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Chapter 3 - ch 3 Speaking Terms?

Amara glances at the ash of the wall and steps out of the box into the air. "So you gave come to finally let me out. I won't forgive you for locking me away, so why let me out?" Confusion and cold anger color her tone.

I don't really have much to say. "I just couldn't stand the thought of you being locked up any longer." I see her face twist in anger.

"You couldn't stand the thought of it? Do you have any idea what it was like to be abandoned and stuck in a box by your own sibling?" I don't awnser her questions as any awnser would just make it worse.

I just teleport us out of that realm into an empty void outside of the universe. "I am truly sorry, but I am a creation God. You destroying my creations felt like you were destroying a part of me." She just sneers at my words.

"I had a feeling you would react like that. After all, no matter how much I created. Your concept of un-creation or destruction was never bothered. After all, you're satisfied when everything is destroyed, but things have changed now that I have enough power to show you." She just stares at me in confusion.

"Nothing you do or say will change what you've done." I just give a slightly depressed smile. "I know I didn't intend for it, too." I creat a small throw pillow and hand it to her.

"Here, try to destroy this." She just raises an eyebrow at me, clearly unimpressed. she tries to will it out of existence but frowns when it's still there. Then waves of destruction hit the pillow, and it remains unbotherd. She grits her teeth in frustration and looks at me in anger.

"What is the meaning of this brother. Get rid of it right now." I shake my head and let out a sigh. "That feeling of anger and disrespect it how I felt when you destroyed my creations. It felt like I couldn't create, but since I had nothing that could replicate that feeling for you, there was no way you could understand. But I'm strong enough now where I can create something you can't destroy. It feels horrible, doesn't it."

She looks at the pillow in her hand and squeezes it. She seems to almost lose her cool and attack me, then let's out a deep breath. "You dealt with this feeling since our birth and hear I am about to lose my cool in seconds." She shakes her head in disappointment at herself.

'Although Chuck never really had the concept he was built around intruded on like that, it is a viable excuse, and I needed anything to get on speaking terms with her. I can at least work with that. I will not lose my family for anything other than my own actions.' I give Amara a smile of relief and hope.

"I still don't forgive you, but I at least understand." She looks at the pillow in her hand and hugs it to her chest. I see her frown every now and then. There's no doubt she's trying to destroy it in many ways but can't. After a while, she looks at me in guilt and in anger.

"Hey, no, you didn't deserve to be put in a box. You have no reason to feel guilty. I should have found some other way to deal with it." She let's out a bitter laugh.

"But you've felt this way almost since we were born, and I can barely stand it for a minute. How can I not feel guilty? How -" I move closer to her and give her a hug as tears have started to well up in her eyes.

'Damnit, I didn't think this lie would have this much effect. I don't want her to cry...' "Sis, it's okay, I got over it a while ago. So please stop crying. I'll get rid of the pillow now." She backs away from me and wipes her tears. She then clutches the pillow to her chest.

"No, don't get rid of it. I want it now it will remind me of what I put you through. I-i didn't think it felt this horrible."

(Author note here this element is completely au. But to put in a way that's more understandable, A destruction or uncreation God not being able to destroy probably would feel like a violation of there person. These beings are concepts given form and a situation like this would feel like a violation of your character. Take a human. For example, it would be like taking away your human rights a denial of you being human. She is destruction and un-creation that can't destroy or un-create something.)

I give her a very worried look. "Are you sure you don't want me to get rid of the pillow?" She looks at the pillow and nods her head. "Yes, I'm sure I don't want you to get rid of it."

She clutches the pillow. "Do you want to come with me or stay here for a bit?" She looks at me after unfocusing from the pillow. "I'll go with you."

I nod and teleport us to the throne room of heaven, well, more like the round table. I made an extra seat for Amara and made the table a bit bigger. I also make one for castiel. While he might not be an archangel, he will represent most of the angels.

'The archangels have had that authority since birth they've never stood shoulder to shoulder with the angels.'

"Sis, feel free to roam around. Just please don't destroy any of the angels, archangels, and souls here." I say as I walk out of the round table room after getting a nod from her.

I see a mirror outside the throne room. I look like sosuke aizen with his glasses on. 'Yes, reader, I will change my look every chapter. That was what you were thinking, right?'

I find castiel who is currently talking to Sam and Dean. 'They really need to find that letter man base because the random motels are getting old.'

I appear in front of castiel, completely interrupting their conversation. "Our whole li- who are you?" Dean sais while pulling a gun on me.

Castiel quickly snatches the gun out of his hands and kneels. "I apologize on his behalf, my lord. He was unaware." Dean face goes from cautious anger to pale as a sheet at hearing what Cass said. "God?"

As Dean asks that question, I just give him a smile. "Yes, it's me. I know I look different. I do that often. Anyways, did you complete the mission I gave you, castiel?"

"Yes, my lord, I had just handed the books to the Winchesters before you showed up. We were just discussing it." Castiel sais while standing. I grabbed his arm and made him stand.

Sam looks at me in shock. "You told castiel to do that?" I turn to Sam in confusion. "Yes, is something the matter?"

"Thank you, If we got blindsided by that knowledge on a case, it could have been bad for us." I just smile "your welcome."

I look over at Dean, his shoulders tense. "Relax, it's not like I'm gonna smite you for being cautious. Especially in your line of work."

He basically deflates, then pauses. "Wait, smite? Do you actually smite people?" I just chuckle "no I've never done any smiting that would be the angels. I would never need to smite something."

"Never need to? What does that mean?" I just ignore Dean and look at castiel. "Come to the heaven round table. There are things to discuss." He gives a nod of confusion, and I teleport away.

"Round table?" Is the last thing I hear before I appear on heavens rainbow Bridge.

'Two out of three confused in one conversation, beautiful.' I think as i look at Amara who is sitting on the edge of the bridge looking down at the human heaven below. 'She's still clutching the pillow?'

I sit beside her, enjoying the silence for a moment. "So what do you think?" She looks at me from the corner of her eye. "It's better than most of your iterations."

'That's like the highest praise you could get from her.' My smile is now uncontrollable. "Thank you."

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