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Chapter 34 - My choice

Elisa's POV

The air still seemed to hum with Victoria Sterling's departure, a faint, lingering scent of expensive perfume and unspoken challenge. She had glided away, leaving behind a subtle prickle of unease. I let out a small breath I hadn't realized I was holding, feeling the sudden release of tension in my shoulders. The encounter had been brief, outwardly polite, but the undercurrents had been sharp enough to draw blood.

Felix turned to me, his hand immediately finding mine, his fingers intertwining with a comforting firmness. A faint, almost imperceptible smirk touched his lips. "Forgive me," he said, his voice low and dry. "She has a talent for making one feel as though they've missed an exclusive club meeting."

I chuckled softly, a nervous release. "She's... quite direct. And very elegant." And completely intimidating, I added silently. Her effortless command of the social space, the casual dismissal in her eyes, had been a stark reminder of the vast chasm between our worlds.

He squeezed my hand. "She represents a past I'm not particularly fond of," he murmured, his gaze sweeping over the polished room, as if seeing through the veneer. "The perfectly curated social circle. The expected connections."

A knot of curiosity, mixed with a tiny spark of something akin to apprehension, tightened in my chest. "Was she... someone significant, Felix? For you?" I asked, trying to keep my voice light, but unable to completely hide the question lingering behind it. The way she had looked at him, the familiarity in her address, suggested a history deeper than a mere acquaintance.

Felix's POV

I could feel Elisa's tension, the lingering discomfort from Victoria's arrival. She handled herself beautifully, of course, meeting Victoria's barbs with grace and composure. But I knew the subtle toll such encounters took.

"Significant?" I repeated, considering the word. "Never, Elisa. Not in the way you mean." My hand tightened around hers, a silent anchor. "Victoria Sterling is a family acquaintance. Our parents have long-standing ties – social, philanthropic, financial. We attended countless galas, retreats, and 'exclusive club meetings' together as children, then as young adults." I could almost hear my father's voice, envisioning the subtle arrangements, the whispered suggestions. "She was always presented as a suitable match, of course. The ideal 'future Mrs. Thorne,' in a certain antiquated view."

The thought of it now, of that pre-destined path, felt like a heavy, ill-fitting suit. It was a life built on expectations, on a predetermined narrative, devoid of the genuine, chaotic, vibrant connection I'd found with Elisa.

I met her eyes, searching them for any sign of doubt, any flicker of jealousy. I found none. Only a quiet understanding, a deep empathy that resonated with the burdens I'd carried since childhood. She saw the pressure, the lack of true choice I'd often experienced.

"It was a shared social obligation, nothing more," I clarified, my voice firm. "A different kind of project for my parents." I contrasted it implicitly with our project, the one we'd built on honesty and mutual respect.

"I see," Elisa murmured, her gaze steady, her empathy flowing like a quiet current between us.

My thumb began to trace lazy circles on the back of her hand. "You don't need to worry about Victoria, Elisa," I stated, my voice dropping to a low, intimate tone meant only for her. "My world may have expectations, and my parents may have their antiquated definitions of 'suitable.' But my choices are my own. And you are my choice. Unconventional, perhaps, to them. But the only one that truly matters to me."

Her eyes, luminous and direct, met mine, and in that shared glance, a deeper level of trust settled between us. The encounter with Victoria had been designed to create distance, but instead, it had only pulled us closer, cementing our bond in the face of the rigid world that sought to define us.

Felix's POV

The weeks following the alumni mixer brought a subtle shift in the currents around me. Victoria Sterling's polite, yet pointed, dismissal of Elisa hadn't been an isolated incident. Her kind, insidious nature began to manifest in more indirect ways. My proposals for expanding the Foundation's "human-centric" initiatives, once met with cautious optimism, now encountered more resistance from certain board members. Their objections were vague: "budgetary constraints," "re-evaluating priorities," "maintaining traditional Thorne values." I recognized the insidious work of someone subtly leveraging old connections, planting seeds of doubt about my leadership and, by extension, my "unconventional" influences. Victoria wouldn't engage in an open fight; she preferred to undermine from the shadows.

The pressure mounted, less of a direct attack and more of a pervasive dampening of my initiatives. Then, the inevitable summons arrived: a private dinner with my parents at the family estate, sans Elisa.

The atmosphere at the table was heavy with unspoken expectation. My father, as always, came straight to the point after the main course. "Felix," he began, his voice measured, "your leadership in the recent PR recovery was commendable. You handled the crisis with... ingenuity." The word sounded almost distasteful on his tongue. "However, the time for the Thorne succession is rapidly approaching. Your role in the larger Thorne Industries framework is set to be formalized by year-end."

My mother interjected, her gaze sweeping over me with a familiar, assessing quality. "Your father and the board are discussing your full assumption of the Executive Vice President role. It's a position that demands unwavering focus, Felix. Absolute dedication to the core values that have built this empire."

I knew what they weren't saying. They were talking about Elisa. About my deviations from the prescribed path. About the "unconventional" choices I was making. This wasn't about whether I could lead; it was about whether I would lead their way. This was the ultimate test.

"The EVP role is significant, Father," I replied, keeping my voice steady. "And my focus has never been sharper. My vision for the Foundation's future, its sustainability, aligns with the very principles that brought us success recently." I subtly directed the conversation back to the authenticated success that was undeniable.

My father steepled his fingers, his gaze unblinking. "Authenticity is useful, Felix, in a carefully managed context. But it must not overshadow stability. Or the established order. Questions have arisen, among certain stakeholders, regarding your... singular focus on initiatives that deviate from the traditional Thorne approach. And your recent... associations." The unspoken 'Victoria Sterling' hung in the air, a silent accusation. He was offering me an ultimatum: conform, or risk the very future I was meant to inherit. The weight of the Thorne name, of generations of expectation, pressed down on me. It was the legacy, demanding its due.

Elisa's POV

I had noticed the subtle shifts in Felix's demeanor over the past weeks. A new line of tension in his jaw, a more frequent brooding quality in his usually composed expression. He was still the steadfast anchor, but the waters around him were clearly growing turbulent. He hadn't explicitly mentioned Victoria Sterling again, but I knew her appearance had been more than just a social inconvenience. She was a symptom of a larger pressure.

He came to my apartment late one evening, his usually impeccable tie loosened, his posture less rigid than I'd ever seen it outside of moments of deep intimacy. He poured himself a glass of water, then sat heavily on my sofa, running a hand through his hair.

"My parents," he began, his voice tight. "They want me to take on the EVP role by year-end. A significant step. But it comes with... conditions." He looked at me, his eyes clouded with a conflict I recognized. "They want me to demonstrate 'unwavering focus' and 'dedication to core values.' It's an ultimatum, Elisa. About my future. About... my choices." He didn't have to say her name. He was talking about Victoria's whispers, about the old guard's fear of change, and about me.

I moved to sit beside him, not touching him, but offering a quiet, supportive presence. "And what does 'unwavering focus' mean to them, Felix?" I asked gently, knowing the answer.

He let out a short, humorless laugh. "It means falling back into line. No more 'unconventional' initiatives. No more... distractions." His gaze met mine, raw with the weight of it all. "It means abandoning the path we've started, the one that actually yielded results, in favor of their rigid, outdated structure. It means letting go of... this." His eyes flickered between us, between the intimacy of my small apartment and the vast, cold world he was expected to inherit.

"What kind of legacy do you truly want, Felix?" I asked, my voice soft, but firm. "One built on inherited power, dictated by others? Or one built on genuine impact, on your vision, on your principles?" I watched him, seeing the internal battle rage. "You've proven that authenticity resonates, that integrity works. They can see the numbers now. The question isn't whether you can lead their way. It's whether you're willing to lead your way, even if it's harder."

He looked at me for a long moment, the conflict slowly giving way to a quiet, formidable resolve. The weight of the world was still on his shoulders, but now, he seemed to know how he would carry it .

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