Sorry I think I swore if anyone is actually reading this lol but I'm sure you wouldn't be on this app if swearing put you off of stuff lol.
Pattreice.
Yeah. Bet you don't know how to say that hm? 😃
Yeah a lot of people don't.
Well too bad get used to it it's said like
'pat-ree-s'
as simply as I can think of
Sorry onto a book I want to write. It was just a thought. This is also just a thought but let's see if I ever pursue it.
Hmm…a girl cause I like female oc's. Not sure if I want her to have trauma cause reading shiii like that is always tough.
Her name will be Pattreice. Idfk if u don't want it to be dumbahhh.
Shes mixed with…. White, black (Caribbean) but had the most British background ever.
Somehow has the most random accent in the world though that people can't even decipher.
Should we make it fantasy like…that wolf shiiii? 😭😭 nah bro I can't do that shii let's just make our own rules and something fun
Teenager preferably since I can write best from that perspective.
She likes music. A little too much for her own good. Honestly her ears will probably be done for by 20. 😔
Hair that is such a dark brown it almost looks black but people just label it as black cause…that's society for ya. They like to label.
Hmm should I make it have problems like that? Idk. Society sucks after all.
Anyway I'm think of the lightest blue eyes cause honestly I've never seen a mixed black oerson with blue eyes and I could make it based of that which might be fun. Or just brown… or even a green like yk b…that place oh yh. Barcelona. People there have such pretty eyes… hmmmm but that might be confusinggg idk it doesn't have to make sense it's just a story after all right?
She likes that cherry cola lip combo with a gloss. Hmmm ngl I want her to be rich but I'm not sure. She love Billie. ABOSOLUTELY ADORES. But uh she has a sister 8-11 years apart maybe? Anyway back to appearance.
Soo… eyes- ocean light blue/ brown
Hair - so dark it might seem black it's curly but not to curly like a 2b?? Actually nah just do it like your own hair if your lazy.
Hairstyles? - just maybe think about ones she might wear the most to decide what kind of personality she has. Could just be basic yk.
Skin colour - she looks tanned but she's just mixed.
Shes quite petit due to her mum being so short 5,2 however her dad is very tall we just say that she takes from her mum cause she's very a like with her mom.
Plus she'll probably be about 5,1 herself? Because she'll be somewhere around the age of 16- 19 but I'm not sureee depends how a feel and when I even write this, or if I even do lol.
She has a cute button nose like her mom. Also she's a very mom kind of lover hehe.
Although it's her sister which she's always felt like has taken care of her. She even treat her like a baby sometimes haha.
She has style. But street kind of style and cute style. Just whatever she wants. She cares about her appearance but almost doesn't give two fucks at the same time ifykyk. She feels most comfortable in wearing silk leggings under everything though lol.
Like to wear - baggy jeans but also flared a lot of Nike, Jordan's, converse and sometimes addidas. She loves to her hair when she can be bothered however when she's feel her best self she loves to dress up in dresses and skirts.
This girl though. She has a problem with life. Not trauma in particular but like she just can feel good enough, or connect. She's scared of people in everyway. People don't see her that way. She's like a social butterfly in some people's eyes. Even on the days when it's obvious she's not exactly normal in her head.
There's times when she feels happy her best and amazing and she's felt like that for a few years now. But before that when she was just a child she felt disconnected. Maybe because she's never really had friends until the age of 11. Even then people have always seemed so distant.
However everyone knows her. She's so friendly with everyone she talks to almost like she's trying to be that person that she wishes someone might be for her. Friendly, lively when the occasion call for it and she can read people like a book. It's weird but it's natural for her to just do that. Not like she's studied it her whole life or anything. Maybe it's because she thinks so much. Maybe she's an overthinker?
Point is she's not exactly what she seems to everyone even her big sister who seems to know her like a book the one who has influenced her the most. Although maybe that why? Because her sister could have been depressed while she was young. Her mother might have not been able to look after her like she wished she could all the time. And for her sister it was almost like a double burden for her sister. Her sister…let's name her hmm… something with B. She's B for now.
I want to incorporate the dad in this somehow. I don't think I want him in her early childhood but she's grown up with a stepfather however. It might've not worked out with her mom and after a while she didn't have father figure.
It's been about 6-3 years since she's had a real father figure since they didn't work out.
Maybe that could be some drama for her. Idk really. Maybe her father tried to be there and was there a little bit in her childhood.
She couldve moved and moved again so now she's near her father again but it wasn't expected cause he is living somewhere different now?
And I want there to be ML hmmm… I think I have a name that I want to use…really bad but we will just call him D for now.
Maybe he's popular but honestly school isn't really like what I read in books half the time anyway. Not where I've been.
Still maybe popular maybe not. But he's something.
Hmmm he's cute but he's hot hot asf in her eyes at least. Or maybe not maybe they make a connection somehow. Maybe their just friends and like boy always are 🙄he just couldn't be a friend only. Idk. But he's cute that's for sure.
Also…yeah idk. He's a lover boyyyy nahhh idk. Hheehe ok stop what's wrong wit u girl.
Sooo…maybe her friend. Her best friend who she just had that connection with is starting to see her for who's he is even more now. Maybe she always saw it but could pinpoint it. Idk what to name her yet but im thinking M.
Also M looks like Pattreice's sister to others cause their so similar. Their really not just same height same hair colour and always together so people easily mistake them for eachother maybe because P's name isn't so easy to remember? Idk.
Also society is just lazy like that.
Pleas dorn make this into a Weeknd kind of story idk ifykyk the artist? Bro if that Katie matches this stories freak ever im gonna cry. Cause I honestly love his music 😭😭but it's not that kind for story even if there's romance.
I want it to be on a deeper level than just romance like that.
Unless it something new or insane. Something interesting.
I hope it would be a love story like
Hotline - Billie eilish
Yk mystical or even I love you by Billie which is a bit more deep… sad.
Or something likeee…
Chihiro. By Billie Cause honestly spirited away is on that deep shii. And I live for it.
Also you should totally watch spirited away if your into anime idk it's very cute
Honestly though more songs like
BMF, Saturn - by SZA
Can I Call You Tonight? - Dayglow. Very early morning shower vibes and I love ittt. Ahh.
Anyways yeah. Just take a chill pill have fun do fun shii. Her back on track. And if you ever wanna procrastinate do something productive at least like writing a book which seems fun.
Sometimes you need a small distraction even if it's procrastinating. I mean, that's what I think anyway??? Idk that's just how I feel about this stuff.
Anyway you don't suck so much at life :)
Also try making a poem some day or try it as a hobby it looks cool I wanna try it.