"Hngh~!"
Fuji leaned her back on Nifuji as she let him hold her from behind, moving his waist in a way that made her shiver and unable to close her mouth, slightly sticking out, making her appear so lewd until finally, her body went stiff, then relaxed all over.
"Are you okay?"
"Hmm..."
"Satisfied?"
"...." Fuji glanced at Nifuji lazily and asked curiously, "Can you do more?"
"I can go for the entire night."
"...my body will be broken if you hold me so long."
Fuji let out a helpless sigh, thinking she should have started working out, or else Nifuji might leave her.
'Well, I don't think he will?'
Firstly, they weren't even lovers, and Nifuji had his own lover, so everything was okay?
Fuji had no need to feel burdened by Nifuji's expectations, and she could do whatever she wanted freely, whether it was working, playing, or anything else, such as finding a boyfriend or a husband, but...
'I don't want to...'
Moreover, as she had been with Nifuji, she even wondered whether she could be satisfied with someone else.
"Hnh~!"
As she was in the middle of her thoughts, burying herself deep into her overthinking, Nifuji suddenly pulled out his cock, which made her almost let out a lewd scream.
"What are you doing?!"
Fuji glared at him shyly.
"Enough of being perverted, your pet is about to wake up."
"Ah, oh!"
Nifuji took off his t-shirt and started putting on the rest of his clothes.
As for Fuji?
"Just rest. I will handle the small one."
"T-Thank you..."
Even though Nifuji was the one who had made her so weak that she couldn't move her body, Fuji felt moved by how attentive he was, and how he would take care of her pet, the tanuki, who had just woken up.
Still, Nifuji, who had come out to take care of the tanuki, saw the little one, who stretched its little body, as it yawned before it startled when he was there.
"Have you woken up?"
Yup!
While the tanuki was a little sleepy, it wrote its reply on the paper.
"....."
Nifuji had seen this scene so many times, thinking that it was quite a strange creature, but he had gotten used to its antics, so he didn't mind.
Where have you been?
Suddenly, the tanuki wrote other words, which clearly asked where Nifuji had been.
After all, Nifuji had taken Fuji's virginity, yet somehow, this guy had been outside for so long and hadn't even returned!
Even if it was just a pet for its owner, it could also get angry!
Nifuji was probably, or had become, someone who was important to Fuji, its owner. He was someone whom Fuji longed for and had always thought of, even though his presence was a moment; she couldn't think of anything except him.
After that night, Fuji had always stared at the window or just sat near the veranda, hoping for Nifuji to return, yet for so long, he hadn't returned, and his place had always been empty.
Fuji might not say anything; she wasn't good with words, and she was still such a simple woman, despite how old she had become.
Emotion.
Even if people had grown up and tried to be better, even so, when one's heart was taken, it was just impossible for logic, rationality, and experiences to overrule the emotions.
A human is an imperfect being, and unless one is a robot that is born without emotions, it is just impossible.
Fuji had fallen in love.
Even if her thoughts always made her think of many other things, and she thought that everything was okay, she had always longed for Nifuji!
Tanuki saw all of that; it saw how much its owner loved him!
Yet, this bastard was out for almost a week from his apartment and never ever thought of returning, or even thinking of reminding Fuji!
Yes, it was understandable that Nifuji's work would take most of his time, and the tanuki also knew that he was extremely busy as he also had a high position despite high age, according to Fuji, who often talked alone with it, chatting about him, yet even so, was he so cold that he never thought to talk with her or even giving a moment of talking?
Or, was it so hard for him to return?
Was it even hard for him to just give Fuji a call, telling her how much he missed her and loved her?
Yet, he didn't do it at all!
While it was possible for him to return due to his work, probably due to the work trip, shouldn't it be possible for him to give Fuji a call or even a chat?
The world had modernized; even if two people were so distant, it should be possible for them to call each other, right?
Yet, once again, Nifuji did nothing at all!
He didn't even fucking call Fuji!
Fuck!
When he had visited many of his women, he didn't even show his concern for Fuji!
So, why did he do this?
"..."
Nifuji was in silence, and even if the tanuki only wrote a few sentences, he could feel a lot of emotions from them, and naturally, he also knew what kind of scumbag he was, yet... he realized that he was worse than he had imagined.
Was it because Fuji was older than him that he didn't show his concern?
Was it because she was the oldest that he thought that she would be fine?
This is what Nifuji thought of, especially when, except for Fuji, the rest of his women were all young, but all the women, no matter how much they had aged, were still the same, as they all wanted to be loved and cared for, especially by the one that they loved so much.
Yet, he?
Nifuji took a deep breath, realizing the deep problem of his profession as a sugar daddy.
Yes, this job would give him a lot of money, yet this also robbed away the feeling of love that should be owned by a single woman.
Love should be something precious, yet for him, it became a commodity, something that could be traded for a profit.
So, was he wrong?
Nifuji couldn't say that he was wrong since, in a certain sense, nothing was perfect, and if he wanted to gain something, he had to trade it for something else, a barter, paying by using money, or even sacrificing time, effort, or even his health, for the wish that he hoped for.
Yet, he couldn't say that he was right, but—
"Sorry to make you wait."
Fuji, who had dressed up properly and rested enough, walked out of the room, as she then saw Nifuji and tanuki were all in silence with a strange atmosphere between them, to which she asked, "What's wrong?"
"..." Nifuji and the tanuki.
The two looked at each other, then nodded, and as if they could read each other's minds, they said, "Nothing."
Yup, it was nothing, as they didn't want to worry Fuji, since even if many things happened, they cared a lot about her.
