05. "COME OVER"
The clouds are closing in, it's only a matter of time until the sky starts raining, winter is creeping in and the blankets & a heater just wont do it for me this time, I need her to come over, I want us to make love until the rain stops.
I need that body warmth, I need body kisses, hickeys and felicia. I don't wanna pass time with a romantic movie, I want to spend time making love to her and we're gonna do it until we doze off.
Tongue kisses, foreplay, the thumb on the clit and two fingers inside, moans exchanged while we kiss, gonna give her neck kises, waist hickeys, kisses for her breasts and thighs, every inch will be inside, I'll be reaching for her deepest part.
There'll be no running from me, she shouldn't get scared when her thighs start shaking, the towel is laid out for one reason and we're not stopping until we reach the finish line.
We're gonna be making love until the rain stops.
06. "SEX CRIES"
I need her in between these four walls, right on this bed, in this sheets, on these pillows. Her sex cries is the music I wanna hear and her facial signs of satisfaction is the view I wanna enjoy.
I'll lay her down on her back, I need a clear glimpse of her beautiful face while her smooth legs on my shoulders and I want her eye contact when I'm in touch with her soul.
Whether she's on top of me or under me, I wanna hear her sex cries and enjoy her love faces. Her body turns me on like a switch, everytime we together, love will overflow on this bed and I'll turn her body into my paradise.
I'll kiss it and lick it because of the taste.
I'll grab the ass 'cause I love the texture.
She can tell me what to do and I'll do it exactly how she asks for it, I love hearing her sex cries and I enjoy the pleasure of feeling her thighs shaking around my head when I'm kissing her.
07. "I CAN'T LOVE"
Some girls just wanna have sex, so we spend time and do it, some girls wanna be in a relationship with me and that's when I've gotta draw the line because when it comes to love, I can't love.
I swear I want somebody to love me, I'd love to have somebody to call a best friend and a good lover, somebody that's gonna hold me down. I think about love, I really do but it's just so hard for me to open up to love.
Everytime I come close to giving in to the idea of falling in love, paranoia & fear creeps up on me and I'm grateful for it because in today's world, there's a lot of fake love and lies just to benefit something, so it's hard to trust anything that anybody tells me.
I swear I wanna feel love but it's just too hard for me open up to the idea of giving somebody a part of me, without any knowledge about what's to come. Fake love can be disguised as genuine love easily and I never wanna be caught up in one sided situation.
I've got childhood issues, attachment issues, abandonment issues and I think that my trauma and scars might be too much to for somebody's daughter to handle.
It's easy for me because some girls just wanna have sex, so we spend time and do it but when it comes to love, I keep my heart locked away. I want to be loved sometimes, it comes and goes because I've got too much fears when it comes to love.
08. "SEX ADDICT"
I was 14 when it all started, a 16 years old girl invited me to a quiet place after classes, I followed where she led until we ended up in an empty classroom, she kissed me and undressed herself, that's when it all started.
Since 14, I've always searched for a missing piece inside a girl's body and it has always seemed as if my peace lies inside the piece between a girl's thighs, even though I'm 21 now, I'm still addicted to sex.
It's always impossible for me to be a friend with a girl, I just can't spend time with a girl without making my way into her skirt, I've done this so many times and I know it's wrong but you'd swear my sex addiction is my perfection when I'm naked because I do it well.
It's impossible for me to be more emotional and less sexual.
I've always searched for a missing piece inside a girl's body, it always seemed like my peace lies inside the piece between a girl's thighs, even though I'm 21 now, I still got the same addiction to a woman's body.