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Chapter 10 - Mina's Moment

A Quiet Kind of Confession Mina Saejima had never been the type to confess recklessly.

She was careful. Composed. The kind of girl who watched the world before stepping into it. The kind who made lists in her head of reasons, risks, possibilities. And she only spoke her heart once she was sure it wouldn't crack from the weight of it.

So when she asked Haruki to walk home with her that Thursday afternoon, it wasn't because she liked the sunset.

It was because she needed to know where she stood.

And maybe, finally, let go.

The walk began in silence.

Their shoes scraped the uneven pavement as they moved past vending machines humming faintly in the heat, and the sleepy corner bookstore with the crooked wooden sign that always creaked when the wind caught it. They passed the narrow alleyway that led to the old train crossing the same one where Miyako once dared Haruki to scream into the wind.

He hadn't done it. But she had.

And he'd laughed so hard that day, he forgot he was supposed to be quiet.

Mina noticed the way his eyes lingered there a second longer than necessary.

She kept walking beside him, just close enough to hear the rhythm of his breathing.

"You've been different lately," she said gently, her words carried by the wind like they might disappear if she said them too loudly.

Haruki blinked, his voice low. "Different how?"

"You look more tired. And more… tense. Like you're waiting for something to go wrong."

He gave a small shrug, but didn't speak.

Mina stopped.

Haruki took two more steps before realizing. He turned back.

She stood beneath the rusted footbridge, the shadows of the late afternoon stretching long behind her.

"Do you like her?"

The question cracked the quiet.

Haruki stiffened. "...Who?"

Mina tilted her head. "Miyako."

A train roared by in the distance, its wheels screaming against the tracks, the wind blowing loose strands of Mina's hair into her face.

He didn't answer right away.

His hands were buried in his pockets. His jaw clenched.

"I don't know," he said finally.

Mina smiled. But it was the kind of smile that held a quiet ache like she already knew the answer.

"That's not a no."

They sat side by side on the edge of the footbridge, their legs dangling over the concrete lip, above a dry stream bed filled with weeds and scattered candy wrappers.

The city buzzed faintly behind them, but here it was quiet enough to hear their own thoughts.

"I thought maybe I could help you smile more," Mina said after a while, her voice barely louder than the breeze. "You always looked like you had too much in your head and nowhere to put it."

Haruki didn't look at her.

He stared down at his hands, fidgeting with the frayed edge of his blazer sleeve.

"You do help," he said honestly.

"But not the way she does," Mina replied, not unkindly.

He looked up, surprised.

She turned toward him, her expression calm but vulnerable. No tears. Just truth.

"I like you, Haruki. I have for a while. Since the week I transferred, probably. You were quiet, but you weren't cold. And I thought… maybe if I stayed close enough, long enough, you'd start to see me differently."

Haruki opened his mouth. Closed it again.

He didn't know how to say I'm sorry without it sounding like pity.

He didn't want to hurt her.

But sometimes, silence was its own kind of answer.

Mina inhaled deeply, grounding herself.

"It's okay," she said softly, offering him one last smile. "You don't owe me anything. I just needed to say it… before it hurt more."

She stood. Smoothed her skirt. Brushed a leaf from her knee.

"You're not wrong for liking her," she added as she stepped away. "She's weird. Loud. Kind of a mess."

Haruki blinked.

"But you smile around her like you don't even realize you're doing it," Mina continued. "And that's not something I could ever force. Or fake."

She didn't wait for a reply.

Just walked off, shoes crunching softly over the gravel, leaving Haruki alone with the quiet and the steady hum of the city.

That Night Haruki pushed open the front door slowly, shoulders sagging from something heavier than just exhaustion.

The house was dim, the scent of warmed miso still lingering faintly in the air.

He dropped his bag quietly by the genkan and made his way into the living room.

**Miyako** was curled up on the couch, one leg tucked beneath her, the other dangling off the edge. She wore his hoodie again this one a navy blue one from middle school, oversized and swallowing her arms whole.

A movie was paused on the screen, frozen mid-action. She had a bag of chips balanced on her stomach and a blanket over her lap.

When she saw him, she sat up.

"You okay?" she asked, voice low, concern etched into the wrinkle between her brows.

He didn't answer.

Just walked over and sat beside her.

Close.

So close their shoulders touched. So close he could feel her body heat, her soft perfume something vaguely citrusy, familiar, warm.

Miyako blinked. "Haruki?"

He didn't look at her. Just rested his arms on his knees, exhaled.

And for the first time in days, he let himself be still next to her.

No pretending. No performance. No careful distance.

Just the quiet truth of presence.

Miyako didn't ask questions. She didn't tease. She just leaned her head gently against his shoulder.

And in that moment, Haruki understood something that had been building for weeks, quietly and persistently.

This was where he could breathe.

This was home.

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