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Chapter 99 - CHAPTER-99

Her lips part slightly. She doesn't speak; she doesn't have to. Words would shatter the fragile stillness, and this moment feels too sacred to break.

Kai slowly lifts his head. Water drips from his fingers into the sink, one drop at a time. His eyes are fixed on the tap because if he looks anywhere else, he'll break. He can feel her gaze on his back. It burns and heals at once. He wants to turn. He wants to see her, to make sure she's really there, breathing, alive. But he can't move. His heart won't let him.

He stands like a man caught between two worlds, the man the world knows and the man only she brings out. Even time slows for them. The only sound is the soft hum of the light above and their uneven breaths echoing in the still air.

Alina's hands clutch the hem of her t-shirt. She takes another step closer. Her vision blurs for a moment, not from weakness this time, but from tears. He's here. After all that happened, everyone left but He stayed. She can't see his face, but she doesn't need to. The air between them says everything. There's a strange, quiet pull, something unspoken, something that has no name yet.

Kai's reflection trembles faintly in the stainless surface. He looks at the blurred image of himself and almost smiles a broken, disbelieving smile. What will he even say? That he's her roommate? The one she's never met, never seen, the stranger who shared her house in silence, who lived in the shadows just to make sure she wasn't alone?

Or should he say the truth that he's Kai Arden, the man she admired from a distance, the man she never knew lived under the same roof?

He stares at his reflection in the sink, torn between the two names that define him: Kai Arden, the world's man, and Kai, the quiet roommate who watched over her.

He grips the basin tighter. His heart is too loud. If he turns, she'll see it all. And behind him, she watches. The man standing there, tall and unmoving. The a faint tremble in his fingers. Something inside her shifts. She doesn't see his face, yet her body remembers. Her heart remembers.

He never imagined she'd walk out and find him like this. He was so happy that she woke up that he forgot to prepare himself for this. He forgot he was supposed to be composed, distant, roommate. Now he's Kai Arden. He swallows hard. His pulse races, his throat tightens.

She's behind him. Breathing. Alive. And that's all that matters. The silence grows heavy but warm like a blanket of emotions neither of them can name. Her steps stop a few feet away from him.

She just stands there, eyes fixed on his back, memorizing every detail, the way his shirt fits, the quiet rise and fall of his shoulders, the faint tremor in his hand.

And now, standing here again, watching that same tall figure in front of her, she felt it again: that same feeling, blooming quietly inside her. It was "Home," the precise feeling she experienced when she was with him. Home is not a place, it's A heartbeat, A warmth.

Her eyes blur. She bites her lip. She wants to call out his name to confirm, to ask, to know.

But the words stay trapped in her throat.

And he doesn't turn. He stands there, breathing her silence. Kai's heart trembles. He can sense her behind him. It was so silent that he could almost hear her breathe. He's afraid to move, afraid that if he turns, the fragile calm he's been building for days will collapse into something he can't hide.

He remembers every second of that night the way she had hugged him, how small she'd felt in his arms, the way her fingers had gripped his shirt like she was holding on to life itself.

And he remembers the promise he made silently as she cried against him that he would never let her feel alone again.

He swallows hard. Now, she's here, standing just behind him, breathing, alive, fragile, his.

And he still can't face her. His thoughts race. What does he say? Hi, I'm your roommate, or Hi, I'm Kai Arden, the man who's been living under your roof. He can't say either. Not yet. Because whichever truth he chooses will change everything.

Behind him, Alina takes another step. Her bare feet barely make a sound, but he hears every one. Her hand almost rises as if to reach for him, but stops midway. She stands still, eyes tracing the way the light touches his back.

The air between them thickens, vibrating with something invisible: longing, confusion, recognition. She blinks away tears. She doesn't even know why she's crying. Maybe because for the first time in so long, she doesn't feel hollow.

And Kai, he's breaking quietly, standing there like he's carved out of restraint. He wants to turn. He wants to see her eyes, to know what she feels. But if he does, if he looks at her even once, he'll fall. And he's not sure how he will face it.

He lowers his head slightly, closing his eyes. His pulse hammers. His fingers twitch. He doesn't realize it, but his lips part her name slipping out in a whisper so faint it could've been a sigh. "...Alina."

She freezes. Her heart stumbles. He said her name, did he? just...? Her breath catches, chest tightening until she can't breathe. He said it like a scared name. As he'd been saying it to the walls when she wasn't here. The silence deepens.

There's only the sound of two hearts, beating too close and too fast. He doesn't turn. She doesn't move. And yet, in that moment, every word they never said passes between them clear, pure, aching. This stillness, this warmth, this quiet understanding, it's the same feeling.

The same one she felt when she ran into his arms and found home for the first time. Only now, it's deeper, Wilder, Painfully, beautifully real.

Kai exhales softly. His head bows lower. His throat tightens until breathing feels like a sin.

He knows he has to face her eventually. He knows she deserves the truth, not only her but both of them. But not now, this is not the correct time. Not when her heart is still fragile, her body still weak.

He can't risk shattering her peace just because his truth is too heavy. So he stands still, a silent guardian, a stranger she knows without knowing, a man torn between two selves.

Behind him, Alina finally closes her eyes. Her tears slip silently down her cheeks, not from sadness, but from a quiet kind of relief. Because for the second time in her life, she feels it again, the feeling she never thought she'd have twice. The feeling of home. They don't move.

They don't speak. The world holds its breath.

And there they remain, two souls standing apart, not touching, not seeing, but feeling everything that words could never hold.

And in that fragile silence where he can't turn and she can't step closer, they both understand something they'll never say aloud. Sometimes, home isn't where you are.

It's who you're with and how they make you feel. And neither of them wants the moment to end.

Her chest aches with something tender, something she doesn't understand yet. And he's drowning in a flood he can't see. Every muscle in his body is tense with restraint. If he turns, he'll hold her. And if he holds her, he won't be able to let go. So he doesn't move. He stays still, eyes fixed on the sink.

The air hums between them, fragile, alive, breathing with their unsaid words. Somewhere outside, the wind rustles the curtains. A faint chill brushes through the open window. Alina shivers slightly, but her eyes never leave his back.

Kai notices. His fingers twitch instinctively; he wants to move, to grab a towel, to cover her shoulders, to do something. But he forces himself still. Because if he moves, even once, everything will spill out. He closes his eyes and breathes. In. Out.

He can feel her heartbeat in the air. The same rhythm he counted for nights while she was unconscious. The same heartbeat he feared he'd never hear again. And now it's here. He exhales shakily.

The world outside doesn't exist anymore. There's no fame, no noise, no spotlight. Just this moment of quiet life between them. Minutes pass. Or maybe seconds. Time has no meaning anymore.

Alina takes another step and stops. She doesn't speak. She just looked down at the plate he was preparing. The steam is still rising, faintly, curling through the golden air. Her eyes soften. He cooked for her. That realization alone makes her chest tighten until she can't breathe.

Kai still doesn't turn. But he knows she's looking. He can feel it like gravity pulling at his heart. The light flickers gently. The silence stretches thick with warmth, pain, and something unnamed.

They stand there, both alive, both lost, both found. Not face-to-face. Not yet. But their hearts have already turned toward each other. The moment breathes. And in that fragile stillness, where words would ruin everything, they both stay still, caught in the same storm of unspoken emotion.

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