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Chapter 3 - CHAPTER TWO

5. "SAME DESIRE"

Can we make love? I'm about to explode, this fucking love is starting to take over me, I'm starting to trip, can't even distract myself from this bullshit. I'm tryna be with somebody I'm not supposed to desire but my body misses her body and the love we used to make for hours.

Should I pull up on her? Stumble into the yard, knock on the door and do what it takes, I'm thinking that's a good idea because this feeling is starting to feel like a strong desire.

It doesn't matter if she's been giving me hell, I miss her, I wanna kiss her, I wanna make love to her, the same way I used to, if she doesn't rescue me from this trap, I don't know what will become of me.

I'm about to explode, this fucking love is starting to take over me, I'm starting to trip, can't even distract myself from this bullshit. I'm tryna be with somebody I'm not supposed to desire but my body misses her body and the love we used to make for hours.

 

6. "Definition Of A Woman"

I still got your name on top of my chats, I still haven't brought anybody else to my grandma, the only girl they've seen me with is you, I still haven't fell for anybody else because there's nobody like you, I keep searching for your duplicate but you're clearly one of one.

You were raised well, to be a good woman and a good mother, you do your thing when it comes to cooking, you deep rooted in your culture and you got morals and your loving is unmatched, I keep trying, ain't nobody like you.

You make yourself a home, you love too hard, you fight for your love and you know how to take care of me when I take care of you.

I can't find another you, I can't find another partner and I realise that true love only comes once, the rest is just illusions but you've been my clear indication of pure dedication and your crown doesn't fit on other girls.

I know a woman's worth, I know a definition of a woman, I know a woman's love, I know a good woman's touch and a woman's heart, you taught me that, there's only one of you and I won't ever find anything close to you.

7. "LOVENESS"

It took me an entire year for me to get to this point, I would've never said these words a month ago but now I'm at a better place, Loveness.

You found me when I was lost, you loved me when I thought I wasn't good enough of love, you chose me when I was not good, you stayed with me when I was pushing you away with my bullshit and I never had my mother's love, but your love filled that void up, now I'm healing because of your love.

You helped me grow, you put me in one place when I was tryna run around, you made yourself a warm home for me and if it wasn't for you coming into my life, I would've turned out as an alcoholic, maybe somebody's babydaddy because you wouldn't be there to help me get through my troubles and challenges.

You protected me from a lot of things, you showed me what it feels like to matter and to be loved unconditionally, I know genuine love all because you.

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