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Chapter 2 - Scars Beneath Silk

When the Walls Whispered

It was the fifth snowless winter when the western wall of the Imperial City began to whisper.

At first, it was scarcely more than a murmur, seeping through the cracks between the jade-bricks—a sound like crumpled parchment, or subterranean water stirring in its sleep. The first to hear it were the guards beneath the corner tower, who claimed it was the wind brushing against the eaves, or perhaps the scrape of steel on stone. The palace stewards blamed age and moss. By morning, the Emperor had ordered new jade inlays, as if covering up an idle rumor that had never been spoken aloud.

The morning bell rang as it always had. The palace gates opened. Court convened. Robed ministers filed in like a procession of crows in violet silk, speaking of spice tariffs for the spring tribute, the shifting price of rice in the Eastern Quarter, and why the new batch of glassware gleamed bluer than last year's. Their voices, orderly and clipped, fell like bolts of trimmed brocade—neatly unfurled and evenly laid. No one spoke of the northern frontier. No one spoke of Velkhar.

But three hundred li to the north, Velkhar's riders had already razed the seventh village. Their horses trampled frostbitten soil. Their armor did not glint, did not speak. There were no war cries, only fire.

Before dawn, Kaelen was woken. His quarters lay in the far western quarter, behind a screen of carved cypress—his mother's former sitting place, now reduced to the ghost of incense drifting in the draught. He did not look into the mirror as he dressed. It had, since he was ten, held a single diagonal crack from brow to chin, like a prophecy that never finished healing.

The messenger at the door said nothing. He held up a lantern still burning with blue flame. Kaelen followed without question—through frost-laced bricks, down the colonnade, past mist, half-latched gates. He realized that the palace did not sleep at night, nor did it wake. It simply existed in that moment before the eye opens, long after it had ceased to see.

The Night Hall sat at the heart of the palace, its ceiling borne by beams of ancient timber and whale bone. At its center was a pale, singular eye painted in ash and lime—said to be the work of a blind augur at the empire's founding, a charm to watch over the nation. The eye had faded. Its pupil blurred. It now resembled a cloud on the verge of decay.

Even before the doors opened, Kaelen could hear the breathing inside—low, layered, the sound of old men convening around a funeral not yet earned by any birth. He stood still, the stone beneath him exhaling cold, as if a river of ice ran through the marrow of the earth. He did not shiver. He had never, in his memory, truly felt cold.

The doors opened slowly. The throne room was dimly lit. The figure seated upon the high seat resembled no living man, but rather a statue too patient to crumble. To his left: a sealed letter, its black wax still soft, the script sharp enough to cut. To his right: a spread of maps, the mountain ridges like open wounds, beside them a half-finished portrait of a court lady whose eyebrows had never been begun—only a dried blot of ink, paused in hesitation.

"You know why you were summoned," said the Emperor. His voice descended from the ceiling itself—measured, smooth, without ripple.

Kaelen said nothing. He neither confirmed nor denied. He merely stepped forward and stood before the map stretched across silk.

The sound outside returned. It was not wind, nor dream, nor legend. It was the disaster not yet arrived, rehearsing in the silence. It was fate whispering by increments—drop by drop—accumulating, sedimenting in the ear.

Rain That Refused to Stop

The rain began on the day he set out.

There was no wind, no thunder—only the slow descent of water from a sky the color of tarnished pewter, drop by drop, as if something fractured was gently leaking its insides. It fell on armor and saddles, into unhealed wheel-ruts, and on the unsaid spaces between one command and the next.

Kaelen did not carry a cloak. He said nothing. He rode hunched slightly forward, as if listening for a sound long buried, or recalling a moment that never fully belonged to the present. Behind him trailed a line of equally silent soldiers, their armor draped in black, their horses unadorned, their banners furled. They looked less like a company bound for war than a procession escorting something already lost.

They passed through village after village, each one as if it had received advance notice from some invisible messenger. The doors were shut, the window paper browned, no hearthsmoke rose, no dogs barked, not even a child cried. Occasionally an old man would stand beneath the eaves, staring quietly at the riders as they passed, like a witness watching a chapter of history float into the rain, unreadable and irreversible.

The rain did not stop. By the fifth day, someone suggested it might not be rain at all. Perhaps they were never wet to begin with—only their own sweat, trapped and chilled inside the armor, had deceived them. But that night, sheltering in the hollowed shell of a shrine, Kaelen heard a soldier whisper in his sleep that the water had seeped through his ears and into his bones, and even the dreams had begun to rain.

The crow had appeared on the second day.

Only one. Not a flock—just a single bird, with the tip of its tail missing, like a broken letter in an ancient language. It circled above them endlessly, tracing an incomplete ring. No one could say whether it was alive, or the lingering image of something remembered too long. A man once raised his bow to shoot it, but the string snapped before he could release. Kaelen remembered his fingers bleeding from the tension, but the man said nothing. He simply looked down and buried the broken bow in the mud.

They passed a field that should have been thick with the first stirrings of spring. Instead, the furrows had caved in, waterlogged, collapsing into themselves like unnamed graves. Kaelen saw the body of a cow, lying at the edge. Its eyes were still in place, black and shining, as if it had seen something in the moment before death—something crucial—but had told no one.

After that, the soldiers began to dream the same place: a village before dawn, empty, with a half-open door and an uncovered well. Nothing else. Only rain. Kaelen dreamed it too. He knew it wasn't a dream. It was a memory of the future. He didn't want to wake, because he feared it was the only place he would ever be allowed to return.

They came to an old stone bridge. The river beneath it was gone. The stones were cracked and lichen-covered, and only two characters could still be read on its face: "Look Back." Kaelen dismounted and lit a stick of incense at the head of the bridge. He did not believe in gods. He simply felt that this rain wasn't meant for crops, or cleansing. It was a rehearsal for something yet to arrive, the slow cadence of a countdown that refused to declare its number.

The crow remained.

It did not cry. It did not land. It circled between the heavens and the men, drawing tighter and tighter spirals, as though awaiting a sound, a signal, or the silence that must precede catastrophe.

So they went on. 

No wind. No thunder. 

The rain kept falling, 

as if nothing had begun, 

and everything had already ended.

The Laughing Camp

The first laugh came from the mouth of the valley.

It was not the drunken mirth of celebration, nor the sharp-edged scoff of mockery. It was light, irrepressible, and strange—as if someone had finally understood an ancient, ridiculous riddle and couldn't help but let it slip, all the while trying not to disturb the wind.

Kaelen pulled his reins. Below, the valley lay strewn with vibrant tents and flickering firepits arranged with the deliberation of a painter's eye. The colors were too vivid, as if for a festival whose time had not yet come but whose scenery had already been prepared. The braziers blazed brightly. Gauze curtains flared with the wind. The air hung thick with the smells of roasting meat, fermented liquor, scorched wool, and old brass. At each corner stood tall black banners, glossy like wet silk, trembling softly in the morning light—not military standards, but the backdrops of a stage.

He rode closer, but the only thing that remained in his ears was the laughter. It came in waves—soft, scattered, and unbroken. On the slope, a few men sat drinking, their hair coiled in golden serpentine loops, faces dusted with pale pigment like actors caught halfway through removing their masks. They waved at him—one raised a jug, another beat time with his palm, as if slowly recounting a melody no one alive remembered how to hear.

He entered the camp and noticed no one sharpening swords, no horns or neighing, no clash of arms. This was not preparation for war, but the celebration of something already concluded, unspoken, and irreversible. A victory, perhaps—but one he had never been informed of.

In the center lay a long carpet, blue with gold threading, embroidered with kites and two human faces turned away from each other. Elder men, cloaked in animal pelts, sat murmuring in a broken tongue, pausing often to chuckle, as though retelling the same fable of a fallen nation but always stopping at the same crucial moment—drawing quiet laughter from the young men who leaned in to listen.

Kaelen knew that laugh. Not from the battlefield, but from the hunt. It was the laugh that came before the kill, when the circle had already closed and the prey had not yet realized its end. The hunters would sit tossing fruit and joking—because death, having been guaranteed, had lost its urgency. War, for them, was not shameful, nor sacred. It was seasonal, rhythmic, and ordinary. Death was only the first beat. The crescendo had not begun.

Someone offered him wine. He accepted it. The cup was warm. He did not drink but held it near his face, breathing in its vapor. The man who offered it smiled and said something he didn't understand. Another translated: "It lets you dream of the night before you were born."

No one spoke of negotiations. No terms were raised. He had come to discuss the frontier—but they asked no questions of war or borders. Instead, they wondered why firebirds burn their feathers every year, and why the sky held three moons, each a different shade. They invited him to listen to the flute. Its sound was low, sorrowful, like a cry caught in the chest and smothered by laughter until it lost its shape.

He was led to the main pavilion, where cushions were set directly on the floor, and the lamp above him bloomed with translucent quartz shells. He was received politely, then gently sidelined. No one looked at him for too long. It was as if he were not quite there—as if a shape in mist had taken the form of a man, still awaiting recognition. Above the tent hung a leather drape, painted with a pair of eyes—not divine, nor royal, but the kind that appear again and again in dreams, always watching, never fully seen.

Night fell quickly. He did not know why he hadn't left, and no one told him to stay. The fires burned higher. The wine passed from hand to hand. From the flames came a song in fragments. No one asked why he had come. No one pretended not to know. He felt like a letter misdelivered—meant for a ruin that had not yet occurred.

And the laughter went on.

It did not tire, did not pause, did not demand explanation. It was the residue of pressure reversed, so light it felt false, but heavier than thunder. Kaelen understood, at last, that it was not joy, nor mockery, but the breath of victors seeping out between smiles—a patience more profound than disdain, a silence that whispered:

This war, we have already laughed through once.

The Man With Two Shadows

The air had turned cooler.

Not with sudden cold, nor with frost, but in a way that made Kaelen realize, at once, that the inner lining of his cloak had settled against his skin instead of brushing past it. He knew then the wind had shifted. The laughter in the camp still carried, but it had taken on a rhythm, as if making room for something unsaid.

He sat outside the command tent, in front of a table carved from blackened cedar. Across from him, the Velkhar captain had ceased smiling. He clapped softly, murmured something low. From behind the curtain stepped an old man, clad in bronze-scale armor, his beard white as salt, his gaze too clear to belong to a drunk. He had not come to drink. He had come to weigh.

He gave no name. He did not bow. He said only: 

"It has been three days. We have not asked why you came, nor what you intend to take with you. We ask one thing only: whether you truly cast a shadow."

Kaelen did not speak.

The old man was unhurried, as if recounting the condition of a beast before slaughter. 

"We do not recognize parchment. We do not recognize seals. We recognize blood, or land."

His voice was mild, but it slid like river water just before dawn—cold, unwilling, precise. The laughter outside continued, belonging to another time, as if removed from the moment, as if time were split into two.

"One shadow is the name you arrived with," the old man continued, "the other is the weight you must leave behind. Choose. We are not in haste." 

Then he leaned back, as if waiting for a play to end, or to see who would blink first.

Kaelen lowered his gaze and drew a shortblade from his belt. No one stopped him. The tent quieted, the way a body quiets when breath is held too long. A senior Velkhar warrior tilted his head slightly, like watching a ceremony long forgotten but deeply remembered.

Kaelen said nothing. He opened his left hand, placed the edge of the blade to his palm, and drew it down, slow and steady. The blood that followed was dark and heavy, like ink poured into water. It did not gleam.

He reached for a strip of white cloth at his side, dipped his fingers in his own blood, and began to write.

The strokes were deliberate, without rush or flourish. They seemed practiced, and yet they felt as if born from this single moment—fragile, final. The words were simple, but no one would ever return from having written them:

Kaelen, of the Ninth Line. Son of the Forgotten Gate.

When it was done, he laid the cloth across the table. He did not speak, nor wait for a reply. It was as if he had simply handed over collateral in a transaction whose outcome was never in his favor.

For a long moment, the tent remained soundless.

One man muttered something in a tongue no one translated. Another rose, and offered a bow—not of submission, but of an older courtesy, extended to one who had claimed the burden of his own name.

The Velkhar captain finally said: 

"You came with a shadow. You will leave with one, too. Whether the two become one before you exit this tent—no one can say."

Kaelen gave no answer. He rose, the blade still unsheathed, still bleeding, dangling from his fingers. He stood near the fire for a moment, watching the drops vanish into the sand, each swallowed by light.

The laughter had vanished. So had the wind. The mountain path behind the camp fell into stillness.

His shadow, cast by the fire, stretched in two directions: one toward the road ahead, disappearing into an unknown horizon; the other behind him, pointing back to where he had come.

The two shadows remained. Neither would vanish first.

No Trumpets in the Wind

The mountain path wound like the faded ink of forgotten handwriting on old paper. The soil, still damp from a rain no one remembered beginning, swallowed the rhythm of hooves with the tenderness of something trying not to wake the past. Kaelen did not look back. He knew, with the certainty reserved for those who have already been erased, that the Velkhar encampment behind him had resumed its clamor—as if the three days and three nights of silence, waiting, and unspoken prayers had never occurred at all.

The fires had been rekindled. Cups had met again with the hollow ring of feigned celebration. Laughter, perhaps louder than before, swelled into the hills. But no one spoke his name anymore, not even by accident.

The wind came from the north. It carried the damp perfume of crushed grass and something colder still, a gentler kind of dismissal—something not quite contempt, not quite mercy. It was the wind one sends after an unripe animal loosed from the snare: not worth the arrow, not worth the chase.

The return was faster than the departure, though no one marked its pace. There were no horns to announce the path, no soldiers to walk beside him, no voices to ask where he had gone. The villages that lined the road remained empty, their stone walls hanging with half-dried tunics that the sun no longer remembered to warm. A cat lay under the eaves of a collapsed house and watched him pass without moving, as if it had seen him leave before and knew he would return.

It was at the crest of a slope that he saw the city again. The imperial capital, where kings once trembled behind brocade, emerged not from the earth but from the mist—like a memory that did not belong to him, or to anyone. The gates were closed. The flags were limp. Even the crows, who usually arrived before news did, had not come.

He did not ride forward. He stopped there, horse and man motionless, as though awaiting a sound the world no longer made. The leaves fell from the trees one by one, soundless and slow, like the ash of court lamps long extinguished, drifting down through the same air that once held whispers of succession and rebellion.

He remembered the morning he had departed—the way the sunlight had scraped gold across the wall, the way the inner gate had opened just wide enough to let him through. He remembered the quiet then, a kind of poised breath held across the palace grounds, like hope trying not to disturb itself. That morning, he had still believed there were choices. Now he only understood consequences.

His shadow, elongated by the descending sun, stretched across the path until it nearly met the hooves of his horse. He could feel that shadow splitting still—one part bound to the blood-written vow he once believed was his alone to carry, the other already buried deep within the foundation stones of a city that would outlive every oath.

No one came to receive him. No one asked whether the negotiation had succeeded, because somewhere beneath the rituals and signatures and carefully averted eyes, it had always been clear: there was no negotiation. It had been a ceremony of confirmation, a rite in which fate no longer required consent.

He moved forward at last, quietly, as if entering a house where someone had just died. The mist closed around him. There were no drums. There were no trumpets. Only the wind continued to speak, and only the dusk remained to bear witness to a return that had never truly departed.

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