After doing all this I feel so empty, I feel so empty right no.
I don't know what to do, because I thought if I did all, whatever I want it will make me happy, but right now I don't think I'm feeling like any main character or anything like that.
I'm most likely feeling like a villain who's taking over other universes.
I get all the males and the females of all the universes that I can go in, but I'm feeling so empty, like I didn't do anything.
it just it just feel more empty, I should do something about it.
then something came to my mind. it's too easy like everything goes so easy that I forgot that there are the universes.
I thought it's just a game, and I am a playable character and all of them are just NPCs.
but right now it came to my mind, all of the character that I just killed are just normal people, and I just make them my shadows without anything.
like those criminals are okay, but what about the characters that I liked.
like I like Naruto and I liked like even Sasuke, but now I'm feeling so empty because I just killed them without even checking and I don't know what to do.
this was a time that I realized that I am becoming a monster, a monster that only know how to take.
it was a time that I realized this, and I was in remorse that everything shattered.
I was again in front of that angel, he was smiling at me, and he said "I think right now you realized what your actions can do after getting so much power, you are getting out of control, and now you realize all of your actions have its consequences. this is the only time that I am going to help you with this, after this I am not going to help you anymore this is the last time for you, that you will get help from me." I smiled at him, and thank him to help me.
he was looking very happy about it, that I realized all my actions have their consequences.
he changed everything and everything was back, all of my shadows were gone but the powers were still with me.
because those powers are part of me "so everything goes back I asked him" he said "yes everything will go back but not you, the thing is my child you don't know what you have is the most powerful thing that we gave you".
"The thing is the space that we gave you is the most powerful ability we have ever given to any one, that was a separate space that you have as your own soul!".
"your soul is not powerful enough to accommodate a universe, even though it's a middle low level universe like one piece".
"You have almost destroyed your own soul after you put that universe inside your space, because all of your space is not powerful enough to surprise that universe".
"You have to remember that we have given you the power of a multiverse inside you, you have the power of creation inside that space that space is your soul".
"And you my child have the power to create and destroy in your space, you are almost a lord in your space but you don't know how to use that space".
"The thing is that soul space is all accommodating so you can get all the powers in your own space, you can even yourself become a multiverse Lord".
"Have you ever heard about Cthulhu the one above all in marvel?".
"Those guys are multidimensional level people who have the power to create universes, but you my child are newborn you don't even know how those Powers work".
"I came here to clear up this mess for you, and tell you about the powers that you have".
"I was waiting for you to realize that you can do whatever you want, but there will be a time that there will be a decision that you made, that come back and haunt you".
"So you have to remember that how to use your power, and not letting your emotion take the decisions for you".
"Right now you destroyed millions of families except the criminals in the first universe you did that not right or nor wrong so I'm a neutral being so I don't see anything bad or good in that thing".
"They are almost dead people, they had did very wrong things, except some of them were not too bad people, but after that you almost killed thousands of living beings that were innocent".
"So I came here to let you know about your powers and tell you to not do something like this again".
"Like taking over the people, innocent people killing, and looting things, because you are a powerful being or you will be a powerful being".
"But it does not mean that you can get away from this, this is your first time so I let you go".
He changed everything back for me, and then I checked myself.
I only had a few million soldiers left that were all normal soldiers, that have found from the first world.
and he changed everything, even the universe that was in my space is gone.
and he gave all the information in my brain this was not bad nor a good experience, because everything had changed back.
but all my memories are still there, so it can still haunt me in my sleep if I sleep.
so I got some knowledge about the space that I got.
this piece was just like the space in marvel but much better, the demon gods in marvel have their space but they are just some substitute or some puppets for that space.
Those space has some kind of energy like dark energy or dark magic or something like that or white magic too.
But the thing is My Space has no certain thing like a specific element or specific power it's all accomplishing so I can go to any world and just take the abilities or the attributes of that world.
I'm not too sad about what I did or no too happy about what I did, but it was kind of a person who's just born or whose reality is just shattered.
and he's trying to get everything he wants without seeing the consequences, but now I have to know that everything has consequences.
what I can do is chain myself but I'm not going to change myself into a good person.
like I have to do that, but one thing good that I did for myself was losing the V card.
and when I checked my personal space everything was normal it was a size a few houses left.
now because everything that I did is gone back, now every character that I took from all the worlds are now gone back.
I just checked it and I saw in my house the lady was still there.
I was confused cuz I thought everything that I did is now gone back and she is back too.
but I just checked it and she is still in there sleeping like a princess.
then I came to know that she was the only good thing that I did.
because I helped her not took advantage of her.
Her name was Sarah that I forgot cuz I watched this hentai like thousand years ago.
just kidding it's just a long time ago cuz I checked her profile with my system ability.
She was 19 year old Sarah who I helped and now she is my first wife I should say.
something like wife I mean we're not together but now she's with me in my space and I cannot take her back because everything is changed.
and there should be another Sarah in that anime right now so she don't have any home.
And she's with me so I have to help her about this thing.
when I went in there she just wakes up and she was thinking that this was still a dream.
Sarah's POV: I was in my class and just wanted to go back to my home, where I always lived.
my father was a chairman of a company that I don't know what happened got bankrupt, and he became from a good father to an abusive husband and a bad father.
he was always trying to beat up my mother, he was a British guy who was transferred into Japanes department of the company.
He always drank and beat us, but today one of my classmates try to stop me, and something happened to me.
this guy was an average looking person who I don't even know, he tried to stop me and try to touch my hands forcefully.
He tried to come on me like a hungry beast.
But something magical happened, somehow a black hair blue eyes, the most handsome looking person materialized from nothing.
I don't know what he did, he looked at the other student, and the other student start shouting.
And I don't know what happened, but I was too scared to think about it.
The other student just faint and this guy just grab me, and I came to somewhere else.
it was just like I was teleporter to somewhere, once I was in the space some info came to my mind, all the things about this guy in front of me, almost all the things his name, and who is he, and how will be my future without this guy.
And believe me it was horrible, the other student his name was kishio that I came to know.
he was a reincarnated other world person.
And he was a bad person, I did not know about it.
And the thing is from the time I born till now, there is no one except my mother who made me feel like this, I wanted for him to become mine.
And I did not know what came to my mind, but I just did something that was my first time.
and I did not have any experience, and I just fell asleep after just one time.
After I just woke up I felt so stupid that I did that with a person that I just met not even few minute ago.
It was so embarrassing, but then I felt something on my head.
it was him he was stroking my hair, like I was his princess.
I saw sorrow in his eyes, and like he was feeling sad for something, or guilty for something.
I woke up and saw him stroking my hair then he asked me, why didn't you go back.
Then something came to my mind, I said because you helped me, and I hugged him and consoled him.
I did not know what happened but it was something that he was feeling sad about, and that made me sad too.
It was just like love at first site for me, and I felt like he is the one that I wanted as a husband.
I myself did not know how to say that but I clumsily I proposed him.
he felt surprised for some reason, he said to me"this is the first time that I have ever had a girl proposed me" he asked to me that isn't his face is ugly.
he was acting like a nerd who is self-conscious, and don't know how to speak with a girl.
I saw his face he was the most handsome looking guy I've ever seen in my life, at least I could not stay he's the most handsome in the world, but he is the most handsome person I've ever seen.
he is looking like a white brownish man, and his eyes are blue just like a sea, his hair is black just like a normal person, but dark black like a black hole.
and now I'm thinking why is he acting like that, did I get a man in those novels that are self-conscious and don't know that they're handsome.
David POV: this was my first time that a girl looked at me like that.
I felt stunned because I was an ugly otaku, in my opinion I'm a white asian guy, but I'm a fat like a big fat person.
I did not even saw myself after coming through this world, in my mind I was still a person from Earth.
And this was the first girl who proposed me in my boat life.
I knew about her future at least as a point of view of a reader, that her future was not right.
That was one reason that it took her from that world but second was I was too lazy to remove memories from her brain.
I know the same girl is asking me out.
I do not know what to say about it, but I still accept it because she was here first man will forget about his first.
Author's note: I am not trying to watch him or removing every bad thing that he did in the past few chapter, but I am letting him grow as a person. because he just got reborn and people who are just reborn will do whatever they want, because he always think them as fictional people, but when you realized it will be too late. So I am stopping that mindset in the first few chapters.