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Chapter 65 - Chapter 65 I Won't Strangle You, I'll Kiss You to Death

A dark seed, once planted in the deepest crevices of Julian's soul, had

now sprouted into a full-grown monster. It coiled around his heart, whispering

poisonous thoughts he could no longer ignore.

 

His eyes, fixed on some unseen point, glittered with a frenzied,

unhinged light.

 

What a pathetic fool he had been. All those times she was within his

reach, and he had done nothing. He'd been so patient, so restrained, believing

he could win her with some twisted sense of honour. He'd kept his hands to

himself when every instinct had screamed to take her, to claim her, to make her

his in the most primal way possible.

 

He should have touched her. He should have seized her the moment he had

the chance. He should have felt her skin under his fingers and learned the

sound of her breath catching in fear… or in pleasure. It didn't matter which.

He regretted it all.

 

But no more.

 

When the day finally came—and it would come—he wouldn't hesitate. He

would savour every last second. The taste of victory, and of her, would be

exquisitely sweet.

 

 

The Winslow mansion was silent, bathed in the deep indigo of a late

night well past ten. Silas, leaning slightly on Ben, carried the faint, warm

scent of expensive whiskey. Elara hovered close, her brow furrowed with concern

as they guided him inside.

 

From the doorway, Julian watched her attentive hands, her worried gaze

fixed on his father. A cold sneer twisted his lips. Without a word, he turned

on his heel and stalked off into the shadows, heading toward the guest villa.

 

Inside the master suite, Ben helped Silas to the edge of the bed. With a

barely perceptible wave from his boss, Ben took the hint.

 

"Mrs. Thorne, if you require any assistance, the butler is just a

call away," he said, offering a respectful nod before making a swift and

tactful exit.

 

Elara murmured her thanks and closed the door, turning just in time to

see Silas rise. With one fluid, powerful motion, he grabbed the hem of his

shirt and pulled it over his head, revealing the sculpted, sun-kissed muscles

of his torso and back. The air in the room suddenly felt thick, charged with an

overwhelming, primal heat.

 

Elara blinked, her breath catching. He didn't stop there, his fingers

moving to the buckle of his belt, clearly intent on shedding every last stitch

before a shower.

 

"Wait!" she cried, darting forward to place a cool hand on his

warm arm. "You can't shower right after drinking. It's not good for

you."

 

"Hmm?" The touch seemed to soothe him. A low, appreciative

sound rumbled in his chest. His dark, intoxicated eyes found hers, a wicked

smirk playing on his lips. "If I don't shower, will you even let me in

this bed? Won't you find me… repulsive?"

 

His voice was a husky, suggestive drawl that made her toes curl.

 

Elara faltered, her dilemma clear on her expressive face. The idea of

him not bathing was unthinkable, but the risk of him passing out in a steamy

shower was worse.

 

Her gaze flickered to the large, plush sofa in the corner, then back to

him, her almond eyes wide with a silent question.

 

Silas actually laughed, a rich, deep sound. "You'd really make your

husband sleep on the couch? So cruel."

 

"Well, if I let you in and my morning sickness makes me vomit all

over you at 3 a.m., would you want to strangle me?" she retorted, tilting

her head and fluttering her lashes with faux innocence.

 

Silas was stunned for a second before a broader grin spread across his

face. In a flash, he closed the distance between them. One hand cradled the

back of her head, and he captured her lips in a deep, claiming kiss that tasted

of whiskey and pure want.

 

When he finally pulled back, they were both breathless.

"Strangulation is the last thing on my mind, my love," he murmured,

his voice a rough caress against her mouth. "I'd kiss you to death

first."

 

A furious blush heated Elara's cheeks. Where was the stern,

unapproachable man I married? He'd been completely replaced by this… this

seductive devil!

 

The look in her eyes—a mix of admonishment and unconscious allure—was

the final spark to the tinderbox of his restraint. The desire he'd been so

carefully banked for weeks roared to life.

 

"You… you go sit down. I'll take a shower first," she

stammered, grabbing her nightgown and all but fleeing into the bathroom.

 

Silas watched her go, the gentle sway of her hips etching itself into

his mind. His Adam's apple bobbed. The alcohol in his system was nothing

compared to the fire she'd just ignited.

 

Under the spray of the shower, warm water cascaded over Elara's skin.

She was lost in thought, replaying the evening's events—the four powerful

Capos, the undeniable aura of danger and respect that surrounded Silas. For the

first time, she felt a burning curiosity about the hidden world he commanded.

 

So lost was she, that she didn't hear the bathroom door open. Didn't

register the presence behind her until a solid, warm, and very naked chest

pressed against her back.

 

A scream caught in her throat, stifled by a large, familiar hand.

 

"Shhh, it's just me," Silas's voice was a low, intoxicating

whisper against her ear, sending shivers that vibrated down to her very core.

"Help me wash."

 

"No! Get out! Right now!" she protested, her face flaming. She

tried to turn and push against his immovable chest, but he easily caught her

wrists.

 

"Don't be afraid," he coaxed, his voice a seductive melody.

"We're a couple. This is normal. This is good."

 

"I've been drinking," he continued, his lips brushing her

earlobe. "Aren't you worried I'll slip and fall if I'm in here alone?

Watch over me. Help me. It'll put your mind at ease, won't it?"

 

His reasoning was utterly absurd and completely irresistible. Her

willpower was melting under the steam and his touch.

 

He saw her resistance crumbling, saw the shy flush on her cheeks. The

darkness in his eyes deepened into something predatory. He turned her in his

arms and captured her lips again, kissing her with a raw, unrestrained passion

that left her dizzy and clinging to him for support.

 

Soon, her trembling, mortified whisper echoed off the tiled walls.

"No... I can't... I won't..."

 

Having restrained himself for so long, Silas was not to be denied. His

voice grew husky with need and patience. "It's easy, baby. Let me teach

you. Don't be afraid. It'll be over soon…"

 

Later, tucked dry and warm into the centre of their large bed, Elara

kept her eyes tightly shut. Her hands felt like they were on fire. Never again,

she vowed silently. I am an idiot to trust that man.

 

Silas, his hair still damp, looked down at her with a gaze of satiated

tenderness. He leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead.

 

"I'm sorry I put you through that, my darling," he murmured,

genuine contrition in his voice. "Next time, I'll do it myself."

 

Elara pressed her lips together, refusing to acknowledge him.

 

"Forgive me," he whispered, tracing a finger down her cheek.

"I'd been holding back for so long. A man has needs, and with the baby…

this was the only way."

 

As his words grew bolder, Elara rolled over and yanked the duvet over

her head. "I warn you," her muffled voice came from beneath the

covers, "there absolutely will not be a next time."

 

A slow, victorious smile spread across Silas's face. "Very

well," he agreed easily.

 

That night, the man who had finally found a measure of release slept

more soundly than he had in weeks, pulling his wife close and holding her tight

against his heart.

 

 

The next morning, the family gathered for breakfast at Ingrid and

Arthur's villa. The atmosphere was warm, filled with the clinking of cutlery

and soft chatter.

 

Midway through the meal, Silas's phone buzzed insistently. He glanced at

the screen, and his easy expression hardened. Answering, he listened as Ethan's

grave voice delivered the news.

 

"Boss, it's Dr. Samir. He's dead. Took his own life."

 

Silas's hand stilled around his coffee cup. "When?" he asked,

his voice dangerously low.

 

"About two hours ago," Ethan replied, his tone heavy. "He

retired and relocated a year ago; it took time to find him. I spoke with him

just yesterday. When I went back this morning for follow-up questions… this is

what I found."

 

"Keep the scene contained. Monitor everything," Silas ordered,

his mind already racing. "Send me your coordinates. I'll be there

soon."

 

"Understood, Boss."

 

He ended the call and looked up to find Ingrid's sharp eyes on him from

across the table. "Trouble?" she asked, instantly reading the tension

in his posture.

 

"Something that needs my personal attention," he replied, his

tone leaving no room for inquiry.

 

Seeing his resolve, Ingrid simply frowned and nodded, returning to her

food.

 

Hearing he was leaving, Elara paused, a piece of fruit halfway to her

lips.

 

Silas reached over and placed a slice of golden French toast on her

plate. "I'll explain everything after breakfast," he said softly, his

tone for her entirely different from the one he'd used with his aunt.

 

After the meal, while arranging for his private jet, Silas guided Elara

back to their villa. In the quiet of their bedroom, he sat her down on the sofa

and pulled out his wallet.

 

He placed two cards in her palm—one sleek black, the other shimmering

platinum. "A debit card and a credit card. Unlimited funds. The PINs are

your birthdays," he said, his voice gentle but firm. "While I'm gone,

take Aunt Ingrid and Annabelle shopping. Buy anything you want. Anything at

all."

 

"If you need anything, anything at all, go to them. Or have

Annabelle stay with you at night. I'll call you every day…"

 

Elara looked down at the powerful pieces of plastic, then back up at

him, her eyes searching his. "Is this… about Italy? Is it business?"

 

"No," he said, holding her gaze. The walls he kept so high for

everyone else were down for her. "The lead Ethan was following… it's gone

cold in the worst way. This is about the… the fertility rumour. I have to go. I

need to end this, for us, once and for all."

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