Underrated, crying by myself by the side of a said loved one, how sad, my heart, my head , my everything hurts. I'm so scared to communicate, I don't know what would be said back to me, I don't know the reaction basically going to be the same old, if I'm not going to make you happy go to someone else I want peace, you Georgetown your own piece just form us in my alone like I'm such a deal, reflecting the image of another in me, it's sad very sad. I'm tired of every sensivity, sleepless nights, cracking my brain abd the rupture of having to explain being meaningless, I'm meaningless, I'm of no value and no importance. Nothing no apologies no straight out, no building just letting it be.