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Chapter 1 - Day 1:Teacher

As always the school building was still dark when she arrived.

It was around 6:50 a.m., and her keys jingled as she unlocked her classroom door. She switched on the Fluorescent lights, they flickered to life.

She walked past the rows of desks, each one with a name tag, some are nearly placed, others peeling at the edges.

In the corner of the class, there was a poster which read: "In this room, we grow together."

She didn't sit down right away. Instead she went to the board and wrote the days agenda:

Reading Circles: Chapters 7–9

Group Discussion

Homework Check

Then as always, below that she wrote a question:

"What does courage look like when no one is watching?"

This was a small habit she picked up last year. Some kids answered, some ignored it. But she kept writing it, every day. Hoping some day these questions will let them think or motivate them.

She took a sip of lukewarm coffee from her thermos, the same one she had forgotten to wash the night before. She opened her planner which was full of things she should do.

Lesson plans, feedback notes, a reminder to call Olivia's mom about missed assignments. And a sticky note from yesterday:

'Print seating chart for new student, Aaron.'

Her hands moved fast, printing, organizing, replying to a parent email about a quiz that wasn't graded (it was, but the system glitched).

After all this time it's still only 7:18.

Outside, the hallways were beginning to look lively with people coming. A janitor passed by giving her the printout, and nodded. She thanked him.

In the teacher's lounge earlier that week, someone said, half jokingly, "we should be paid by the hour, if they did we would have been millionaires by now."

She also laughed at it, but only briefly. She looked at the clock. It was 7:30.

There were still fifteen minutes before the first period started. She exhaled, rolled her shoulders back, and opened the classroom door.

Soon, students began to trickle in, some tired, some distracted, some cheerful, some silent.

One tossed a bag down and muttered, "Forgot my book." Another asked, "Teacher. Can I eat breakfast here? I missed the bus."

She nodded. "Of course."

The classroom began to buzz. And just like that, the day has begun, like it always did.

She moved through those rows like she was walking through currents, never still, never too fast.

Her eyes scanned not just the open textbooks but the small stories written in faces.

Like Noah, second row, had his head down again. Not sleeping, just hiding

Emma, in the front, pretending to write but kept glancing at the clock every few seconds. Anxious about something, maybe a test in the next class, or something else.

Across the room, Jordan stared out the window. He hadn't spoken in class all week.

She tries to make a mental note of how each student is behaving in the class. So, she could understand them more, and help them grow.

"Alright," she said, gently tapping the desk beside her, "let's talk about today's chapter. What does the main character fear the most?"

A few hands went up. Some stared blankly, some putting their head down, some avoiding her gaze, fearing she would call them.

"Remember," she added, "there is no wrong answer when you are being honest. The most important thing is speaking up."

That opened a few more hands.

Liam said. "She is scared of being left out."

"Yer," she nodded. "And what does that remind us of?"

From the back: "like when people don't see you. Even if you are right there."

She smiled softly. "Exactly."

She guided the discussion carefully, ensuring everyone at least talked a little. In the middle she is always watching, always listening. Half the job was reading between the lines.

The unfinished homework from a student who always finishes, the sudden quiet from the one who is usually loud, the forced smiles, the blank stares.

When the class ended, a girl lingered by the door.

"Ms. Heart?" She asked.

"Yes?"

She hesitated. "Um…it's just, I am having trouble focusing lately. At home, it's kind of…hard. Can I…is there a way I can catch up after school?"

Ms. Heart crouched a little to meet her eyes.

"Thank you for telling me," she said. "We will figure it out. You are not behind. You are just on your own path."

The girl nodded. A little relieved.

Back at her desk, she started writing about students. This is the report she needs to write about the kids in the class, for evaluating them.

Jordan, check in privately. Emma, maybe talk to the counselor?

New seating chart: leave space near the window for quiet kids.

Call from a parent, still pending.

This part of teaching—the part that wasn't in the curriculum—often mattered the most.

The bell had rung. The students were gone, but she wasn't.

Her desk was a quiet storm: stacks of ungraded assignments, parent's emails flagged in red, a behavior report half-written, and a class newsletter draft she hadn't touched in three days.

She took a breath, then opened her laptop. And checked the emails.

First email: "why did my daughter get a C on the essay? She worked really hard on it."

She opened the gradebook. Reviewed the rubric. The writing was very thoughtless, but the structure was unclear, and the key points were missing. These two points are a must in the essay.

She replied, carefully: "Hi Ms. Reynolds, thank you for reaching out. Your daughter's ideas were strong. I mentioned that in the comments. I'll give her the chance to revise, and I'll walk her through what to improve. Happy to discuss further if needed."

After being satisfied by the reply, she checked the other email.

"My son said you ignored him when he asked for help."

She clearly remembers. That morning, she had helped him twice—once during reading, once during discussion.

She didn't argue. She replied.

"Thanks for your message. I'll make sure to check in more often during class and clarify instructions so nothing is missed. Please let him know he can always ask again—I'm here to support him."

She stared at the screen for a moment. She was tired doing this all day. But she has to, because this was the other job she had to do. The invisible one.

Later that afternoon, she called a parent.

"Hi, this is Ms. Heart from Maplebridge. I just wanted to check in about Olivia. She's missed a few assignments, and I was wondering if everything's okay at home."

There was no response from the other end for a few moments. When she was about to hang up. A voice came from the other end.

"Oh…I'm sorry. I didn't realize. Her dad lost his job, and…things have been rough."

She listened and made some space and adjusted deadlines for Olivia. And said some polite words before hanging up.

Outside, the sun had started to set. The halls were empty. A few teachers passed her room, waved. She waved back.

Her planner still had unchecked boxes. Her bag still had ungraded essays. But she closed the laptop and sat for a second to relax.

Because tomorrow, it will start all over again. And she would show up, again.

By the time she left the school building, the parking lot was almost empty.

She tossed her bag in the passenger seat. It thudded—heavier than it looked. Inside were the same ungraded papers, students notes, lesson printouts, and a folder labeled "Maybe Next Week."

The drive home was quiet. A podcast played—something about boundaries and burnout. She turned it off halfway through. And played some music.

At home, she dropped her keys in the same dish, and reheated the leftover pasta from morning, and sat at the small kitchen table. Bills sat unopened in a corner. So did a thank-you card from a student that she kept meaning to frame.

She opened her laptop again—out of habit—and pulled up the seating chart and reorganized it. Moved one student closer to the front, another near the windows. Thought about who worked well together. Who needed space. Who needed watching.

By the time she finished everything it was 8:42 p.m.

Then her phone buzzed. A text from another teacher.

"Did you hear what happened in the 7th period? Jake broke down. Ms. R handled it well."

"Poor kid," she replied. "He jokes a lot. No one knew what he was carrying."

Another message followed. "are You doing okay?"

"Tired. But okay. You?"

"Same."

There was comfort in talking to someone about what happened that day.

At 9:27, she stood over her bed folding next week's handouts. Pages about poetry, symbolism, and persuasive writing. Lessons she hoped would do more than just "teach." She wanted them to reach.

Outside her window, the town had settled. Inside, her mind hadn't. Because even now, even this late, she was still thinking.

Did I handle today well?

Did I miss something in Mia's eyes?

Did I say the right thing when I told Chris he could do better?

Did I give enough?

It was always that single question: Did I give enough?

And the truth is she always gave more than she had.

It was a Thursday morning. Nothing special on the calendar.

Outside, gray skies promised rain. Inside, she moved through the class as usual—reminding, guiding, redirecting, encouraging.

"Turn to page 112," she said. "And remember, don't just underline. Think and understand.

A few students groaned. A few got to work. One asked if he could use the restroom—and didn't come back for ten minutes.

The time slowly passed, and the bell rang. Students left for lunch. As if escaping from a demon.

At lunch, she finally sat down. Opened her Tupperware. Cold rice and vegetables. She didn't mind it, she ate her lunch fast and walked towards her class.

Then she saw it. A folded note slid under her classroom door. She picked it up.

On the outside, it was written. "To Ms. Heart. Please don't show this to anyone."

She opened it slowly and read it.

"You probably don't remember this, but last month when I didn't do my project, you asked if I was okay instead of just giving me a zero. No one does that. They just assume we're lazy. But you didn't.

I didn't answer you then because I didn't know how. But I do now.

Thank you for not giving up on kids like me. I'm trying.

She read it twice and thrice. And folded it carefully pressed her palm over it like sealing something sacred.

In all the chaos, the emails, the noise, the doubt—there was this. Thank you. Not a grand award. Not an announcement. Just students, quietly reaching back.

It was enough.

That afternoon, as she erased the whiteboard, she paused.

In the corner, a faint marker stain refused to go away. It had been there since the start of the year. No matter how many times she scrubbed, it refused to go.

She smiled. Some things leave a mark that last long. And maybe, that's what she did too.

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The best teachers are those who show you where to look but don't tell you what to see.

By Alexandra K. Trenfor

Nine-tenths of education is encouragement.

By Anatole France

What the teacher is, is more important than what he teaches.

By Karl Menninger

Teachers affect eternity; they can never tell where their influence stops.

By Henry Brooks Adams

To teach is to touch a life forever.

By Henry Adams

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