"I will stop," Luca said and I turned to look at him.
"It's not that easy- neither is therapy, I never thought I would ever pay someone to listen to my problem or even talk about it yet I did, I know I can do it," Luca said cutting me off.
He turned to look at me, his eyes warm and gentle and it softened.
"I can not lose you again, I would not take you away from this place, if this is where you want to stay, I would be here with you," Luca added and I smiled.
"How about your pack? You can not abandon them."
"I won't, I will still take care of them, I can move some of them here to make the work easier, I know I have done a lot of things but I never asked for forgiveness for them, but this, I will, I know I was horrible to you, I should not have done what I did, I should have tried to speak to you."