I need to thank you
For all of the pain
That you put me through.
If it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have had the strength
To push on through.
I'm glad we didn't work out.
If I had went back,
I'd be a fool...
But to not acknowledge
All that you abolished,
All that you demolished,
Would be so uncouth...
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Yeah, you ruined me
You broke me way down
To the lowest point
That I could go.
Where the netherberries grew
Where light could never
Reach my soul.
I was lost for you...
So caught in a veil.
I didn't know
You were comfortable
Leeching on
And never letting go...
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You were the clouds above my head
A storm that never went away...
And then I opened my third eye
And what I saw
Was awful gray...
I had to burn down my whole world
To make that image go away.
But I'm grateful for your mask,
I'm so much stronger till this day.
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So, I thank you.
For not loving me,
Cause now I see that.
For never letting me be your man,
Cause for HER
I get to be that.
For never letting me in,
Cause in the end,
I needed me back.
Now I'm balanced
With my twin.
My new best friend
I'm all that she lacks.
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I needed to go through hell
To find my love
I know it now.
I can see above the clouds
We both are loved
No need to shroud.
And when I look into her eyes
I see my soul.
I'm hella proud
I'm so grateful
That you played me
Now my heart can love out loud.
I need to thank you.