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Chapter 198 - 198: A Dangerous Question

In the third week at the Mirror Academy, Li Yuan was leading a small discussion on deep listening techniques when he noticed Master Wei Ling sitting in the corner of the room, not as a participant, but as a deeply focused observer. The middle-aged woman had been present for a few recent sessions, and Li Yuan was starting to feel that her presence was more than just professional courtesy.

There was an intensity in the way Master Wei Ling watched—not just listening to the words Li Yuan spoke, but analyzing every gesture, every pause, every response to a question. She was like someone trying to solve a complex puzzle.

And more concerning, Li Yuan realized as he felt the subtle resonance of his Wrapping Understanding begin to vibrate with a warning, was the way she was looking at my face. Not the usual gaze for someone evaluating teaching ability, but a look that…recognized something.

The discussion session ended smoothly, and the students began to leave the room with enthusiastic conversations about the practical applications of the techniques they had learned. Li Yuan was tidying up his notes when Master Wei Ling approached with a calm yet determined stride.

"Mister Li," she said in a friendly voice that carried an undercurrent of something more serious, "would you be willing to join me for afternoon tea? There are a few things I'd like to discuss privately."

Li Yuan felt a gentle alarm bell in his consciousness but nodded with a serene smile. "Of course, Master Wei Ling. I'd be delighted."

Master Wei Ling's private tearoom was a simple yet elegant space, with a large window overlooking a tranquil garden. The fragrant scent of jasmine tea filled the room, creating an atmosphere that should have been calming, but Li Yuan felt a subtle tension in the air.

Master Wei Ling poured the tea with practiced, graceful movements, but Li Yuan could feel that a part of her attention was focused on carefully observing his reactions and body language.

"Mister Li," Master Wei Ling began after they had sipped their tea in brief silence, "for the past three weeks, I've observed your teaching methods with great interest. And I must say, there are some... striking similarities to our foundational philosophy."

Here we go. Li Yuan felt the need to be very careful with every word he was about to speak.

"I am honored that my approach resonates with the tradition that has flourished so beautifully here," Li Yuan replied with genuine humility.

"More than just resonant," Master Wei Ling continued, her sharp eyes never leaving Li Yuan's face. "There are moments where the way you explain certain concepts is almost... identical to the language Master Shui used in his private notes."

A clear warning. Li Yuan felt the need to use his Wrapping Understanding to help deflect this dangerous line of inquiry without seeming evasive.

"Perhaps," Li Yuan said, allowing a slight resonance from his Wrapping Understanding to flow to make his response sound more natural and less defensive, "it's because when someone truly understands the fundamental principles, the expression that emerges tends to have certain similarities, regardless of its source."

Master Wei Ling nodded, but her expression showed she wasn't completely satisfied with the answer.

"That's a plausible explanation," she said, "but there are more specific details. For instance, yesterday when you spoke about 'writing in the heart' as an alternative to writing on paper. That is a very specific phrase that Master Shui used to describe one of his fellow students from his childhood."

Damn it. Li Yuan realized he had unconsciously used the exact phrasing that was once associated with young Shui. Muscle memory from centuries-old conversations that accidentally slipped out.

"And today," Master Wei Ling continued in a tone that was becoming more probing, "when you demonstrated the technique for 'listening beyond words,' there was a quality in your presence that..."

She stopped, studying Li Yuan's face with increasing intensity.

"Master Wei Ling," Li Yuan said with carefully maintained calmness, "I sense that there is something specific you want to ask. Perhaps it would be more direct if you expressed it?"

The woman set down her teacup and leaned back, her keen grey eyes never leaving Li Yuan's own.

"Alright," she said in a tone that shifted to more formal and investigative. "I would like to ask about your educational background. Where, specifically, did you learn principles and techniques that are so closely aligned with the teachings that founded our tradition?"

A direct and potentially devastating question.

Li Yuan took a slow, deliberate sip of his tea, using the moment to carefully consider his response while letting his Wrapping Understanding work to make his next words sound authentic and deflective at the same time.

"That's an interesting question," Li Yuan replied with genuine thoughtfulness, "and the honest answer is that I'm not sure the right question is 'where I learned,' but rather 'where that wisdom resides' so that it can be learned."

Master Wei Ling's eyebrows rose slightly. "Could you elaborate?"

"What I mean," Li Yuan said, carefully feeling his way through an explanation that needed to be both truthful and misleading, "is that certain insights about human nature, about how to serve others with compassion, about how to be present with authentic attention—these are not proprietary to any particular tradition or teacher."

Li Yuan let his Wrapping Understanding flow more strongly, making his words carry a weight and authority that would encourage acceptance rather than further questioning.

"They exist," he continued, "in the very fabric of reality itself. In the way that rivers flow, in the way that trees grow, in the way that communities naturally organize themselves for mutual support when not distorted by fear or greed."

"So you are suggesting," Master Wei Ling said in a tone that was still skeptical, "that you developed this understanding through... direct observation of natural processes?"

"Partially, yes. But more accurately, I would say that I developed this understanding through necessity—through being placed in situations where I had to find ways to help people, to build trust, to create cooperation, without having any other resources besides careful attention and a willingness to experiment with different approaches."

A partial truth, but a truth nonetheless.

Master Wei Ling leaned forward, clearly not satisfied with the level of vagueness in the answers.

"Mister Li," she said in a voice that carried a subtle edge of authority, "I have spent my entire adult life studying and preserving the tradition founded by Master Shui. I am familiar with the nuances of his thinking, with the specific language he used, with the particular insights he developed."

She was bending toward confrontation.

"And in the past three weeks," Master Wei Ling continued, "I have observed not just similarities in general philosophy, but exact matches in specific concepts, precise parallels in methods, and—most remarkably—physical characteristics that..."

She stopped abruptly, studying Li Yuan's face with a sharp intensity.

Physical characteristics. Jet-black hair, grey eyes.

Li Yuan felt a moment of real danger. Master Wei Ling was clearly connecting dots that could lead to accurate and problematic conclusions.

"Physical characteristics?" Li Yuan asked in a carefully neutral tone.

"Master Shui described his childhood teacher as having lustrous black hair and grey eyes that could 'see into souls.' And while he never provided a detailed description of the face, there were certain... qualities that he associated with the presence of that teacher."

Master Wei Ling stood and walked to the window, gazing out at the garden while clearly organizing her thoughts.

"Qualities like the ability to create a sense of profound calm just by being present. The ability to help others feel completely seen and valued without saying anything specific. And most remarkably, the capacity to inspire insights in others that feel like remembering something they've always known, rather than learning something new."

Accurate descriptions of the effects of Understanding of Presence and Stillness.

Li Yuan realized he had reached a critical decision point. He could continue in deflection mode, which might work but could also escalate suspicion. Or he could shift strategy toward a different type of truth-telling that might satisfy her curiosity without revealing dangerous specifics.

"Master Wei Ling," Li Yuan said in a voice that carried both humility and quiet authority, "may I ask you something in return?"

She turned from the window with an expression that was surprised by the redirect.

"Of course."

"Why is it important for you to know the exact source of the wisdom that I share? What would be changed in the value or applicability of those insights if you knew their precise historical lineage?"

A question designed to shift the focus from identification toward an evaluation of priorities.

Master Wei Ling returned to her chair, clearly considering the question with thoughtful seriousness.

"Because," she answered after a long pause, "if you are somehow connected to the original source of our tradition, it would have profound implications for our understanding of how wisdom is transmitted across time, for the authentication of certain disputed teachings, and for..."

She stopped, a realization dawning in her eyes.

"And for my own personal curiosity about the mysteries that have intrigued me throughout my career in preserving this tradition."

"Ah," Li Yuan said with a gentle smile. "So the real question isn't about the practical value of what's being shared, but about satisfying an intellectual curiosity regarding historical connections."

Master Wei Ling looked slightly abashed. "When you put it like that..."

"I don't criticize curiosity," Li Yuan reassured her. "Curiosity is a wonderful quality, and your dedication to preserving and understanding this tradition is clearly admirable. But I would like to suggest that perhaps the most valuable approach is to evaluate wisdom based on its fruits, not on its roots."

Allowing his Wrapping Understanding to work to make these words sound particularly wise and settling.

"If the methods I share help students become more effective in serving others, more skillful in building healthy communities, more capable of responding to crises with compassion and clarity, then the value of those methods stands independent of questions about their historical origins."

Master Wei Ling nodded slowly, her expression shifting from suspicion toward thoughtful consideration.

"You are right, of course. And perhaps..." she paused, looking slightly embarrassed, "perhaps my focus on identifying connections has distracted me from the more important question of how to best utilize the insights you've been generous enough to share with us."

"Exactly," Li Yuan said with a warmth that encouraged further movement in this direction. "And I believe that Master Shui himself would approve of that approach, based on what I have read about his priorities and values."

A subtle reference that reinforced the deflection while honoring Shui's memory.

An hour later, after a conversation that had successfully redirected from dangerous territory to a productive discussion about curriculum development and methods for better integrating practical wisdom into an academic setting, Li Yuan walked back to his guest quarters with a mixture of relief and concern.

Close call, he reflected. Master Wei Ling is clearly intelligent and observant, and she definitely noticed similarities that could lead to accurate conclusions about my connection to the historical foundations of this tradition.

But the redirect seems to have been successful, at least for now. She seemed satisfied with the reframing of priorities, and the conversation ended on a constructive and collaborative note.

However, Li Yuan realized, feeling the subtle tension that still lingered from the encounter, this probably won't be the end of the scrutiny. Master Wei Ling is a dedicated scholar, and dedicated scholars rarely abandon interesting puzzles completely.

The rest of my time at this academy will require even greater care in maintaining the balance between sharing meaningful wisdom and avoiding revelations that could compromise a carefully maintained identity.

As Li Yuan reached his room and sat in the familiar wooden chair, looking out at the moonlit garden, he felt a profound appreciation for the complexity of the situation he was navigating.

Ironic, he thought with a mixture of amusement and melancholy, that the greatest challenge in returning to contribute to a tradition founded by a beloved student is avoiding being recognized as the source of that tradition's original inspiration.

But perhaps, he added with a thought that carried both wisdom and acceptance, that is exactly the kind of challenge appropriate for someone who has spent centuries learning about humble service and invisible leadership.

The ultimate test of whether I have truly learned the lessons I once tried to teach others about the importance of contributing without seeking recognition, of helping others grow without creating dependency, of being present for service without needing to be known or understood.

And with a renewed resolution to approach the remaining weeks with even greater skill in diplomacy and spiritual discernment, Li Yuan prepared for whatever further challenges and opportunities the future would bring in this extraordinary experiment in anonymous mentorship.

But as he lay down to sleep, one unsettling question continued to haunt him: If Master Wei Ling had already begun to connect the dots, how much longer would it be before someone else—perhaps the perceptive Wei Chen, or another scholar trained in historical analysis—started asking questions even more difficult to answer without revealing the truth that must remain hidden?

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