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Chapter 6 - Stand Until It Stops Snowing

Serenia, night without an ending

Ash rides the wind like gray rain. Sirens fail their voices. Somewhere above the square, the rift blinks wider and a new figure in an ash-white mantle steers the rampage with a hand that never trembles. Gōshin obeys the slightest tilt of that unseen will, dropping whole blocks the way a butcher lays down cuts.

On a ruined roof two avenues away, Yua Aihara ties off her bleeding with torn sleeve and stubbornness. The storm-stitched kimono at her side is empty; the boy who wore it was taken by the maw. She puts her palm on the tar to feel if the city is still breathing.

Memory answers louder than the street: a winter courtyard; a man whose blade wore no ornament; a voice that taught like snow—quiet, relentless, each flake adding weight until everything was changed.

Captain Shirasame Kōsetsu begins to speak again, from before he died.

Snow country — the first breath

Ōkari-no-Mori's north rim does not forgive the unprepared. The villages there learn to bow to wind and argue with it later. Shirasame was born in a house that creaked like an old ship during storms and smiled in spring. His mother mended nets by the stove. His father counted seconds between bell peals when the Gate far above muttered in its sleep, as if seconds could be caught and stored for lean years.

The boy's first lesson in Seishu came sitting on the engawa while snow fell without hurry. Breath out, watch it cloud; breath in, watch the world sharpen. The old men said winter teaches the difference between hunger and want. The old women said winter teaches you to hold.

A rumor walked down from the ridge one year—hunters stationed at the pass had vanished, and the bells had rung twice backward. Shirasame was twelve and furious at being small. He ran to the frozen river where the pines leaned close and found a thing that didn't belong: a hole in the air that tried to be a mouth and failed politely.

No sword. Only a fisherman's knife and a body that knew how to fall without breaking. He did what a twelve-year-old does—threw himself between the wrongness and the two kids who'd come to watch ice breathe. The knife struck shadow and sang; the shadow learned the pitch and left.

He stood there shaking, lungs burning. A line from his father's winter sayings made itself useful for once. "Snow does not apologize." He repeated it until it sounded like a rule his bones could read.

By spring he had a wooden blade and a promise to present himself at the Ōkari gate when his voice stopped cracking. By summer he could cut pine cones from fifty paces. By autumn he could make a grown man miss with a kind of kindness that ruined tempers. When the first snow came back, he climbed the steps to the city alone.

Halls that smell of pine and blood

The first time you kneel on tatami and introduce your name, the room checks whether your tongue knows what it is saying. Shirasame Kōsetsu—white rain, snowfall. The elders nodded as if the name had volunteered for duty and finally reported.

Training did not begin with steel. It began with breath. "Seishu rides breath," the master said, the way weather says winter. "If you scatter, it scatters. If you learn to stand, it stands with you."

Stance until the thighs lit lamps. Forms until the body wrote them without asking the head. Days in the courtyard with shoes full of snow. Nights listening to the Gate's far bell count and learning whether fear could be domesticated. He slept with a broom across his knees so the rat that lived behind the tea chest would have to negotiate.

One morning the master placed a plain blade across his palms. No crest. No lines to praise the metal. "Ornament lies," she told him, Hagane Tsuki's voice younger by a generation. "You may wear beauty later if you survive your uses."

He learned Karyū's first five forms from a woman who corrected quietly and never twice. He learned the sixth because the first five were starting to come when called and comfort is poison. He learned to listen to people with his shoulders and to the room with his feet.

When his Seishu first raised dust from the floorboards, he thought the building would mind. It didn't. It had seen this before, and worse.

Black sun winter — what he refused to trade

You do not choose your first real assignment; fate has you on a short leash and bad timing. Tokuren pulled him from the courtyard before his rank had time to get comfortable. No ceremony. A fox-mask handed to him like a bill for dinner he hadn't eaten. "Ghost work," the handler said in a voice that had learned to put down every extra weight word by word. "Nests that do not photograph well. Breaches that pretend to close. Do not be photographed. Do not pretend to close."

They sent him to a mountain shrine with seven bells and one missing. The black sun had been painted under the eaves. The villagers smiled too hard, the way people smile when they have put their fear in a jar and are trying to sell it as jam.

Two paths opened: sever the cult's spine, or evacuate the school and the elder home while Gōshin's smaller cousins tested the seams. The math looked clean on paper; it asked him to abandon the slow. He chose to carry, not to cut. He cleared the school with a voice that made children obey strangers for once. He carried a man who had been a carpenter longer than Shirasame had been alive, and the man apologized for his weight. "Snow does not apologize," Shirasame said, and the old man laughed with the kind of gratitude that makes a person light.

By the time he came back for the spine, the leaders were already gone. The ledger in charge of promotions would later frown at the result. The families whose names never made it to paper would not.

That night, washing blood from his hands in a basin that remembered other hands, he made a private rule. He would pay for minutes, not medals. He would buy quiet for people who could not afford it.

Gentoki's shadow, and what a captain is

Captain Gentoki was the kind of man who made rooms forget gossip and remember posture. He did not raise his voice to occupy space; he occupied space and the air edited itself accordingly. His tests were puzzles with too much wind. His compliments were three words long and lasted a year.

Shirasame learned command by watching how Gentoki listened. He watched which questions Gentoki carried away with him instead of handing back like a teacher, which names he kept saying like maintenance.

When Gentoki finally laid a palm on Shirasame's blade and nodded once—permission, graduation, warning—Shirasame did something uncharacteristic. He asked for advice. The captain shrugged at the moon and kept it. "Someone put a child in your hands. Return them."

He took that as an order.

He came back from the next winter

thinner and promoted. The mantle sat wrong on his shoulders for a month, as if it wanted to belong to someone less provincial. He wore it anyway. The plain blade at his hip never learned ornament and never apologized.

A fox and a storm — the day he met Yua

She had more stance than patience. Her forms cut clean even when her temper did not. A violet eye that did not forgive sloppy footwork; a gold one that never looked where you expected first. She called him "Captain" as if she were testing whether she liked the word in her mouth.

He gave her ugly missions and slow ones, not because he didn't trust her, but because he refused to let any of his hunters become the kind of legend that eats the person who feeds it. When she came back one night with blood steaming off her sleeve and eyes still scanning the exits, he put tea in her hand without comment and measured whether her shaking would stop on its own.

Advice came like snow. Small, constant, inconvenient to ignore.

— Seishu rides breath. Do not ride it back.

— Never teach a form without a place to stand.

— If the Gate asks you to choose between itself and a child, choose the child. The Gate has eternity to be offended. The child has until dinner.

Yua learned to hide her smile at the last one. Later she learned not to hide it. Later still, the last joke they shared in the barracks would be about stew and stolen chopsticks. Hagane would threaten to throw both of them outside to settle it like winter.

He named her Third Seat because she was too dangerous to remain a wild edge and too young to wear the weight alone. He told her to keep her blade honest and her reports boring. She kept one of those promises.

The city called Serenia — first impression, old worry

Genseijō's cities always smell strange the first week—a mix of rain that forgot to fall and electricity deciding it knows better than sky. Serenia shone like coins not yet earned. The reflections in its towers lagged if you stared. Shirasame didn't stare. He felt where the Gate's shadow used to reach and marked the neighborhood in the kind of map captains make—names of alley cats, which shopkeepers nod like they mean it, the two benches where grief rests without being bothered.

He found a park bench with a name carved into it by a house key. He read the letters with a soldier's care and didn't touch them. The air above the square tasted like bells holding their breath.

When the order came—guard the living, break the wave, buy time—he didn't need the paper to tell him which part mattered most.

The day the sky failed — why he stepped

Sirens wrote long vowels. The rift opened like an eye that had forgotten what blinking was for. Gōshin arrived revising physics, delighted. The ash-white mantle now in the square had not been there at first; control came later, like a second blade entering a duel only after deciding which rhythm would be more humiliating.

Shirasame made three choices before drawing steel:

— clear the tramlines;

— get the stubborn priest off the shrine roof;

— put himself between the maw and whichever kid the world had decided to test today.

He heard Yua's voice two blocks away—the cadence of duty, hoarse with blood. He moved. He did not shout her name. Shouting takes breath someone else might need.

Ryo Kenzaki flickered into his path at the wrong time—a boy in midnight cloth with eyes that kept deciding to be older. The maw took him. The city leaned toward the hole like a friend leaning toward a bad drink.

A captain's job is not to write speeches before doing arithmetic. He placed his blade where a collapse would do the least harm, counted the waves, found the breath that would carry him the farthest, and stepped into the part of the story nobody sees: the part where someone holds weight with their teeth.

"Stand until it stops snowing," he said as if the city could obey.

He did.

And then he died the way he had practiced living—mid-stance, no ornament, face turned toward the people who were running.

The world he left in people, not in records

Hagane Tsuki still keeps his teacup on the shelf as if the day might want to pour itself differently. She speaks to it when the mortars are quiet and excuses herself to the brazier when somebody asks. Her one clear eye went flat for a week, then learned new stubbornness.

In the village at the north rim, his mother still warms the tatami nearest the stove in winter and tells the children that snow does not apologize. They nod, and half of them misunderstand correctly.

Three hunters in his unit wear their mantles with shoulders a fraction higher than before. One of them—Lieutenant Kiyara—stopped tilting her chin at orders and started listening for why they were given. Another learned to write reports that are boring the first read and vicious the second. Yua learned how to make new recruits stop thinking dying impresses anybody.

Captain Gentoki lights incense when no one is watching. He stands too long in doorways. Those who know him pretend not to notice the way his hand closes once on nothing before he speaks.

Ryo, in the maw that pretends to be a world, hears a sentence when the dark tries to dress up as his mother. It is not his mother's voice, and still it helps: breathe; stand; forward. In his fist, a crescent guard with no blade hums like a promise waiting for a place to land.

Present — ash, bells, a mantle in the square

Back to the rooftop where Yua ties a knot tighter than blood likes. The unknown figure in the ash-white mantle guides Gōshin with a flick of wrist; whole streets learn obedience. His Seishu falls cold and thin, like first snow over a battlefield you haven't cleaned yet. Civilians stumble; the city groans; the rift brightens as if fed compliments.

Yua breathes in four, holds, out four. She lets the weight live in her chest and not in her hands. The memory of Shirasame's plain blade anchors her better than any flag.

She rises. Her sword tip kisses the roof and sketches a small circle—permission asked and given. She answers the mantle's presence with one of her own.

"Captain," she says to the wind that is not listening. "Return what you took."

The man below does not reply. He lifts two fingers. Gōshin shudders like a trained animal happy to be told who it is.

Far inside the maw, where dark has opinions and corridors change their minds, Ryo's empty hilt flickers a thin edge of maybe. He closes his fingers and chooses not to scatter.

Serenia tilts toward a worse hour.

The first flakes of an impossible snow begin to fall through the heat over the square. Each flake hits ash and hisses like a secret being told too late.

The ash-white mantle turns his head at last—toward the roof where Yua stands. The gold in her eye answers. The city holds its breath between them, waiting to see who forgets how to first.

🌀 End Of Chapter Six

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