'I can still hear the words that left his lip in my head till today, At that time I had a boyfriend his name is Tom, so I tried putting myself in his position it felt like my heart was going to explode, but I still wanted him to calm down but when all my pleads fell into deaf ears,then I gave him the key and he left, but, but he never return' when this word left her lips she started sobbing
'Ella! Ella! are you ok' I asked her, turning, not knowing what else to ask because I too was crying
'No, am fine, don't worry, 'she went back to the story
'I think when he confronted her she accepted but then the man she was cheating on him with was the same person he did the wrong investment with, it was as though it was a plan to fraud him, he felt disappointed and betrayed out of confusion on his way home he was involved in an accident and he died ' she said with her shoulder shaking this time I felt my heart squeeze,I went to were she was and pulled her to an embrace,and we both crying in each others embrace after our emotional section she pulled out of the hug used her palm to clean face, she stood up went up bonk and lay down
'You should sleep now, tomorrow will be hectic, good night sweet dreams' she said and face the wall,
I couldn't sleep so I drafted into my thought,
Am happy now not because am here but because at least when I leave this place I have a place to call home and also someone to meet at home, then my thoughts drafted to my mum, I wonder how she is, I feel life is unfair to her first her husband leaves her and now her daughter is taken from her I just hope she is fine I wonder what I would have done if I was in her shoes she is really a strong woman,
And Ella I sincerely pray not to be in her shoe I know and pray it won't size me, in such a young age she pass through all of this all by herself if I could feel her pain I wonder how it would have been, all alone in this world.
In between my thoughts I feel asleep , I finally went to the only place I find peace what ever tomorrow carry I hope it's not dad.