I looked blankly at the wall thinking about 'should I drink this poisoned juice i have made for myself or should I re think my life choices '
I gulped and looked down on the cup .
'Jaan?' My auntie soft voice snapped me out of my thoughts.
'Yes , ma ' I replied fearing what next she is gonna say .
'All are waiting for you downstairs get ready ' she gave me a look of worried while stroking my head gently.
I nodded and get up from my seat .
As she left the room I quietly drain the poisoned juice in the bathroom basin while cleaning up my mess .
'I am not even brave enough to take my own life so how can I take decisions of my own life?'
I signed while sniffing up a cry .
I looked at the baskets which is decorated with flowers , dress ,sandals, chocolate, dry fruits and what not .
I took the dress and started to get ready.
I stroked the hem of the dress while looking at myself in the mirror.
'It's suit me well atleast '
Everything was beautiful except this situation and me .
Everything they gave screams richness and beauty .
Even this dress probably the most expensive I have ever worn in my life .
But am I happy with it ? No
I didn't want my life to end up in this way .
'Magnificent, even they show up here while showering gold but they don't know we are giving them a diamond ' My stepmother came towards me while giving me a side hug .
Every women in my family showed up in the room 'she is our daughter indeed she's nothing more less than a kohinoor' My auntie gently took me with her .
While stepping down the stairs I had so many thoughts to shout and stop this but I didn't had the guts I guess.
They sat me with my grandma. She looked at me with a smile .
'Oh my beautiful baby i new you will look beautiful as a bride ' she kisses my cheeks while gently stroking my head .
'Mom it's not like it's her wedding day, don't scare her' My dad said while laughing with other .
Everyone in this room are happy I guess except me .
I wish mom was here so she could at least stop it.
'Here let me ' a man kneeled down one his foot while placing my right feet on his tighs .
He gently put a gold anklet on my both feet's one by one .
Everyone in this room was surprised by his act even me .
' it was bold enough of you to do this ' My father said to him with a stern look .
'Well she's going to be my wife soon so I should respect her ' he replied while looking at me with a soft smile .
I looked down i don't know why my cheeks are burning up .
'Please ' he move towards his family while pointing at me with his hands .
Six ladies came to me while decorating me with every gold ornaments that was presented in the table a while ago.
'My choices is best for my little lamb' My grandma was grinning ear to ear .
All I feel like a lamb for a sacrifice. I am not living in the moment. I was again snapped by everyone clapping in the room . As he slipped a ring on my fourth finger .
'Look even the ring fit right to her everything looks right on her ' a loud women voice echos through clapping.
I looked at her while suddenly someone grabs my arm while kissing my forehead. I froze , a cold and warm feeling rushed down my back . Some gasp and some laughs with this act . I was baffled for sure at this moment. I looked at him with a shock all I was getting back a pairs of eyes filled with love and a warm smile looking back at me .
He came closer to me 'you look more Magnificent in person my bride ' his whisper was ticklish to my ear .
I was again feeling the burn sensation on my cheeks .
Everything was in rush I wasn't keep up in the moment .
It was a feast for everyone. Until I heard his deep warm tone again 'I will miss you till next time we meet my bride ' he said while smiling looking straight into my eyes .
And that's how my day ends,
The day I thought to end my life.
The day I was scared to face .
Who knows this might be the start of scary life or not ...