Subaru made it to his room and locked up.
He tucked into his bed, unable to think about anything. At least anything other than his time with Reinhard.
It was surreal. Like he was dreaming. One moment he was teasing the man, the next moment, the two of them were in bed, stroking each other.
Just by thinking about it gave him an erection.
It was odd. Very odd. He never thought about men this way before. Actually, was he only finding this interesting because of the novelty and the inherent forbidden nature of it?
No.
Didn't work that way. He felt this because it was Reinhard. That man was a perfect man and so that's why Subaru felt this way and it would pass! Surely!
Yet, it didn't.
His penis pressed up and eventually he had to get it out. He stared at his hard cock, thinking about how he gave Reinhard an orgasm. That kiss… those lips. That scent. It only got him harder and pant.
Subaru's hand reached his cock and stroked. Another hand reached for his nipples, tickling one.
A familiar tingle erupted from within his prostate, slowly inching closer and closer to his tip. Warm tingle. Pleasant. Good. Amazing. The tingle grew and grew and he released faster than ever. A spurt of goodness, intensified by the image of that redhaired knight.
Subaru panted and kept staring at the ceiling. What the hell am I doing?
Wasn't he an adult now? He had to handle this the adult way. He couldn't just change everything and become dejected. He had to protect Emilia. He wanted to protect Emilia. Emilia was the only person he wanted to be special to.
So… Reinhard had to go from his mind. Shaking his head, Subaru cleaned up as best as he could and stared out the window. There was still some time before the evening.
Ram would freak, huh? Meaning, he had to ask Rem for help.
"So, I just have to wash the sheets?"
"Yeah, really sorry."
"No worries, Subaru-kun. It's not often you dirty sheets. What did you drop anyway?" Rem asked.
"It's embarrassing."
"Come on, it's not like you peed the bed," Rem laughed.
"No but I might have… it's my semen."
"Huh!" Rem dropped the sheets. She'd folded it nicely and even clutched it close but she just dropped it and turned a shade redder. "I- I see… boys do that, I heard…"
Who the hell is feeding you that kind of information? "Sorry."
"No, no, it's fine." She picked it up, and almost sniffed the thing. Almost… actually, she might have sniffed it just a little when Subaru wasn't looking. "I'll go give it a wash. I'll come back with a new sheet later. Lord Roswaal was waiting for you in his study."
"Oh okay," Subaru said, leaving. "Thanks Rem."
On his way, he breathed a sigh of relief and contemplated reality. Normally, he'd wash his own stuff. Especially if his seed happened to be on those. But right now, he couldn't do that. There were several reasons but perhaps the most important one was- he was a guest here.
Even now… he was just a guest.
Knock!
Knock!
"Roswaal- it's me."
"Come in."
Subaru opened the door and went in.
A little dark. The curtains were closed. One lamp illuminated the whole room and its four glorious shelves. A table stood between Subaru and Roswaal. As did a couple of chairs. "Have a seat."
"Why are you dressed like that?" Subaru sat down.
"Why? I can't wear pajamas?"
"Didn't peg you to be into that. Always thought you slept in your suit."
"I sleep naked, Subaru-kun."
Subaru cringed. "So, what did you want to talk about?"
"Hmm… let's see… did you have sex with Reinhard Van Astrea?"
Huh?