The game of life is to accept that you have to always play, doesn't matter who you are, does not matter how much pain grief you recieved or how much happy you are, how much you are lost , how much you are left . The time moves on everyday, every time. After class get completed, every second in each class harman was thinking about the pious , lotus eyes of iman , the slim , slender appearance, the intense gaze from her eyes, the strawberry flovered lips and the smile of her face , the smooth barbie doll vibe . He could see her face in the blackboard, he could feel her presence in her mind. But in a way, iman was not just a human or partner for harman , she was the reason of smile, she was his hope, she was his solution. But after school day got ended , harman was waiting for iman outside of his class , every student of his class has left the classroom after school time finished but harman did not, then after sometime iman was arrived the same childish nature, piercing eyes and tied hair she had taken her bag look with a smile to harman face and harman also with a smiling face, gone outside of room today harman was very happy im his mind he was saying that " The eyes which are able to mesmerize even a dead flower, the smile that are able to make you undefined admirer, the presence which touches the heart , the elegance that separates everyone a part " . He was very happy today that after he went out from the school thinking that he could see iman again, he had seen harman gone with her father, he smiled gently, calmy and started making plans that how could he propose her whether it is which type of flowers like bunch of lily , bunch of roses or something else, what do he wear when he was going to propose her . In a way he has forgotten his ownself now his soul , emmotions, feeling are tied to someone who doesn't even care about his emmotions. A classical example of flour wet in poverty. When Harman has took auto , he seemed very happy and there was inner sense of calm with peaceful smile in his face then after harman got reached to his home , he had seen aaziya ahmad in a beautiful traditional dress with some mysterious and hopeless face , now the question arises why it's due to his father demand for her marriage few days ago , aaziya was just 17 she was beautiful, classy , soft hearted and middle class girl , her face told a natural sense of calm, mystery and hopeless situation, harman hugged her tightly but aaziya eyes gets filled with tears and it was not going to stop anyhow, she felt like her brother has came to motivate her after whatever had happened, then harman took her sister to rooftop " oh my beautiful doll is crying what happened to you " , then aaziya said by gently erasing her tears from her right hand " brother you know what had happened and I don't want to leave home early like this and why are you looking so happy today tell me the exact reason about your smile" . Then harman simply moving her cheeks said " because my sister i have found a new love and maybe a sister in law for you " . Then aaziya Said with little smile " oh brother can you please stop kidding and tell me the actual reason " then harman replies" yes this is the actual reason behind this " . Then aaziya said by calming down and drinking a glass of water " brother you already know whatever is happening with us , somewhere Allah does not want us to be happy, to stay happy, to stay blessed, to stay happy " . Then harman said " maybe Allah is just a name of hope nothing else because this world, these people everything everyone respect only to those who are wealthy like iman father who had married once , now married to another woman but still doesn't see her wife when she was dying and fighting with life , loss. Then aaziya by moving her one eyebrow " iman ? Who iman as much as I know you i have heard this name from the first time even from your mouth" . Then harman said smiling " my new love , your new sister in law, mother daughter in law. Probably" . Then aaziya said by biting her small lips " brother have you forgotten your own words that world runs behind money and we don't have any money currently, why are you just trying to hurt yourself even more " . Then he said " she is a very good girl i have seen her eyes , her childish behaviour" then aaziya said " ofcourse she is but you are not in the situation of love please remember brother you are a man and there is none for a man especially when they don't have money " . Then aaziya said in rooftop" look these piegons what are they doing? They are fighting for their survival and their destiny but they are not fighting from themselves they have clearity in mind and clearity in goals , brother just leave this thought of love because at first love is filled with the thoughts of immortality but it contains the behaviour of poison and we don't have the time to fight from it " then harman replies" okay I got your point clearly don't discuss these things with the mother " but the problem was harman ownself has or his heart was not able to forget iman presence or believe now he starts seeing daydreams of iman . Today from 5 pm in evening it was a match of tape ball cricket in which harman was decent all rounder sometimes he play very good or sometimes he get flop , now after eating lunch, he had hugged her mother and gone into the ground, the ground was looking in a very good condition and perfect in the autumn season, the weather was soothing, the match started harman was the main bowler of team , he failed miserably, he gets punished for more than 50 runs in two overs also he got out in simple score of two runs , now somewhere he stared realising that maybe aaziya was right , I have to focus on myself , now his eyes started losing it's shining. Then harman friends called him from different different names , making fun of him , then harman team captain faraz has calm down situation, took harman into a small shop, where people do smoking or drink tea ,play carrom , game of cards etc , sometimes it's free but most of the time it was paid , it was a gamble. For the first time harman did smoking and drink tea but this partnership will become very fruitful or very tragic for harman that will be recognised by his decisions but he was not even in his mind or in a way harman was nothing, he was just a shadow of his childish mind who never gets satisfied. Then at 7 pm , harman reached his home, his mother Mahwish was very angry in him and said " where have you been till now " then harman replied with strong voice " it doesn't matter to you, please never interfere in my activities as you don't do In dad activities" , then harman mother fold her two hands but harman got inside to his room , then harman mother with folding and then opening her hands said " O God have mercy on me , I had heard that whoever came into your path will not walk away with disappointment, tell me my fault and then punishment me please tell me " then she gone into her room , where she maken dinner, harman did not eat his dinner. On the next morning, harman had weared school dress and gone to take wishes from his mother but Mahwish replied" you have now became so big son that you don't need blessings of anyone neither me " , then harman replied gently " my mother very sorry for yesterday there is nothing beautiful then your blessings in this world " , then harman and her mother hugged each other, Mahwish cried with her heart so what harman does , anyway today harman also seen iman but this time with a boy talking very frankly , very beautifully in the school ground,slitting below banyan tree. And then harman gently smiled looked into the sky and said " oh god how great you are , whatever I expected you have taken away from me now this also , thankyou God today you have proved that even you are not with me "
Now what's the reason behind harman disappointment? Can iman recognise and accept harman love her a love that she was also searching in the world? Can harman father discontinue the wedding of her daughter with a sinister like bahwal? " Life is a game of dice and the game can be played by emmotions but the game is ruled by logics "
To be continued.