All my life I knew I had no say
I don't have any say in my family and I don't even have a say in my own life.
Well what should I expect, as a princess it's about the kingdom first
My desire to do something can be later, but I've never been allowed to do anything I desire to do.
I've always longed for freedom, that I couldn't wait to fall in love and get married.
But all that Might have just been my imagination...
Sitting in my bed right now I don't even feel my self anymore,
I knew my father was selfish and greedy for power
I knew he could do a lot of things just to get more power,but I never in my life thought he would sell me of to a man, a none human, a demon.
I sobbed silently as hot tears flowed down freely from my eyes, how could the man I called my father do this to me.
You will be getting married... My father said
What!!!!, But father I don't have any man Soo who would I marry.. I had said
You don't need too know that is not important, your marriage would be held tomorrow, make sure you look good, don't embarrass me tomorrow.. he said
Father please I beg you call it off please am not ready for this please...I begged him
Slap!!!!!!!
I held me chick as the pain from the slap hit me hard.
More tears flowed from my eyes as I remembered what had happened yesterday, then I heard a knock on my door.
I stood up from my bed and went to check myself in the mirror as I cleaned my tears in a hurry, straightening my voice I asked.. who's that
It's me my lady.. my maid Iva said outside raising the volume of her voice enough for me to hear her
Come in... I said trying to keep my voice as steady as possible
She came in with a tray of food, lowered her head and bowed lightly before speaking
My lady I Brought your food...she said raising her head
I've told u many times to stop being formal with me I thought we were friends.. I told her feeling a little offended, I've told her many times she should treat me differently when we are alone, she's the only one I feel comfortable with
My lady, it's impossible for me to treat you like a friend, am just a maid and am here to serve you my lady
I rubbed my hands on my forehead tired of her
I heard about your wedding my lady.. she said as I went to take my sit while she served me the food
Oh..I replied biting my lips while looking at the food, feeling sore once more
Are u happy my lady...she asked siting down as she finished serving the food
I looked at her as I let out a little sorrowful chuckle
Do I have a choice, do I have a say, what would change if am not happy about it.. I said then paused for a moment, pinching myself cause I could feel it, I could feel the tears about to set free, then I continued.. no matter what I say, I can't change father's decision and besides the demon's are already preparing for tomorrow, am just for power..
After saying that I continued eating my food, father had told me to look good and not embarrass him, I remember looking at mum trying to make her understand me, but she only looked at me helpless, then I knew she already tried her best, I knew their was no way out.
I didn't say anything anymore, nor did Iva, I just continued eating my food
While she kept looking at me with pity.