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Volume 3: Marriage Arc, Chapter 1 Part 4
"Mm haa darling… I still have a year before I come home hehe… mmhaa I want… I want to get pregnant with Black Daddy's child"
"?!!"
Lin Qingrou's words hit Chen Yi like a brick. For a long time he couldn't process what she'd said, his mind whiting out, vision blurring, her voice mixing seduction and arousal even as his brain lagged behind. After what felt like an eternity, he recovered, looking stricken and disbelieving:
"W-what…?"
He couldn't believe what he'd just heard his beloved, at the far end of the world, openly saying she wanted to get pregnant by another man. While his training as a cuckold meant this wasn't entirely new, the reality of two people apart, her shacking up with a Black man, having sex every day, and now saying this on video, was unimaginably intense.
"I… mmhaa I'm saying… mmyaa I want… I want Black Daddy's baby! Mmhaa To give… to give my most beloved boyfriend the ultimate green hat mmyaa mm huhu I want to get fucked pregnant by Black Daddy mm eeyaa and… I want to have his baby huu!"
"No… don't!"
Chen Yi, hearing Lin Qingrou repeat her lewd intentions, only more explicit, blurted a protest already stricken, scared of being abandoned for good, unable to accept the possibility of ever losing Lin Qingrou altogether. He could take being cuckolded, humiliated, even laughed at; for her, he'd accept anything except truly losing her.
"Mmhaa darling I promise I'll always love you you're my most beloved but… mmuuuh I… I want… I want to get pregnant by Black Daddy, to give him a baby… huhu I will go back and marry you, but… mmhuhu yaaa I want… I want you to wear the most outrageous green hat mmuuh haa"
Chen Yi stared, shaken, listening as she tried to reason with him. His heart was in shreds; he wanted to beg her to come home, but instead an image filled his head Lin Qingrou's belly growing rounder by the day, the once-pure, sweet childhood friend growing more wanton, more stained by other men, her fair body marked by ever more dark tattoos, at last carrying a child that wasn't his… The despair nearly broke him, but perversely, the locked, desperate cock in its cage twitched with a powerful, inexplicable lust.
"Mmhaa darling didn't we agree? Mmya I'm going to cuckold you for life mmhaa though you're my favorite, the one I love most, every one of my firsts wasn't yours my pussy, hand jobs, blow jobs, tit jobs, foot jobs none were yours Even my first anal, my first pregnancy, all taken by other men, you know hehehe… mmhaa and now even my first child won't be yours"
With each filthy word, Lin Qingrou ran back through their whole story, laid bare all he had missed, every boundary pushed, every humiliation and depravity. It stung, and yet, lulled by her sweet declarations of love, Chen Yi found the pain intertwining with a mounting, depraved excitement. His mind was filled now with brighter and clearer images of her belly swelling with another man's child, inflaming him more and more…
"Mmhaa please? I don't want to use protection anymore mmhaa Let me… mmhaa let Black Daddy put a baby in me eeyaa hehe… then… I'll marry you, I'll make you wear green hats forever let other men have my babies before you… hehe isn't that incredibly exciting? Mmhaa"
Having his beloved cheat was already absurd; to find it arousing, even more so. Now, to hear her say openly she wanted to bear another man's child and have it something way past all fantasy or "kink" was unthinkable. But the image in his head made his whole body hot, distracted him from the usual pain, and for all his training, Chen Yi hesitated; he could neither say yes nor refuse. Even moving his mouth, he couldn't get out a sound, couldn't answer, paralyzed as Lin Qingrou begged and cooed at him, sweet and insistent.
Then she said, "Darling mmhaa you can't refuse me anyway hehehe wow so you might as well agree already, right?"
"Ah?"
Her words snapped him out of his daze, and the thought that she was right stirred an involuntary agreement deep inside; beneath all his protest, he realized he might already be on board…
"Darling If I got pregnant by a black man… mmhaaa had a little black baby mmuuh yaaah would you still want me?"
"I'd want you! Of course I'd still want you, no matter what!"
This time, Chen Yi didn't hesitate he blurted out the answer, and only after did he realize what he'd just agreed to…
"Hehe mmhaa then… mmyaa even if I have to give Black Daddy a baby, you can't stop me mmhaa~"
"..."
No matter how much his heart hurt and how much he wished otherwise, he couldn't deny that Lin Qingrou was probably right: if she wanted to, she could go ahead and have another man's baby, and he wouldn't leave her. That it could be a Black man, that it was so outrageous none of that mattered now; he could only remain silent, unable to say yes or make himself refuse…
And Lin Qingrou, who had always seen through him, smiled on the other side of the screen even as she took the harsh pounding, her eyes proud and full of dominance. Her next words again reached him, as the cock in his chastity cage, after a full month of denial, twitched and astonishingly began to ooze without any physical touch at all.
"Since you can't refuse anyway huhaaah I really want… even more more and more to cuckold you mmhaaa I have to get pregnant, I have to… mmhaa have a baby so you might as well just say yes! Don't you agree, my darling little cuck-mutt~?"
Chen Yi felt his heart clench painfully, overcome by dizziness and breathlessness. The memories of his sweet, pure first love, the slow unveiling of her true nature, her gradual tendrils of control until now now, across oceans, she lay on a Black man's bed, saying she wanted to give birth to another man's baby… The contradictory emotions of shock and twisted thrill, plus her vivid goading ("little cuck-mutt"), overwhelmed him; the destroyed cock in the chastity cage couldn't help but start leaking again…
The psychological impact left Chen Yi ever more fragile, and the sensation of warm fluid gathering in the tip of his cock left him with nowhere to turn. Suddenly, he didn't understand how a once-simple, happy romance had come to this: a heartbreaking, confusing, agonizing, and oddly intoxicating mess.
"Mmhaa I'm going to have Black Daddy's baby mmhaa Then marry you you little pervert will end up with a cheating, already-given-birth wife hehehe mmhaa Daddy… so good even my womb is craving Black Daddy's baby… soon… eeyaa Daddy's about to cum… darling, quickly! Eeyaa tell me watching me get pregnant by Black Daddy isn't it wonderful?! Eeyaa!"
"Yes…"
At last, Chen Yi gave in. In utter heartbreak, he'd hidden in a bathroom stall, half-paralyzed by conflict, nerves, and excitement, not realizing that his face was streaked with tears and yet he strained to keep his eyes open, glued to the screen as his beloved climaxed on the Black man's cock, his own caged cock twitching and leaking again, as he waited in emotional torment, desperate for yet more twisted stimulation…
"Mmhaa Daddy cum inside me I want your seed let my beloved boyfriend watch me get bred by Daddy mm! uwuuh Here… here it comes! So hot! Wuuh! Eeeyaaahhhhh~"
The picture shook with the intensity of Lin Qingrou's climax, going black as if in the violence of the moment her phone had fallen onto the bed. For Chen Yi, the realization was clear though he didn't see it, he heard her last wild words and shrieks; her womb, so precious to him, was filled with Black cum, genetic material flooding what should have been his, inseminating her right in front of him, while his own pathetic cock trembled in its cage…
"Whew mmhaa darling you… you little mutt look my pussy… all full… whew… of Black Daddy's cum"
After a long while, the screen lit up again Lin Qingrou had recovered from her orgasm and picked up her phone. She panned the camera downward: her legs were still spread, her pussy gaping and flooding with thick, white semen.
"No condom Off the pill for a while now And it's right in my fertile window so much cum, so thick and hot I'm… hehe… I'm done for this time I'll definitely get pregnant hehe, cuck-turtle your own girlfriend's first baby will be for someone else. Watch well… watch me give you the ultimate green hat mmhaaa"
Chen Yi, exhausted to the core, could only hold his phone with trembling hands, legs limp, leaning against the stall wall so as not to fall over, tears streaming silently. He wasn't even trying to hide the sound on the weekend, these classrooms were empty, and there was no one to interrupt, so he simply sagged in the silent aftermath, not even able to make a sound as pain, chaos, and a strange, overwhelming arousal washed over him...
Thinking back, from their earliest ambiguous meetings, the shared happiness of childhood, the tender warmth of budding love, the romance of their first infatuation, the self-deceiving early denials, obedient submission, growing depravity, and descent into open corruption he never could have imagined it would come to this: his lover, pregnant with another man's baby, had so completely escaped his control, and somewhere at that moment, was still being fucked in another's arms. The thought jolted him awake, and once again, that unprecedented rush overwhelmed him, and he leaked more fluid in his cage.
After that day, every time they spoke, Lin Qingrou would bring up how she cheated on him, how she put him in a green hat, just to stimulate Chen Yi. Ever since that odd episode of "leakage," Chen Yi hadn't understood why, without any direct stimulation, his cock could spurt fluid like that. Ashamed, he didn't tell Lin Qingrou, though he knew his function had probably been ruined by her training. The idea that he could be so aroused just from watching her cheat, never having imagined such a thing before, shocked him. He figured she'd realize the truth sooner or later, maybe she'd already guessed it, even from afar…
Alone, Chen Yi sometimes brooded his love, lying in another man's arms, their bodies entwined, and all he could do was watch, sometimes not even that. Ordinarily, a man presented with such a fate would be filled with rage, heartbreak, and misery. So why did it excite him?
Tracing all the way from their meeting, falling in love, getting to know each other, Lin Qingrou's gradual probing and training, and his own hidden proclivities, Chen Yi knew there was no way out. Unable to break up, unable to leave, what could he do but accept reality maybe even feeling a sliver of satisfaction deep inside?
This bizarre, thrilling couple's life continued, Lin Qingrou's provocations always bringing Chen Yi to ever-new sexual frustration. Even after that mysterious "leak," as there was no intense physical stimulation, the hunger only accumulated. Not once since then, no matter how much she taunted or shamed him, did Chen Yi have a second accidental spurt eventually, he even came to crave her deeper humiliations…
Thankfully, Chen Yi was nearing graduation; soon he would need to start an internship. Busier days, at least, brought him distractions, giving his long-tormented body some relief…
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