Sometimes, I feel like what if I could turn back time. Would I have fallen in love with him? Again?
Or would I have just ignored him and continued with my life, 'oh-so-perfect-life'.
Maybe I would have chosen the second option when I first saw him with Becka in that hotel room, but now?
I think I would have chosen the third option...
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It was all dark around me, but my mind was still working. That slow and steady, mechanical beep kept humming somewhere near my head. Then the faint sting of disinfectant felt too overbearing for me, like it was burning my nostrils.
I tried moving, but my body did not cooperate. My arms felt heavy, almost like heavy metal. My chest ached like something was pressing down on it, and my ribs screamed when I drew in a breath.
Slowly, the pieces of memories started to set in...like a puzzle.
The car chasing.
Josh swearing as the wheel spun.
Caroline's scream tearing in my ear.
