A month ago my school gave each soon to graduating student a clearance form,one of the things to be filled were a list of your "ten" best friends.
Well this had me excited cause I thought all my friends had me in mind,because I felt we were that close t…within any case a bunch of my friends got their form.
Some didn't tell me or think about adding my name on it,well I didn't know that until I said the most subtly embarrassing thing ever to three of my other friends "my name's gonna be on it right?" Two of them laughed the other didn't care much.
It made me a little sad,but deep down I just took it as a normal joke that was until 2 out of 3 of my friends got their forms then saw I was a little sad then due to pity said "so you don't get sad write your name" that honestly made me go home and reconsider why I exist in their lives.
Well I still was broken,I had a very close friend who said I was his number 1 friend but when he called people to write out their names on the list…he didn't even care to look for me.
Long story short someone I thought was a really close friend of mine didn't even think of adding me to his list and satisfactorily filled all ten spaces.