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Chapter 5 - The silence between the lines

It was a Saturday morning dipped in gold.

Everspring basked in a lazy kind of sunlight the sort that draped over rooftops like silk and turned the ivy-covered bricks of the cottages into paintings. A hush hung in the air, not of quiet, but of peace. Of stories not yet told.

Aurora "Rory" Thompson sat curled in the window seat of her small cottage, legs drawn up, journal balanced on her knees. She wore a soft knit sweater two sizes too large, the sleeves swallowing her wrists, and her hair was pulled into a messy bun held together by nothing but stubbornness and a bent pen.

The world outside her window glowed in golden mist. Inside, she tried to find words.

The kind that didn't stammer.

The kind that didn't apologize just for existing.

She dipped her pen again, her journal open to a fresh page. Ink stained her fingers, a small smudge dotting the side of her thumb a familiar tattoo of the craft. Her handwriting was slow but certain, and the words formed like morning dew:

"It's terrifying to be seen. But worse, I think, to be misunderstood while hiding."

She paused.

Her lips twitched with a fragile smile. Something insde her long dormant stirred. Not courage, exactly. Not yet. But maybe... a flicker of it.

Ethan had helped spark it.

He didn't know. Maybe he never would. But their conversations, the way his voice softened when they spoke of writing, how his eyes lit up when discusding words all of it chipped away at her self-doubt like rain carving rivers into stone.

Her phone buzzed, breaking the stillness. The screen lit up with a name that made her spine tighten.

Mom.

Missed call.

Then another.

Before she could decide what to do, the screen lit up again. This time it rang.

Rory stared at it for a beat too long, then picked up.

"Hi," she said, carefully neutral.

Her mother's voice came sharp and cold. "Aurora, what's this I'm hearing about an interview? A national platform? Someone just sent me a link."

Rory's heart sank. "I haven't even accepted it yet, Mom. It was just an invitation"

"You should've told us." Her mother's tone tightened like a noose. "What if you say something embarrassing? You know how the media twists things. Especially with someone like you, with your... sensitivity."

Rory's fingers curled tightly around the journal. "I'm not ashamed of my writing."

"Writing is fine as a hobby, Aurora. But the world doesn't need to know every sad little thing you've ever felt."

There it was.

The sentence.

She'd heard it a hundred different ways since childhood. Sometimes dressed up in smiles, sometimes slung like a slap. But always the same message:

You're too much. Too soft. Too open.

She didn't speak. Didn't argue.

She just quietly ended the call.

And then she cried not beautifully, not cinematically. There was no violin swell, no poetic elegance. Just silent, aching tears that slid down her cheeks and dripped onto her journal like ink that had lost its way.

The bell above the door at The Golden Spine chimed softly.

Rory stepped inside, the comforting scent of old pages and polished wood wrapping around her like a blanket. Her coat clung to her shoulders, still damp with morning dew. She hadn't intended to come, but when the world felt heavy, this place always pulled her in like gravity.

Books had never judged her.

She wandered the aisles slowly, dragging her fingers along the spines of well-worn titles. Her mind buzzed with her mother's voice, every word echoing like a cruel chorus. You're too sensitive. Don't embarrass us. Keep your sadness to yourself.

She reached for a copy of Letters to a Young Poet, her hands trembling slightly.

And then she heard it.

A voice. Deep. Familiar. Calm and jagged all at once.

Ethan.

He was upstairs, in the loft above the store, where poets gathered and readers nestled into armchairs made for dreaming. His voice drifted down, low but audible.

She hesitated.

Climbed the stairs slowly, like each step might collapse beneath her.

The attic was sunlit and warm, with dust swirling in the air like forgotten confetti. Ethan stood at the far end, near the large window that overlooked the square.

He wasn't alone.

Beside him stood a woman tall, striking, wrapped in a dark green coat that looked far too expensive for a town like Everspring. Her posture was perfect. Her expression unreadable. Her presence demanded space.

Rory stepped back into the shadow of a shelf, heart thudding.

She listened.

"You can't ignore me forever, Ethan,"the woman said, voice smooth and sharp like cut glass.

"I'm not ignoring you, Claire," Ethan replied. "I'm done letting you rewrite the story."

Claire scoffed. "I'm not the one who ran away and buried himself in poetry."

Ethan's voice dropped. "You used me. You used my pain to feel important."

Claire took a step closer. "You never said no."

A long silnce.

Then Ethan said, almost too softly to hear, "I didn't know how."

Rory stopped back.

Her stomach twisted, breath caught in her chest. She didn't need to hear more.

She turned, retreating down the stairs like a ghost.

That night, the window seat felt colder.

The tea went untouched. The journal remained closed.

Rory stared at the glowing lights outside her window, where the street lamps painted the cobblestones with halos of gold and shadow. The silence felt different now not peaceful, but heavy.

Her phone buzzed beside her.

Ethan:Are you okay? Haven't seen you today. Want to meet tomorrow at the park?

She stared at it for a long time, thumbs hovering.

Typed: Who's Claire?

Deleted it.

Typed: I'm okay.

Deleted that too.

Instead, she turned the phone face down on the cushion.

Not because she was angry.

But because she was afraid of the answer.

The next morning, the rain arrived.

It swept into Everspring like an old friend, drenching the cobblestones, streaking down the windows, soaking every corner of the town in a kind of softness. People stayed indoors, wrapped in blankets, sipping coffee, watching the world blur.

Rory stood at the mirror brushing her hair, eyes distant.

She hadn't slept.

The question still burned in her chest like an unwritten sentence. Who was Claire? What did she mean to Ethan? Why hadn't he mentioned her?

But deeper than that was a second ache one she feared more:

Why did it matter so much?

At noon, she went to the park anyway.

She told herself it was for the air. For the clarity. For the trees and the smell of earth and rain.

But when she saw Ethan standing by the iron gate soaked to the bone, hands in his pockets, eyes searching she knew that wasn't true.

He turned when he saw her. Relief broke across his face like sunrise.

"You came," he said.

Rory stayed still, hood pulled low over her face. "You didn't say you'd be waiting."

"I didn't want to push. I just hoped."

Silence.

Then Rory asked, voice flat, "Who's Claire?"

Ethan exhaled sharply. "I thought you heard."

"I did," she said. "Not everything. But enough."

Ethan looked down at his feet. "She's my ex. The last person I loved. Or... thought I did."

Rory waited.

"She hurt me," he said. "Took my words, my trust. Used them to build her own career. I was too afraid to stop her. Too desperate to be loved to see what it was costing me."

More silence.

"I'm not proud of that," he added. "But I'm not hiding it either."

Rory's chest ached.

Not because of jealousy but because she knew that kind of hurt. The kind that lingers long after the person is gone. The kind that makes you question whether love is worth the risk of being known.

"I didn't mean to eavesdrop," she said.

"I didn't mean to lie by omission," he replied. "But I didn't know how to bring her up without... scaring you."

"You didn't scare me," she whispered. "You just made me feel replaceable."

Ethan stepped closer, raindrops slipping from his hair, soaking through his collar.

"You're not," he said. "You never were."

Rory looked up at him, eyes bright and uncertain.

And for the first time, she let the silence between them settle without filling it with fear.

Back at her cottage, later that night, Rory opened her journal again.

Her pen moved without hesitation:

"Some silences are painful. Others are necessary. But the rarest ones the ones shared without fear those are the beginnings of poetry."

She closed the journal with a small, quiet smile.

Tomorrow, there would be more questions. More doubts. More vulnerability.

But tonight?

Tonight, there was a little more truth than yesterday.

And that was enough.

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