the margin.

He corrected a mistake in the science key — and backed it up with a footnote reference to a book not even in the school library.

He answered one essay question in both Bahasa and English, just to see if he could "express the idea more fully."

By the end of the month, Pak Ramlan's desk was covered in paper — not from grading, but from wonder.

He brought in two senior teachers. Then an advisor from the district office. They reviewed Rakha's evaluations in silence.

Finally, on a quiet Tuesday morning, Ramlan set down the last page and took off his glasses.

"We've never had someone like him before," he said quietly."He doesn't just know. He understands."

And perhaps even more unusual… he was humble about it.

Not seeking applause.Not trying to be the smartest in the room.

Just… trying to move forward.Because standing still wasn't an option.

[SYSTEM NOTICE]

Academic Acceleration Triggered

Rakha will be fast-tracked through the primary curriculum.Projected graduation age: 7 years old

New Feature Unlocked: Education Optimization Tree–

Passive: Formal Learning Rate +20%– Elective Focus Paths Available (Choose by Age 9)

Blueprint Progress: Next Tier Threshold Unlocked

It was Sunday afternoon when Rakha told his parents.

They were sitting on the porch, sipping kopi kawa from tin cups while the wind rustled through the sugarcane. Halim was sharpening his parang. Siti Halimah was slicing boiled cassava for frying.

Rakha sat cross-legged on the bamboo floor, his tone steady.

"Ayah, Mak… Kepala Sekolah agreed to let me move up. I'll join Grade 4 starting next week."

The parang paused mid-sharpen.

Siti blinked. "Nak… Grade 4? You just started school two months ago."

Rakha nodded.

"I know. But I've already finished most of the material. They gave me tests. I passed all of them. I'll still be at the same school — just a different grade."

Siti put down her knife. Halim didn't speak immediately.

Finally, his father said, "You really think you're ready to stand with older children? Some are twice your size."

"I'm not trying to compete with their height, Ayah," Rakha said gently. "Just their notebooks."

Siti couldn't help it — she laughed first. Then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Subhanallah, anak ini…" she said softly. "May Allah keep your heart light even when your mind runs far."

At school, it was a different story.

Some classmates clapped for him when Bu Leli announced it.

Some whispered behind cupped hands

"Cepat amat… Emang dia robot, ya?""Anaknya dukun kali…"

Rakha didn't respond. He simply bowed to the class, thanked Bu Leli, and handed her a handwritten note — thanking her for her patience and kindness.

His new class — Class 4B — felt like another world.

The desks were taller. The students louder. The books thicker. He sat at the front, feet dangling again, just like before.

But this time, the stares weren't curious.

They were… cold. Calculating.

"Hey, you sure you're in the right class?" asked a boy with spiked hair."You're what, five?"

"Six," Rakha corrected politely. "But I can show you the syllabus if you want."

The teacher, Pak Anas, tried to break the ice by asking Rakha to solve the first math problem on the board.

He did — quickly, cleanly, then added an alternative method with a short verbal explanation.

Pak Anas raised his eyebrows.The class went quiet.

"Anak siapa, sih, ini…" someone muttered.

During recess, Rakha sat alone.

He didn't mind the silence — he used it to draw in his notebook. He was working on a sketch for a water filtration system using charcoal and river pebbles.

A girl from the back row passed by and glanced at it.

"Are you making a map?"

"No," Rakha replied. "I'm designing a filter. Some of our wells have rust. It can make people sick."

She blinked.

"You're weird."

"So I've been told," he said, and kept drawing.

[SYSTEM NOTICE]

Academic Tier Progress: Level 2 (Formal Curriculum Adaptation: Active)

Hidden Stat: "Social Isolation" = MediumTrait Emerging: Resilience I

Blueprint Threshold: 73%

Next Milestone: Community Contribution or Peer Integration

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