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Her Name was Silence

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At 17, Adaora had mastered the art of disappearing. She wasn’t invisible, exactly she just blended into the noise of everyone else. At school, she was the girl who never raised her hand. At home, she moved like a whisper between her mother’s tired sighs and her siblings' louder needs. She smiled when she had to, nodded when expected, but inside… she was silent. Not voiceless. Just unheard. Until one rainy Thursday afternoon. She had ducked into the school music room to escape the storm and a sudden panic attack she couldn’t explain. Her heart had been racing. Her throat, tight. Her chest, heavy like someone had taken all her words and sat on them. She wasn’t expecting anyone else to be there. But someone was. A boy with headphones too big for his head and an electric keyboard connected to a laptop full of glowing, blinking lights. He looked up and paused, one hand mid-air over a digital beat. "You okay?" She wanted to lie. To say, "I'm fine," like she always did. But the hum of the speaker behind him softened her defenses. "I'm just… tired," she whispered. He nodded. "Music helps me breathe. Want to try?" She hesitated. Music was for people who had something to say. People who mattered. Not girls like her. But he didn’t wait. He turned the volume up and the beat started. Something slow, moody, almost heartbeat-like. He handed her the headphones. And as soon as she put them on… The world fell away. --- Weeks passed. Then months. The music room became her refuge. Not with him he graduated eventually but on her own. She learned how to build loops, sample old vinyl from the library, mix piano keys with hummingbird-like vocals. She recorded her own voice one night just a hum at first, then a line, then a full verse. Her fingers trembled pressing stop. But when she listened to the playback… it was like meeting herself for the first time. Her voice wasn’t loud. It was warm. Soft, but strong in its own way. Like rain tapping a window. Like breath returning after being held too long. --- By the time Adaora was 20, people started calling her Silence the name she released her first EP under. It was ironic, they said, because her songs spoke volumes. But she knew the truth. She wasn’t Silent. She had just been waiting to hear herself. And music… gave her the language.
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Chapter 1 - Chapter One: The Quietest Girl in the Room

Adaora knew how to make herself small.

It was a skill she didn't talk about, not because she was ashamed of it but because no one ever asked. In fact, most people never noticed her long enough to wonder about anything at all.

She moved through the halls of St. Cyril's High School like fog barely there, always present. Not in the way loud girls were, with their perfect gelled edges and booming laughs. And not like the rebels, either, those who smoked behind the gym and had their names whispered like myth.

Adaora was just… the girl who never raised her hand.

Her teachers called her "quiet" on report cards, as if it were a compliment.

"Polite, respectful, but could contribute more in class discussions."

She'd read those words and wonder how to explain that silence wasn't something she chose. It was something she became.

Home wasn't much different. Her mother worked long hours as a cleaner, and by the time she got back in the evenings, she barely spoke except to ask if the rice had been cooked or if the boys had done their homework. Her twin brothers, ten and loud, ran the house like a carnival shouting, fighting, laughing, crying, then doing it all again in new combinations.

There was no room for someone like Adaora.

She didn't resent them. Not really. She just often felt like an extra in her own story. The girl in the background of family photos. The shadow at the dinner table.

And yet inside her chest, something lived. Something restless.

She didn't have a name for it.

Not yet.