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Chapter 31 - The Things I Buried in the Walls

After Lucas returned, I stopped pretending to be quiet.

I stopped folding my feelings into shapes I could hide.

Instead, I started remembering.

Actively.

Violently.

There were places in the house where I used to hide things.

Teeth.

Notes.

Buttons from shirts torn in punishment.

Things I thought didn't matter.

Things I tried to forget.

But they mattered now.

Because Lucas remembered them all.

And he wanted me to dig them up.

So I did.

Behind the dresser:A broken shoelace stained with blood. Mine. I remember not crying when it happened. That was the day I learned pain is quieter than screaming.

Under the floorboard beside my bed:A drawing of a woman with no face. I didn't give her one because I didn't know which version to remember—kind, cruel, or nothing at all.

Inside the vent behind the hallway mirror:A spoon. Burnt. Bent. I never understood why she used it, only that afterward, I couldn't sleep. Lucas said, "She needed silence." I think he meant mine.

Each thing I found made the house feel smaller.

Heavier.

Less like a home.

More like a coffin with windows.

Lucas didn't help me dig.

But he watched.

Always watched.

When I pulled the last item out—the cloth doll with a sewn-shut mouth—he finally spoke.

"Do you see it now?"

"What?" I asked.

"This house was never haunted."

"It was just full."

I sat on the floor, surrounded by memories that smelled like dust and old bruises.

And I understood.

I wasn't uncovering the past.

I was inviting it back in.

And this time…

I wasn't going to hide it.

I was going to wear it.

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