A heavy sigh escaped Yun Tian's lips, fogging the glass of the high-rise window for a brief, transient moment. Below, the sprawling cityscape of Muntinlupa glittered like a sea of scattered stars, a stark contrast to the quiet, almost suffocating stillness of his apartment. The air was thick with the faint, sweet smell of a woman he had paid to be there, now sleeping peacefully in his bed. He didn't even remember her name. Her presence, or lack thereof, only amplified the emptiness he felt.
He was a ghost in his own life, a living legend in a digital world he no longer recognized. The glory days of Ocean's Fury were long past, a distant echo in the annals of gaming history. He had dedicated his life to the industry, chasing high scores and world-firsts, and for what? The fleeting taste of victory was as hollow as the countless trophies gathering dust in the corner. His ambition had been a voracious beast, devouring his youth, his social life, and any chance he had at a normal existence.
His gaze drifted to a framed photograph on a nearby shelf—a picture from a high school festival twenty years ago. The faded colors couldn't diminish the genuine smiles of the five friends huddled together. There was Apolaki, his bicep bulging even then, a goofy grin on his face. Lakan, with his perpetually thoughtful expression and a book clutched in his hand. Jingwei, a shadow in the background, her quiet confidence as palpable as ever. And in the center, radiant and carefree, was Nuwa. Her laugh, he remembered, was a melody, a sound that could light up a room.
He remembered that day vividly. The smell of street food, the sound of music, the chaotic, beautiful energy of youth. He had planned to confess, to finally tell her how he felt. But his ambition, his all-consuming drive to become the best gamer, had a different plan. He'd gotten a call about a major tournament, an opportunity he couldn't pass up. He chose the game. He chose the glory.
And now, here he was. An old man in a young man's game, a spectator to a life he'd never truly lived. He wondered, with a bitter pang of regret, what would have happened if he had chosen differently. Would he and Nuwa be watching this sunset together? Would he have a family, a life beyond the pixels and code? The "what if" was a poison he had been drinking for two decades.
He turned from the window, the city lights reflecting in his hollow eyes. His life was a success story on paper, but a failure of the heart. The gamer, the leader, the legend, was just a man who had chosen the wrong path. The ghost of a life unlived was a heavier burden than any he had faced in the game.
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End of Chapter 1 Details:
Yun Tian (雲天):
- Age (in flashbacks): 10-17
- Personality: Strong-willed and driven, with a natural leadership ability. He's intelligent and quick to strategize, often taking the initiative. Though sometimes overly ambitious, he deeply cares for his friends.
- Role in the Game: The Captain/Leader, a versatile warrior class focusing on balanced offense and defense.