Journal Entry #01
I never meant to fall for three guys. I swear.
I wasn't even looking for love. I was just trying to survive senior year without tripping over my own feet, embarrassing myself in front of the entire drama class, or accidentally liking my best friend.
Spoiler: I failed on all three.
It started off simple or at least, it was supposed to be. One guy? Complicated. Two? Dangerous. Three? I might need therapy.
They're so different.
One makes my heart race and my brain short-circuit.
One makes me laugh so hard I forget how confused I am.
And one… one makes me feel like I can breathe.
But none of them are mine.
And I'm just a girl with messy hair, oversized hoodies, and a journal full of lyrics I'll never show anyone. A girl who's supposed to be focusing on her acting career and applying to colleges not spiraling into romantic chaos.
So this is me, trying to figure it out.
Trying to understand why Blake makes me blush one second and roll my eyes the next.
Why Grayson's flirty smirks make me forget how to speak.
And why Xander sarcastic, closed-off, completely confusing Xander suddenly feels like something more.
This isn't a love triangle.
It's a love square.
And I'm right in the middle.
Send help.