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Chapter 17 - Chapter 17

The silence after those words was vast, stretching like the ocean between them. Aaron's heart hammered so hard he could hear the blood rushing in his ears. He hadn't meant to say it, not like that, not tonight. But once spoken, the truth had no way of being called back.

Lily's hand lingered against his, her small fingers brushing over the back of his knuckles like she was testing if he was real. Her lips curved into something uncertain, half-smile, half-shiver.

"You mean it?" she asked, her voice barely audible, as though any louder might shatter the moment.

Aaron finally looked at her. Really looked. The lamplight from the kitchen barely touched her face, but it was enough. Enough to see the blush creeping across her cheeks, the way her eyes brimmed with nerves and something softer.

"I mean it," he said. His voice cracked, but his certainty didn't. "Every word."

Her chest rose and fell in quick, uneven breaths. She looked down at their hands, where her fingers had finally slipped fully over his. For a long while she just held him there, silent. Then, with a trembling exhale, she leaned back into the couch cushions, eyes glinting.

"I thought… maybe I was just imagining it," Lily admitted. "The way you look at me sometimes. The way you… stay. Even when I fall apart."

Aaron gave a faint, startled laugh, half relief, half disbelief. "I thought I was imagining it too. That if I read it wrong, I'd ruin everything."

"You almost did," she teased gently, though her voice wavered. "Keeping it locked up so long."

They both fell quiet again, but this time the silence was different — not heavy, not tense. Just fragile, unsteady, like a bridge newly built between them, still testing its strength.

Aaron leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees, staring at the floor. "Lily, I don't know how to do this. I don't know if I can. I'm afraid that if I let myself be happy, it'll get ripped away. Like before."

Her brow furrowed, her heart twisting at the rawness in his voice. She shifted closer, her crutches leaned against the side of the couch, her shoulder brushing his arm.

"You won't lose me," she whispered firmly. "Not unless you push me away yourself."

His throat tightened. He wanted to believe her. He wanted to trust that this wasn't just another cruel trick of life. Slowly, almost reverently, he turned his hand over and laced his fingers with hers.

Her breath hitched, but she didn't pull back. If anything, she held tighter.

They stayed like that for a long time, side by side on the couch, saying little but feeling everything. The night stretched on, quiet and steady, wrapping around them like a fragile promise. For once, neither of them felt alone.

They sat together in the dim hush of the living room, hands still joined, the weight of the night folding around them. The clock ticked steadily on the wall, but neither wanted to move, neither wanted to break the fragile calm they'd found.

At last, Lily's eyelids began to grow heavy. She tried to blink the sleep away, but her head dipped once, then again. Aaron noticed and gave her hand a gentle squeeze.

"You should go back upstairs," he said softly. "The couch isn't—"

She shook her head before he could finish. "Don't make me," she murmured, her voice muffled with sleep. "Not tonight."

Something in his chest ached at that. He shifted, awkward at first, then leaned back against the arm of the couch, making room beside him. "Alright," he whispered. "Stay."

Lily hesitated only a moment before nestling closer, carefully lowering herself until her head rested against his chest. His arm, almost on instinct, wrapped around her shoulders, protective and steady.

The warmth of her pressed against him was unlike anything he had ever known. His heart raced, but slowly, slowly, the rhythm of her breathing began to steady him. For the first time in years, the sharp edge of fear dulled.

Lily's hand found the fabric of his shirt and held on, like she was anchoring herself to him. "Goodnight, Aaron," she whispered into the quiet.

He bent his head slightly, resting his chin against her hair, the faint scent of lavender still clinging to her from the garden earlier that day. "Goodnight, Lily."

Sleep crept over them at last, pulling them down together, side by side on the worn couch, wrapped in the safety of each other's presence. Aaron's arm stayed around her even in dreams, a silent vow that he wouldn't let go.

The night held them in stillness. Aaron drifted, his chin resting lightly against Lily's hair, his arm secure around her shoulders. Even in sleep, his hold never slackened. Lily's breathing was soft and even, her small frame curled into him, her hand fisted gently in his shirt. For the first time in a long time, both felt safe.

Morning came slowly. The first rays of light stretched across the curtains, filling the living room in a pale gold haze. The house stirred with its usual quiet rhythm — the faint clink of dishes in the kitchen, the kettle beginning to hum.

It was Clara who entered first. She padded in barefoot, a folded dish towel in her hands, intending to set it over the back of the couch where Aaron sometimes napped. She stopped in her tracks.

There they were: Aaron and Lily, fast asleep, tucked together on the couch like two puzzle pieces that had finally found where they belonged.

Clara's lips curved into the softest smile. She stood there for a long moment, taking in the sight — the way Aaron's arm protectively encircled Lily, the way Lily leaned into him without hesitation. A warmth spread through Clara's chest. It wasn't surprise, not really. She had seen this coming, though perhaps not so soon, not so openly.

Footsteps sounded behind her. David, carrying two mugs of steaming tea, paused as his eyes landed on the scene. His brows rose, then softened. He let out a quiet chuckle, low so as not to wake them.

"Looks like we weren't wrong," he murmured, handing one of the mugs to Clara.

"Not wrong at all," Clara whispered back. She tilted her head, her eyes shining. "They fit, don't they?"

David's gaze lingered on the pair — Aaron, who had carried so much grief like a stone in his chest, and Lily, who had learned to fight for joy even when her body made war against her. Together, they seemed… lighter.

"They do," he agreed quietly. "They really do."

The two of them shared a look, unspoken understanding passing between them. Then, without another word, they retreated softly back toward the kitchen, leaving the two young hearts to their sleep.

On the couch, Aaron stirred faintly, his grip tightening as though he feared she might vanish if he let go. Lily, still dreaming, pressed closer, her lips curling in the faintest of smiles.

And for once, the day began not with loss, not with fear — but with the gentle, unsteady beginning of something neither of them had thought they deserved.

The smell of breakfast eventually drifted from the kitchen — eggs sizzling in a pan, bread toasting, butter melting. The warm scents coaxed Aaron back from sleep, though for a moment he wasn't entirely sure where he was. Then he felt the weight against his chest, the warmth of a smaller body curled against him, and memory returned.

His heart jolted, not with fear this time, but with a startled tenderness. Lily.

She was still there. Her head tucked under his chin, her hand still clutching his shirt, her breathing slow and steady in sleep.

He lay very still, afraid to disturb her. Every muscle in his body told him to stay exactly as he was, to memorize this moment down to the smallest detail — the softness of her hair, the fragile trust in the way she held onto him.

But Lily stirred before long. A faint groan escaped her lips, and she shifted slightly, blinking against the morning light. Her eyes fluttered open, bleary and unfocused, until they finally found him.

For a second she froze, her body tensing as realization dawned. Then, slowly, her expression softened into something shy, something that made Aaron's throat tighten.

"Morning," she whispered.

"Morning," he replied, voice rough with sleep.

They didn't move right away. Neither seemed willing to be the first to let go.

Finally, Lily pushed herself up just enough to meet his eyes, searching his face for any hint of regret. She found none. Only that same fierce, aching protectiveness she had seen last night.

"Guess we fell asleep here," she said, her lips quirking faintly.

"Guess we did," Aaron answered. He hesitated, then added, "I don't mind."

Her cheeks colored, but she didn't look away. Instead, she nodded once, small but certain. "Me neither."

The sound of Clara's laughter floated faintly from the kitchen, followed by David's low voice. Lily's ears pinked further, and Aaron felt a nervous heat rise in him too. They both knew what Clara and David must have seen. But strangely, the embarrassment was softer than Aaron expected. Not shame, not guilt — just the bashful awareness of being witnessed in something fragile and new.

Aaron exhaled slowly, his hand brushing against Lily's once more. "Whatever this is… we'll figure it out. Together."

Her smile grew then, small but radiant. "Together," she echoed.

The morning light brightened, wrapping around them like a benediction. And though the day ahead was uncertain, for the first time in years, Aaron felt something stir in him that he had thought long buried. Hope.

The clink of plates and the warm smell of toast eventually coaxed them from the couch. Lily sat up first, tugging her crutches closer, though she lingered long enough to glance at Aaron with a smile that was equal parts shy and steady. He rose beside her, offering a hand as if it were the most natural thing in the world. She took it.

Together, they padded into the kitchen.

Clara was at the stove, sliding scrambled eggs onto plates, while David leaned against the counter with his tea, watching with his usual calm amusement.

Both looked up as the two entered, and though neither said a word at first, their expressions spoke volumes.

Lily flushed instantly, her grip on her crutches tightening. Aaron's hand twitched at his side, caught between wanting to protect her and wanting to vanish altogether.

Clara broke the silence with a soft, knowing smile. "Sleep well?" she asked lightly, as though the question carried no weight at all.

Aaron opened his mouth, then closed it again, at a rare loss for words. Lily ducked her head, biting back a grin.

David chuckled, setting his mug down. "Don't look so guilty, you two. You've got nothing to explain. We've both been around long enough to see what's right in front of us."

Aaron felt the heat rise in his face, but Clara's gentle tone eased the sharpness of his nerves. She set the plates on the table and brushed her hands on her apron. "We were only glad to see you both at peace for once. It's been a long time coming."

Lily looked up then, eyes wide. "You… you're not upset?"

"Upset?" Clara laughed softly, shaking her head. "Sweetheart, no. You're young, yes, but you're also wise enough to know what matters. And Aaron—" she turned her gaze toward him, her eyes softening—"you've carried a heavy weight far too long. If Lily helps you lay some of it down, then that's a blessing, not something to hide."

David nodded, lifting his mug again. "Besides, I don't think either of you could hide it even if you tried. Some things are just… obvious."

Aaron's chest loosened at their words. Relief washed over him, mingled with an emotion he hadn't dared touch in years — gratitude. Gratitude for this home, for these people who welcomed him as more than just a guest.

Lily exhaled, shoulders lowering, and glanced sidelong at Aaron. The tiny smile she gave him was brighter than the morning light streaming through the curtains.

"Come on, then," Clara said, ushering them toward the table. "Before the eggs go cold."

They all sat down together, the clatter of cutlery and the murmur of voices filling the kitchen with a warmth that felt almost ordinary, almost like family. Aaron watched Lily laugh at something David said, her cheeks still tinged pink but her eyes alight, and he thought — for the first time in a long while — that maybe ordinary wasn't so far out of reach after all.

The day outside waited, uncertain as ever. But here, in the golden morning, with Lily's hand brushing his under the table and Clara and David's quiet acceptance wrapping around them like a shield, Aaron let himself believe.

For once, he let himself belong.

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