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Chapter 3 - Pressure Without Permission

The final week before election day wrapped itself around Obinna like a noose. From the outside, it seemed like everything was moving smoothly. His posters lined the major roads across Owerri, smiling faces wore his branded shirts, town hall meetings were packed, and the air carried chants of his name like echoes that refused to die. Yet deep within, he felt none of the triumph that others seemed to see. He moved through each hour with the weight of invisible pressure, a constant reminder that public applause was no guarantee of personal peace.

The days were marked by noise. Horns blared outside the campaign headquarters. Phones rang endlessly. Volunteers poured in and out with updates about polling units and ward coordinators. Local journalists requested exclusive interviews. Influencers tagged his name in every political conversation online. Everyone wanted something from him, something specific and urgent. Yet what he wanted remained simple and painfully out of reach. He wanted silence. He wanted clarity. He wanted to know that his connection with Nneka would not become another casualty of ambition.

Nneka had returned to her routines with a quiet stiffness. Though she had allowed him back into her space, something had shifted. Her eyes carried a caution that had not been there before. Her voice was softer but guarded, like someone speaking behind an invisible wall. She never brought up the blog post. She never asked about the reactions or the false stories swirling around her name. But the silence between them had changed. It was no longer peaceful. It was necessary.

Obinna noticed. He noticed the way her laughter, once light and spontaneous, now arrived late and left quickly. He noticed the careful way she folded her scarf and the way she looked over her shoulder when they walked together. The world had touched her in a way that could not be reversed, and he carried the guilt of having introduced that exposure into her life. He wished he could take it back, protect her from all of it. But wishes meant nothing in politics.

One morning, he stood before a crowd of business owners in Nkwo Orji. The market square had been cleared for the occasion. Canopies stood in neat rows, and a sea of chairs stretched out beneath the rising sun. Obinna wore his usual white shirt, freshly ironed, and a calm expression that had taken years to master. He spoke about trade policies and youth investment funds, promising to fight for market women and make fair pricing a reality. The applause came on cue. The praises followed. Yet the whole time, he felt detached from his own voice.

After the event, he sat in the backseat of his car, windows half-tinted, his hands resting on his knees. The campaign coordinator listed off the next engagement, but Obinna barely heard him. His mind returned to the art studio. To a quiet girl who had never asked to be the center of attention and yet now lived under its weight. Every part of his journey had been public. But she had only wanted to live her truth, not become a symbol or a distraction.

By afternoon, he found himself outside her department building again. He did not plan it. His legs simply took him there. She was seated on the steps, sketchbook on her lap, her eyes lowered in concentration. Obinna stayed a few feet away, unsure if he should speak or remain still. Eventually, she looked up and met his gaze. There was no smile, but she did not look away.

He sat beside her quietly.

They remained there for almost an hour without saying a word.

Later that evening, back at the campaign office, a storm of urgency greeted him. A prominent traditional ruler had posted an endorsement of Obinna's opponent. Social media was on fire. Volunteers were arguing over strategy. Tunde was on the phone shouting about losing ground in three rural wards. The room smelled of nervous sweat and cheap air freshener. Everyone was moving. Everyone wanted answers.

Obinna stood in the center, still.

When they finally asked for his response, he spoke calmly.

"We do not insult elders. We double our efforts."

The team nodded, some reluctantly, and dispersed to resume their chaotic duties.

That night, Obinna walked alone through the quiet backstreets of Ikenegbu. The night was warm, the air filled with the scent of fried plantain and burning charcoal. He passed by a small church where a group of women prayed over a pile of folded campaign flyers. He nodded politely and kept walking. The city, even in its calmest corners, had become a constant reminder of how much he stood to lose.

He returned to his small apartment near the old cathedral and sat in the darkness. The walls carried no decoration. A single mattress lay in the corner. He had refused to upgrade his living space even as the campaign grew. He wanted to remain grounded. He wanted to remember where he came from. But tonight, it all felt hollow. His thoughts returned to Nneka and the way she used to look at him before the noise crept in. He wanted that look again. He wanted that part of her that believed, even if she never admitted it.

The following day brought a surprise visit from an influential party figure from Abuja. The man arrived unannounced with a small entourage and a plastic smile. He praised Obinna's campaign but suggested a few subtle changes. More visible religious alignment. A stronger ethnic emphasis in his speeches. An alliance with a certain contractor who held sway in key polling units. Obinna listened without nodding. When the man finished, Obinna simply said thank you and walked him to the door.

The moment the visitors left, Tunde exploded.

"Do you know who that man is? Do you know what kind of power he holds? This is not the time for pride. You are too honest for your own good."

Obinna remained quiet.

"You think votes are won by clean speeches and thoughtful plans? They are not. They are won in the mud. In the deals. In the corners where light does not reach."

Obinna picked up a folder from the table and flipped through it.

"I am not afraid to lose," he said.

Tunde looked at him, defeated.

"Then you will."

Obinna nodded. "If I do, I will lose as myself."

That evening, he returned to the university. He found Nneka alone in her studio, sorting through pieces of old charcoal. Her scarf was loose around her shoulders, and her face looked tired. He stood in the doorway and waited. She did not tell him to leave.

He entered and sat on the stool beside her desk. She continued working, her fingers smudged with black dust. After a long silence, she spoke.

"You cannot control what people say about me."

"I know."

"You cannot protect me from all of it."

"I know."

"And I do not want to be hidden either."

That made him look up.

"I never wanted to become a symbol," she said, "but I also do not want to disappear."

He understood what she meant. She was not asking for secrecy. She was asking for honesty. Not just in the quiet moments but in all of them. The kind of honesty that says I see you even when the world is watching. That kind of truth had weight. That kind of truth demanded more than affection. It demanded courage.

That night, Obinna posted a photo.

It was not staged. It was not edited.

It was a photo someone had taken weeks ago of him and Nneka sitting beside the mango tree. They were not holding hands. They were not smiling. They were simply present. Together.

He added a caption with no names and no explanation.

Sometimes, peace is found in quiet places.

Within minutes, the internet reacted.

Some praised him for openness. Others mocked his distraction. Some warned he would lose support. But Obinna did not respond. He turned off his phone and sat alone, watching the city lights flicker beyond the windows.

In the heart of that chaos, Nneka smiled.

It was small. But it was real.

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